This is part 4 of five. Definitely read part 3 first as this follows on immediately from it. (Full disclosure, somehow I managed to delete half of what was meant to be in part 3 while editing a typo. Possibly it was an improvement to divide it into two)
This story is set in spring 1981 and will reflect attitudes from that time. Bear in mind that means no internet, no smartphones, no social media so there is a better chance of getting away with things. There also is a wide disparity between what individuals feel is morally right. Everyone involved is older than 18.
The first two stories were in Loving Wives while part 3 and 4 are in First Time. I think these two can just about be read as a standalone.
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Alan was still taking in the experience of having had sex for the first time. It had been better than he had expected to be. He was eager and ready to do so again and Eve next to him seemed more than up for a repeat.
For a moment, the thought that she had been in charge of the first bout gave him a problem and then he mentally kicked himself. He had needed her to take control the first time. He now knew that he could give a woman pleasure. The fact that she had been in control had also helped him cheat on Jill. He felt some of the anger towards Jill dissipate. He would of course break up with her, but he no longer felt any temptation to shame her publicly. After all that would also involve shaming himself. He would just let her know he knew and that she would need to change jobs.
He looked at the woman next to him and found himself imagining it was his student Rebecca. He started to kiss her gently and to play with her hair and her breasts. She responded to it but did not force the pace. He stroked and squeezed her breasts. He whispered to her, "Let me know what you enjoy."
She nodded and over the next ten minutes tactfully suggested where he should place his hands and where he should kiss her. She also allowed him to direct her hands and lips to where he wanted them to be. He was pleasantly surprised to find how erotic he found her lips touching his ears or her stroking the area just above his groin.
Soon it was clear that he was ready to make love to her again and this time with the lights out there was no problem in believing that he was making love to someone who was his intellectual equal. Eve had street smarts and was intelligent enough to be good company but was not his intellectual equal. He blushed at that thought. If nothing else tonight had taught him that intellectual prowess had its limitations. Both Eve and the real Rebecca had a far better grasp of sexual and emotional matters than he or Jill had.
The women he thought of Rebecca seemed to sense that he was distracted and moved her hand to his penis and gently squeezed it. He laughed at himself and redirected his thoughts to the body next to him. He played with her vagina and tried to work out where her clitoris was. Her hands moved to grasp his body and his head. Suddenly her breathing became louder, he felt her body tensing and her thighs lifting while her hands squeezed harder.
He tried to remember what he had read in Alex Comfort's book about the Joy of Sex and was glad to realise that the reality was better than the rather unappealing diagrams. He started to make love to Rebecca and told Eve what he would never dare say to his student. Eve had told him earlier tonight that this would not upset her provided it made him more enthusiastic.
After another few minutes of foreplay, he was more than ready to make love to the woman now lying under him. Her legs had spread wide apart, and her knees were raised. She said, "Yes, make love to me, Alan."
He needed no more encouragement, but gently thrust himself into her. She moaned and one hand ran through his hair while another was on his lower back. He started gently and gradually started to push more deeply. Her legs were now clasped behind his bottom. He whispered endearments and tried to savour every moment. He came for the second time tonight. It was different from the first time. Somehow it was more emotionally satisfying, but less physically all-consuming than the first time. He rolled off her and they held each other tight.
He whispered, "I love you." He felt the woman momentarily tense and then relax again. "I'll settle for you remembering me."
"There's no doubt of that. I hope it wasn't too obvious, but you were my first."
A slight pause, "If so, then you're a quick learner. You made love to Rebecca very sweetly and well. You will make a lucky woman incredibly happy."
"I would like to see you again."
She stroked his face, "Alan, that's extremely sweet of you, but it would be unfair of me to take advantage of you like that. I'm a good time girl ready to turn respectable, but my past will not bear scrutiny. I'm not suitable to be a politician's wife."
"You're better than Jill."
She grabbed him by the face and kissed him deeply. She then let go and looked him in the eyes, "Hampsy, I told you earlier, you've the wrong idea about women. The best ones aren't as good as you probably think they are, and the bad ones aren't as bad. Not nearly as bad."
"Are you defending her?"
"No but perhaps I understand her better than you. She's a women who thinks she should be a good girl but is worried she's a bad girl. I don't know, but I watched as well as listened to Rupert. He was uncomfortable about what happened to Jill that night. He seduced her, but she was willing to be seduced. She was a little inebriated when she had sex with the nephew, but that was a conscious choice. She was obviously totally drunk later on."
"You're saying she was raped."
"She was like a teetotaller who got drunk for the first time and had ten pints rather than stopping at three. She had sex in private after three pints and then both the drinking and the sex escalated. I'm saying that she was in no condition to say no. She was drunk, she was enjoying sex, and probably decided that it was her fantasy view of Rebecca who was being fucked and not Jill."
Alan started to say something and then smiled to himself. "And I've just made love to my fantasy version of Rebecca."
He started to sob, and Eve wiped the tears away. "Look I don't know what's right for you and her. It's just don't assume that she intended to betray you or is a nymphomaniac."
"But what she did...."
"You've just pretended to make love to your student. I know that you would not have done so if I had really been her."
"And her?"
"I can't say for certain, but sometimes it is easier to let go with people you will never meet again."
"Thanks for trying to make me feel better, but she betrayed me and herself."
"Alan, we've both made love to each other tonight. Well, I made love to you, and you made love to Rebecca. If you promise not to hurt me, I think you should fuck Jill pretending to be Rebecca."
"Fuck?"
"Use me for sex. Let yourself go and be selfish."
"I don't feel comfortable with that."
"If you want to talk sensibly to Jill you need to understand the joy of fucking for yourself. Look, making love is better than just fucking, but when you are fucked by someone who loves you it is possible to get the best of both worlds. Especially if both of you are fucking the other one."
"I'm sorry, I don't get it."
"When you came inside me, I enjoyed the fact that you eventually let yourself go. You started off making love to me but then had sex with me. It can be even more fun when both people concentrate on the enjoyment, but with the knowledge that they will each get a turn to let go."
"Are you certain you don't mind me pretending that you are Rebecca?"
"Look, I don't mind that you were making love to Rebecca. I like you enough to have sex with you, but tomorrow morning we will walk out of each other's lives having given each other the comfort and joy we both needed tonight. Besides which the way you tell it Rebecca sounds like a cleverer version of me at her age."
Alan took a deep breath. Well, she was telling the truth. They were ships passing in the night. He was cheating on Jill and the fact that she had cheated on him first did not alter the fact that he had been tempted to cheat on her before he knew about her infidelity. He was not such a hypocrite that he would pretend that cheating by a man was more forgivable than cheating by a woman.
He nodded, "You are probably right."
She said, "I'll get changed again. Do you want to come my room in say twenty minutes?"
He nodded, "Wear your hair like you did when we first met. That is more like Jill's."
She looked at him and said, "Fine. Could you wash yourself first?"