Never been one to look back and say what if?
I missed an opportunity to join a swinger's group in my mid 20s. That could have been a game changer, who knows?
4 years before that I had my first glory hole experience. There was a 3 stall, 2 urinals building in the park. I was masturbating at a urinal unaware of the guy in the stall next to the urinals. As I unloaded, he made a noise and I saw him thru the hole about the size of my fist. I was embarrassed a bit, but he was not laughing. He was just zeroed in on my dick. I took time to milk it and sling the cum into the urinal. The sink was too high for me to wash my dick, so I left.
3 days later, I sat in the stall by the urinal and beat off to the pictures on the walls. No one came in while I was there, but then, I wasn't there long.
Saturday morning, I went there again but all the booths were occupied. I went to the urinal to pee and wait. I looked over at the hole and the guy was using his finger to beckon me to come closer. I pointed my dick at the hole and he filled the hole with his mouth and stuck out his tongue. I didn't see anyone else so I stepped over and let him taste my dick. Pretty soon I was all the way in the hole and he had the whole thing in his mouth. Then I heard someone coming so I jerked out and stepped back to the urinal, trying to hide my 7 inch hard from the guy who stepped up to the next urinal. I thought I could wait him out and kind of had my back to him but he was taking soooo long. Finally, I looked and he was jacking off and looking for me to turn so he could see my dick. I did and instead of him reaching for me he nodded and looked at the hole in the booth. He pretty much told me to go back to it. I did. It took about 30 seconds for me to cum. I was a huge load. When I started to pull out, the guy pulled on my dick a little so I went back in. He spent another 30 seconds milking me dry.
I worried about that for 3 days wondering if I was gay. After that, I decided it didn't matter. I went to that building at least 4 times a week. Then I met a girl who bedded me on the second date.