He was the guy I saw working on the ride as we stopped by the cart for cotton candy. We made brief eye contact then. Being in a cheery mood, I smiled at him, though he didn't seem much interested in smiling back.
Glancing at my phone, I saw it was nearly ten thirty in the evening when I told my daughter to take her kids and to go on ahead to the midway, as I needed to use the ladies' room we passed a little ways back.
Backtracking, I walked around behind the fun house to where the bathroom building was located, As I made my way, I happened to catch a glimpse of that guy again in the shadows, having a smoke. I stopped for a moment and looked at him. He was tall and lean, rather scruffy-looking in his dirty jeans and t-shirt. As deprived as I was of cock I couldn't help my thoughts from wondering, but as usual, I suppressed my desires as I again made my way to the restroom.
As I walked in, I turned my head briefly to look back again one last time, not sure why. As I walked past him, he saw me walking towards the ladies restroom, and he watched from his shadowy hideout. We made eye contact as I turned my head in his direction, he smiled at me with a rather devious grin. As I disappeared through the doorway, I caught myself grinning back.
As I sat to pee, I couldn't help but fixate on him, and I felt myself ache a bit. I thought about him as I gently patted myself dry, I felt tender and tingly. I even considered that if he was still there, I would say hi and maybe even talk to him. It would be such a daring thing for me to do as a married grandmother. And something I have never done before, not since before I got married so many years ago. But I could feel my desires begging me to take a chance and see if I could get him to talk to me.
As I walked out, I didn't see him initially, so I just assumed I missed the opportunity and continued on my way, but as I strolled back out to the thoroughfare, I saw him further behind the funhouse, almost out of sight, certainly out of sight of almost everyone else. He was hidden in the dark and the slight glow of the funhouse lights as he puffed on his cigarette.
When I stopped suddenly to look at him, he saw me as well. Caught, I smile again, and he discreetly waves me over to him. I look around as I hesitantly consider his invitation. Then, I cautiously look around for my daughter and young grandchildren.
I discreetly step into the shadows and slowly walk towards him. As I venture deeper into the funhouse-restricted area, I see him waiting near several stacked pallets and equipment.
As I step up near him, we greet each other casually, and then the awkwardness ensues. I knew I was way out of my element, and I was definitely feeling very anxious and nervous, but I couldn't tell if he was, and I didn't want to turn around in fear and leave just yet.
As we stand there, I look around casually and see that we are fairly well hidden from the view of the crowds as they milled about around us. It didn't exactly make me feel any safer, but I stood my ground in hopes that I could talk to him a bit. I'm not sure what it was, but I was very drawn to him at that moment. Hearing the laughter and sounds of the carnival all around made things all so very daring and exciting, as no one knew we were even there.
All I could think was, "What am I doing, and what am I expecting to happen here?" It was all very thrilling and daring. I knew I was surely doing something I might regret and would definitely deny to my grave.
I almost walked away in a rush, feeling totally exhilarated and amazed that I had taken such a lurid chance to sneak around to talk to some guy. But then he reached out and touched my arm, getting my attention, and I looked at him a little surprised.