Alice thought she should have seen the omens and turned back earlier. She had arrived for the bushwalk in the handsome team leader Matt's car, along with Emily, another young woman like herself. Well, a university student like herself, but a taller, skinnier, more normal one. So far, so good. But then the team leader received a message from a group of three young men saying that one of them was sick and they would not be coming. Probably hung-over more like! So the group of eight was down to five before they even started.
At the starting point they met Rosie, a friend of Emily's, and Toby, a tall, skinny guy in a Star Trek t-shirt, who had each come in their own cars from different places. So there they were, two guys and three girls, ready to walk four hours or so through mountain bushland to stay overnight in a mountain cabin together. Already three of the possible guys that Alice had imagined flirting with had pulled out, leaving only the hunky Matt, who was probably out of her league and whom Emily and Rosie would probably monopolise, and the weird-looking Toby. It looked like she'd have to rely on female company on this trip.
Never mind, she thought. The main idea behind her new interest in bushwalking was to get fit and maybe take a few pounds off her tummy. Not that she was fat, exactly, but she was a bit short and she had wide shoulders and hips, which made her look fatter than she was. She did have a bit of a tummy, it was true, but she also had a nice waist which gave her something of an hourglass figure, especially from behind. But being short and broad-shouldered somehow made it easy for boys to overlook her, and at the age of 20 and in her third year of university, Alice was still a virgin. Not that she wasn't interested in boys, but most boys seemed interested in thin willowy girls and Alice, being naturally shy, didn't seem to be able to find a boy interested in her.
She had nice-sized breasts, which would look big on a smaller girl, but which boys did not notice on her for some reason, unless she wore a very low cut top, which she was loath to do as it attracted the wrong type of idiot. She would look at herself naked in the mirror sometimes, and she liked the way her breasts stood out like long cylinders, pointing slightly down and to each side, with quite long thick nipples that looked just right for some boy to suck on. Alice could easily hold her breasts up to her mouth and suck on her own nipples, and she knew how good they felt, with their rubbery softness which felt so nice on your lips. If only some nice boy was interested, she'd be happy to show him how delightful her breasts were.
Her hair was dark brown and wavy, and she'd had it cut in a long bob so that it hung just above her shoulders. Her face was roundish with big brown eyes framed by dark eyebrows. Her friends often told her what nice eyes she had. If only there was some boy who would look closely enough at her to appreciate them. Her mouth was a little large but her lips were full and she painted them with a different colour lipstick each day, much to the amusement of her girlfriends, who equated each colour to a mood they attributed to her. The only part of her face that she was not fond of was her nose, which she found too large, and which she would change if she could.
So they set out, down the first hill and across a shallow creek to another hill on the other side. Alice walked with the girls for a while, and they seemed quite nice. Emily was also studying Architecture at another university, so she and Alice chatted about subjects and lecturers for a while. But then she noticed that Matt had stopped talking to Toby and caught up with him to chat a little. He had a lovely deep voice, and was happy to tell her how he was a mathematics teacher and played in a local amateur football team and liked to kayak as well as bushwalk. It was all going fine until he excused himself to go and check on the girls behind them, leaving Alice to walk by herself for a bit. As she listened to the girls chatting to Matt and giggling, she determined to enjoy the chance to be out in nature getting some exercise.
At least this group allowed her to spend time with other young people. She had joined another group where everyone was older, and where she had been referred to as 'our little roly-poly young thing' and even as 'the little chubby girl over there'! She had quickly determined to both lose some weight and never walk with that group again. Her legs were not actually that short. They were in proportion with her body, but her body was on the short side. She knew that her thighs were quite large, but they were strong and she was quite fast for her size. She had played hockey at school, but had been concentrating on her studies since she had been at Uni, so hiking was a good option to keep fit, as well as cycling which she did most days.
She would have loved to have a boyfriend, as she was starting to feel left out as her friends paired up with boys at Uni, or surprisingly with a girl in one case. She would like to know what sex feels like, as her girlfriends had given her mixed reports. She had begun to understand that some boys, even nice boys, could be bad at it, while other boys, even stupid boys, could be very good. It made things very confusing. Sometimes she would look at certain boys and feel a faint aching in her pussy. But she didn't seem to be able to get any of the boys who made her feel like this take much interest in her. She would just think about them when she was back in her room, and put her hand between her legs and touch herself while she thought about them. She would wet her fingers in her pussy juice and tease her little clitoris until she was panting, and then plunge her fingers inside herself, imagining that it was the boy's hard cock, full of desire for her. She gave herself lovely deep orgasms like this, though she was somewhat embarrassed about how much she liked them.
A couple of months back, she had bought herself a smooth purple vibrator, which she hid in the back of her panties drawer. She never would have thought of getting such a shocking thing, but one day a group of her friends had dragged her into a sex shop to laugh at all the strange items on display there. Alice had been shocked at the variety of dildos and vibrators on display, and by the huge size of many of them. She knew she would never be able to fit some of the thick ones in her pussy, as she knew that, despite her wide hips and big thighs, and despite her pussy being quite wide on the outside, wide enough so that a triangle of light showed between the top of her legs even when they were together, that her vagina was quite tight, and she could only just squeeze two fingers up inside her. She knew that other girls could fit three or more inside them, but she knew she was smaller. This made her a bit apprehensive about whether she would be big enough to fit a boy's penis inside her.
Well, over the next few weeks, the thought of all those dildos and vibrators keep coming back to her, and eventually her curiosity got the better of her. She went all red-faced back to the sex shop, checking that no-one saw her go in, and picked out her little purple vibrator. She took it home and experimented, learning to tease her clitoris to orgasm, and to insert it gently (or later roughly) into her vagina to let it shake her insides until she was groaning in ecstasy. She called her new toy Patrick, and after a stressful day, looked forward to a nice time with Patrick before sleep. In this way, she was able to keep her desire at bay, but she also yearned for a boyfriend to love her and admire her and lust for her, with whom she could go out to cafes and beaches and dances and who would take care of her.
After almost an hour, the group stopped for a break on top of a hill with nice views over the valley to the hills opposite. After ten minutes of water and snacks and chat, they set off down a steep rocky ridge. It was here that she suddenly heard a cry behind her, and turned to see Rosie lying face down beside the track. She had slipped and taken skin off her leg and hands. She had twisted her ankle, and after a few attempts declared she could not continue. So the group held a conference where it was decided that Emily would go back with Rosie and drive her home in Rosie's car. It was then that Matt volunteered to help Rosie get back to the cars.
Alice assumed that the hike was over and they would all head home. But Toby was keen to continue, and Matt assured Alice that he would quickly catch them up after taking the girls back to their car. This was the second bad omen that Alice should have listened to. Though her instinct was to stop her hike and return home with the girls, she somehow wanted to believe that Matt could quickly catch them up and she could talk to him some more, and spend the night in the hut with him (and Toby too obviously). If she had thought about it more rationally for a few seconds, she should have realised that they were at least an hour from the cars, or maybe more depending on how fast Rosie could hobble, and that it would take Matt at least two hours to get back to this point, by which time she and Toby would be two hours further on. In other words, it was quite unlikely that Matt would be able to catch them up before they reached the hut.