I think everyone, well, every guy, has a partner in their memory that they just never quite got to have. Not the way they wanted anyway. Mine was Debbie. A beautiful and petite brunette. She had what I would describe as close set eyes which ran in the family. She was so short she seemed to be, like, a little girl to me. Smart as a whip but innocent in a way some girls are. I met her in high school and we got together very quickly. I kissed her on our second date and, on the third, she wouldn't let me take her home. She wanted to park!
We drove up to the local lovers lane, Top Of Zelzah, and began kissing. She eagerly stuck her tongue into my mouth and we were getting all hot and heavy in my Dad's Supersport. The doggone stick shift was in the way and bucket seats were just not conducive to making out. I suggested we "Go in the back seat."
She looked up at me with this worried look on her face and said "It sounds bad!"
I was hoping to do "Bad" stuff anyway so I kept after her and eventually we got out and reentered the car in the back seat. Now we were all over each other and I was quickly feeling up her perfect little tits.
"Don't touch!" She begged. But I went ahead and got the best feel I could with her bra in the way. Debbie was wagging her tongue in my mouth to beat the band and I began to touch her legs, running my hands all over her nylons. She complained a bit but didn't stop me. Then I reached the bare flesh at the top of her stockings and my cock was stiff and hoping for release.
I moved my hand just a bit further and touched her panties. I touched her little panties! Nothing between me and her tight young pussy but that little piece of cloth! I could feel the vertical division there but Debbie broke our salacious kiss and asked "Am I just a toy Brad?"
I really didn't know what to say. I wasn't expecting that question at that moment. I assume I said something like "Of course not" but the moment had passed. We talked a bit and I told her I loved her which I wasn't sure was exactly the truth but it seemed like the right thing to say then.
So we continued to date and every time, at the end of the evening, while parked, we would french like crazy and I would get just...so...far...and then, when I touched her panties, she would stop me. It was very frustrating as you might imagine! I finally begged Debbie to give me some kind of release and she confessed that she and a previous boyfriend had "Gone Too Far" one night and it was never the same after that.
Oh Great. She "Goes too far" with someone else and therefore I'm out of luck. The story of my life it seems. Still, I really liked Debbie and I must admit, at least getting to touch her panties was a thrill. It's been a long time now and I have developed a panty fetish like you wouldn't believe!
So we dated through our senior year and attended all those special events like the senior picnic, the Vice Versa dance and, of course the senior prom. But it was after a simple Friday night movie date that our relationship moved a step farther.
We'd been out at the local theater and then headed out to the lovers lane for some action afterwards. I eagerly led Debbie into the back seat and we began to kiss and cuddle like we always did. Debbie wasn't wearing nylons that night and the smooth feel of her shapely legs was driving me wild. I was looking forward to feeling up her panties and she moved her legs apart to give me access.
"Oh Brad that feels real good!" She encouraged. I couldn't ever remember Debbie speaking when I was feeling her up before and I found it extra exciting. Normally I just got to feel her panties for a few moments before she would move my hand away but that night she allowed me to actually feel her pubic patch beneath the silky fabric of her panties.
"Love you Debbie" I whispered as I touched her between her legs.
"Love you too!" she responded. The school year was almost over and Debbie was going to be moving right after graduation. Our time together was short now. Neither of us knew what would happen after graduation so we valued our time together tremendously.
To my surprise, Debbie reached for the zipper of my pants and actually began to attempt to pull it down! She fumbled for a few moments and finally I grabbed the darn thing and pulled it down myself. I fished out my hard cock and went into a swoon when I felt Debbie's hand touch me. She looked me right in the eye and began to softly stroke my cock. I found myself remembering how she'd "Gone too far" once before and was hoping that's where we were going now!
"Can I...Can I touch your panties Deb?" I asked. She looked up at me and seemed to be thinking for a moment.
Then she asked me to "Look out the window." I wasn't sure what she was talking about but I did as she asked, and while I was distracted, she reached beneath her dress and took off her panties!
"Here they are." She said as she simply handed me her little white panties. They were still warm! Her hands returned to my cock and she resumed her hand job while I got to hold her precious little panties. I was excited beyond belief now and her hands felt so good on my penis I was ready to come very quickly. At eighteen, this was as far as I'd ever made it with a girl and, quite honestly, I didn't expect to get this far with Debbie.