Because of our lifestyles now it is difficult to find a mate you'd really like to get more acquainted with.
I guess that's what all the chat rooms are all about and no doubt they fill a need for so many lonely people searching for happiness.
Fortunately I have never been in that position, and just as it seemed I was lacking of a real close and intimate partner someone seemed to turn up out of the blue, like there was a guardian angel out there looking after my wants and let's be frank ,my carnal needs.
I know possibly that's a guy's way of looking at it - and with a girl there is always more emotion attached and perhaps romance.
Well I am a bit of a romantic myself but I do think having intercourse with a woman you really fancy helps if you have emotional besides sexual feelings for her.
Such was the case with Louise, at first a shy sort of girl who badly needed coming out and for me that was an important part of the attraction, this girl was a virgin sure enough and, I discovered, untouched by male hand, what more could I wish for, it was like treading on newly fallen snow, the thrill and knowledge of knowing you are the first top tread.
I met Louise in the library, she was reading philosophy at Exeter university, it was just something about her, those rimmed spectacles, those brown eyes looking up at me over the rims when I asked if she would excuse me, she blocking the way with having her chair too far out .
She was full of apologies not realising she was being so selfish she said and I simply replied that it was no problem at all and, being very cheeky continued by saying; if she'd like to meet me later I would like that very much.
"But you don't know me." She said looking aghast.
"We can soon put that right!" I returned seeing her blush - that's when I realised this girl was very shy which so much added to my wanting to know her more.
She just sat there, not saying anything but looking very coy - I could tell she was interested, the smile said it all.
"7 o'clock this evening then, outside the library yeah?"
She stuttered for a while and then said okay, that her name was Louise and what was mine?
Great I was on a promise. My name is Alex.
She looked away and back into her book she was reading but as I departed I glanced back and saw that she was watching me, she blushed again and smiled and already In was all of a tiz-waz just imagining what it would be like to be with her.
It was fine, I took her for a meal and we just talked like you do. Se was an only child and lived with her divorced mum, she'd never had a boy friend she confesses because she was blatantly shy, I said you don't have to worry about that with me because I was the same I lied.
It helped her talk to me and I felt a certain warmth of something that had been hidden deep in her psyche and needed to come out pretty darned quickly.
What is it they say about the shy ones. I guess that is what it is, they have so much to give that has been trapped for so very long and there was me about to be the very happy guy to release all that passion and sheer lust inside this gorgeous wonderful girl.
Just the gentle kiss seemed to spur it all. I simply placed my index finger below the centre of her chin and gently lifted her head so that her lips could softly touch mine.