The First Time I Had Sex
I was 22. She was 20. It was my first time. I stuck my dick in her pussy. She lay on her back, her arms rigidly at her sides, motionless. I thrust deep inside of her. She stared up at the ceiling. I kissed her on the lips, on her neck. I licked her ears and rubbed her breasts and sucked on her nipples. She let me.
I hiked her legs up and hooked her knees over my shoulders. I drove deep into her. I drove shallow. I tried thrusting into her at different angles. I tried different tempos. I twisted and tugged on her nipples. I kissed her belly. I rubbed her clit with my thumb as I thrust. She lay there like stone, silent as a midnight morgue.
I came inside of her and then I pulled out. She looked up at me hauntingly, then she said, "Thank you." And then she began to cry.
I didn't have sex again for three years.
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The Second Time I Had Sex
I first met her when I was eighteen. My college roommate Nick introduced me to her as his girlfriend from New York. That's where they had both grown up, in New York City. She was in her first year studying Astronomy at New York University, but she had flown cross country for the Christmas break to spend time with Nick. They were both dirt poor college students. Neither one of them could afford to pay for airfare to visit the other that Christmas season. Nick and I had become very good friends in the short time that I knew him. I felt so sorry for him, too. He had contracted Polio as a child while growing up in Cuba, and the disease had taken its toll. He had a withered right arm, his posture was slightly hunched, and he walked with an exaggerated limp. And he was obviously severely homesick and wishing there was some way he could see his girlfriend during the three week break. I was rather poor at the time myself, being in my first year at an expensive college with no job. But somehow, I scraped up the money to buy the plane ticket that allowed Vicky fly to California to visit Nick. That was my little Christmas present to him.
I was dumbfounded when Nick introduced me to her. Vicky was tall and beautiful, with short blonde hair and sparkling blue eyes. She was slim, shapely, and rather well stacked. She had a smile that never seemed to leave her. I took an instant liking to her. I wondered how such a hobbled, scruffy looking guy like Nick could score such a hot looking girlfriend. But score he did! The two of them spent all of their time together, humping in my college dorm room, while I walked the streets alone, without a girlfriend, and being envious as hell. Yet I carried with me the wisp of a smile, knowing that I had done a good thing.
One night, when they weren't humping like animals, I invited Nick and Vicky to join me in a little star gazing. As it so happened, I was taking an Astronomy class that quarter, and I had keys and access to an on-campus observatory that housed a motorized 20-inch telescope. Vicky, an Astronomy major, was thrilled at the opportunity. She had never had the experience of viewing through a telescope that big before. When we got to the observatory, I let Vicky handle the controls that positioned the telescope. She was very excited. We looked up coordinates, she aimed the telescope, and the three of us viewed the Crab Nebula, the rings of Saturn, and Jupiter and it's four major moons. The viewing was so spectacular that winter night, we could see the color bands in the clouds of Jupiter's atmosphere. Vicky was so thankful. I liked to think I scored major points with her that night.
Five years went by in a blur. I never did graduate from Caltech. The level of competition there was simply beyond me. Everybody there was a bona fide genius, except for me. I dropped out after my grades sunk to abysmal levels and, after a couple of years of struggling with low paying jobs, I decided to join the Navy. I signed up for a six-year stint in the nuclear powered submarine service. The first two of those six years was all on land training. I was stationed on the East Coast, attending a training facility in upstate New York. It was grueling, 18-hour-a-day training and studying, but every other weekend they let me have time off to myself. Finding myself in New York, and knowing nobody else, I decided I'd hook up with my old college roommate Nick, who had moved back to New York City after he had graduated. So, every other weekend I'd make the 120 mile drive down to New York City to visit him.
I was surprised to find Nick living in a tiny, one bedroom New York City apartment that he shared with not one, but two young women. He was living with his old girlfriend Vicky and with another old high school friend of his named Giuseppina, but everybody called her Juice. Short and stocky, Juice spoke with a conspicuous Romanian accent. She was often slow to catch the meaning behind a joke, but when she did, she had a laugh that could easily fill the room. She was much more intelligent than she appeared at first blush. From what I assumed and later learned, they were all sleeping together in the same large bed, and he was fucking both of them. How does this guy have TWO women! I was jealous beyond all reason, but I was still very happy to see Nick again. And I was pleasantly surprised to see Vicky again, too. After five years, I hadn't forgotten her. She greeted me with that same smile that seemed to never leave her. She always looked right at me whenever I told my old college or Navy stories. She laughed at all my jokes. Even the stupid ones. It wasn't long before the highlight of visiting New York City on weekends shifted for me from seeing Nick to spending time with Vicky.
The months rolled by and summer came. I suggested that the four of us go on a long drive upstate and go camping. Nick didn't like the idea of sleeping on the ground in a tent because his posture was so bad, but he did like the idea of getting out of the dirty, overcrowded city. So we decided one weekend to go "soft" camping. We drove upstate for four hours and stayed the night in a motel near the woods. Between the four of us, we only had enough money to rent one room with two beds, with enough left over to buy junk food for dinner and a 24-pack of Canadian beer. Somehow, I arranged it that Nick and Juice would sleep in one bed and Vicky and I would sleep in the other. It was to be a purely platonic affair. We would keep our clothes on, go to bed and just sleep.