We grew up in the same street, shared the same interests and dated the same girls. It was natural that Richard and I were best mates and equally natural that I was best man at his wedding.
I was an honour to be asked. I really liked his bride. Allison was beautiful, sexy, intelligent and mature with a solid, supportive family background; in short everything a guy could want in a wife.
They met at university in Leeds but chose to marry in the little Hampshire village Allison came from. They did it in traditional style, tails, white dress, quaint little church, confetti, horseshoes and a reception in the local hotel for family and friends followed by a disco in the village hall for the younger guests; university friends, Richard's rugby team mates and Allison's work colleagues.
Everything went off beautifully but Richard and Allison didn't go to the evening party. They had to leave for Southampton airport and their honeymoon in the Canaries.
"Thanks for everything," Richard said on his way out. "Enjoy the party! Oh. And one more thing. Can you take care of Rachel?"
"Is she here?" I asked surprised. "I haven't seen her."
"You know what she's like with strangers." Richard sighed. "Try to get her to mix a bit tonight and enjoy herself for once."
"I'll try." I promised but knew it might be easier said than done.
Allison's bridesmaids and her brother in law, who was a local radio DJ, did a great job getting the party started. All I had to do was enjoy myself. Actually it was not that easy. Most of the guests were couples and I was between girlfriends. Everyone was friendly and making casual conversation was easy but once the dancing started I found that I had nobody I wanted to spend the evening with. Then I remembered that I was supposed to look after Rachel.
Richard was slightly tawny but his sister was a real redhead and stood out in a crowd. But I couldn't see her. When I eventually tracked her down she was standing in the back yard on her own star gazing. In profile from the left she was actually rather cute. Her long, wavy Titian hair was blowing in the wind showing her elfin face with its pert nose, hundreds of freckles and dreamy green eye.
Richard was a strapping guy and a good rugby three quarter. Rachel was much more petite. Perhaps the accident and the years of surgery that followed had restricted her growth. But she wasn't the little girl, rarely seen or mentioned by name but often alluded to, we had grown up with. Neat, shapely breasts were thrusting at her white linen gypsy style blouse.
"How are you getting on with your history degree?" I asked her looking for some safe topic to start with.
Rachel tried to answer but it was hard to make out her words. She fumbled in her handbag for the little notebook she had to carry everywhere and wrote "I have finished now. I got an upper second. I am looking for a job now but it's tough."
Aloud I congratulated her on her degree and sympathised about the job situation. Inwardly I knew tough would be an understatement for her. For the thousandth timeand I cursed the petrol can and the cretin who had thrown it onto our bonfire.
I think Rachel read my mind. "Don't worry about me," she wrote. "You go inside and have a dance."
"Why don't you come with me and have a drink?" I suggested.
"You know why," she wrote and turned away to lean on the fence.
I deliberately went to her right side. "Nobody's going to worry about your face here. They're all Richard and Allisons's friends. They're a nice bunch. They'll be sympathetic."
But it was no use. The doctor's had done their best but the burning petrol and shrapnel had left very obvious evidence. With strangers she was still shy about her squint and particularly her speech impediment as well as the burn scar on her right cheek and temple.
The long sleeved blouse covered the scars on her forearm where she had tried to protect her five year old face. She juggled a bottle of Baccardi Breezer and the notebook and pen so dextrously with her left hand that I hardly noticed the stump of her right hand anymore.
We had a lot of catching up to do but there was something she needed to clear up first. "Did Richard ask you to keep me company?" she asked.
She was too intelligent and knew her brother's lingering guilt and protectiveness too well for me to be anything but honest with her.
"I'm not a baby anymore," she wrote "But thanks anyway."
Actually I found that I didn't mind all that much. I was used to the patience it took to communicate with her because of her writing speed. But as long as I allowed for that she had plenty of interest to say and three hours passed very quickly.
Academically she had caught up the two years of schooling she had lost and then some. But she was still socially naΓ―ve at twenty three even though university had taught her to drink and dress like any other young woman; especially dress.
The gypsy blouse not only suited her it allowed tantalising glimpses of a skimpy white bra to show between the buttons. Lower down she had an apple green and yellow cotton print skirt on. It became interestingly short as the alcopops got to her.
Her safety factor of leg cover wasn't entirely gone. But instead of the thick woollen tights she had grown up in she was wearing white satiny stockings. They had pretty pink and green flowered lace tops which she allowed to peep. They were still opaque and hid the scars on her right leg but nothing could completely smooth the twisted, grafted, shrunken bones.
White sandals and a delicate perfume added to the fresh, spring like vision. Rachel had never occurred to me before as being a woman let alone as sexy. I found the effect disturbing especially in that romantic atmosphere, a warm, moonlit night on the edge of the New Forest with the door open and smoochie music wafting out on the breeze.