I don't suppose many people think an old lady of eighty four worries too much about sex and they would be right, I don't worry about it, but I do like to reminisce.
There is one incident, in the summer of '65, that still brings me much joy and I have to confess still makes me feel hot. Oh for the body of a thirty year old, mine that is! Actually confess is a very appropriate word because I could have got into a lot of trouble for what I did then, or at least lost my job, but I am now eighty four and he must be nearly seventy, so I bet he remembers it as well as I do, I certainly hope so.
I was house matron, in those days, at a boy's boarding school. It was the summer term and the sun had been unusually hot and several of the boys had got burnt. Nothing unusual there, except one young lad had actually managed to get heat stroke, so I admitted him to the sick bay for observation.
He was a particularly tall boy with a mop of curly dark hair and as a recent widow of thirty something, missing out on the physical pleasures I had been used to, I confess I started to wonder what it would be like with a young virgin.
Oh wicked woman! But I was only wondering. I certainly had no intention of doing anything about it, except perhaps using the image in one of my not infrequent nocturnal fantasies, that is until I took his temperature and saw him looking longingly down the front of my uniform blouse.
I have to confess to being rather well endowed in that department and, in those days, really quite firm. I suspect that that is why the boys nick named me "Tits". I wasn't supposed to know but you catch snippets of conversation here and there and two and two always make four. Anyway he was ogling my chest and probably getting quite excited, poor lamb.
Actually I knew he had been getting more than just a little excited because a few minutes later I went in to prepare for lights out and told him to go and do his teeth. He jumped out of bed clutching the front of his pyjamas and rushed off in a rather unnatural way. I thought no more of it until I started to remake his bed for the night. There on the lower sheet was a damp patch and a faint aroma of pollen, evidence of his excitement getting a little too much.
I have to tell you this was a very special moment for me. Here was this lovely young lad, eighteen years old, getting sufficiently excited just looking down my cleavage to masturbate: bless. But one has to remember in 1965 there were no porn films and the most daring men's magazines only showed breasts, no pubic hair and certainly nothing explicit.
I think it was at this point that my wondering became more of a plotting. How was I going to get to see that young penis without frightening him off. My ambition at this stage was just to stroke him and let him touch my breasts then go back to my room and pleasure myself with my trusty hairbrush: no mr rabbit in '65!
I continued to make his bed and turned down the top sheet, just far enough to leave the damp patch showing, so he would know I knew. He came back in, stared at the bed, his jaw dropped and he leapt in pulling the covers up as quickly as possible.
I went to the door, looked over my shoulder, smiled coquettishly, and wished him sweet dreams. He must have known that I knew after that! I have to say I went to my room and brought myself off in my usual manner, it was just so damn sexy! Now I know he is definitely turned on all I have to do is get his pyjamas off.