All during my youth I was a small shy lad. Most people assumed I was gay, but the truth was, I was anything but gay.
I lusted after girls like most horny boys, but my shyness was a major handicap. After puberty, I remained a virgin, but not by choice.
I became a serial masturbator and addicted to porn.
I found employment with the US Post Office as a mail sorter, but got fired after being caught masturbating, while on break, for the second time.
I did work long enough to qualify for unemployment, but there was a penalty period before I could collect, due to being fired for cause.
I was destitute and was living in a flop house fill with derelicts. These were the days before men lived openly on the streets. Most of the derelicts were drug addicts or winos. I did not fit either of those categories.
Several of the derelicts would occasionally come up with money. I wondered about their source.
The guy in the cot next to mine had a couple of twenty-dollar bills and I asked how he came by his sudden riches. He shocked me when he said, "When I get flat busted, I suck a few cocks for money." I was blown away and unable to respond.
It was going to be another three weeks before I qualified for unemployment and I was getting desperate, but not that desperate, I thought.
But I was about to be evicted from the flop house, and had not eaten for two days and was struggling with thoughts of sucking cocks for money. Then I scored a couple of good hot meals at the Salvation Army soup kitchen that operated on weekends.
However, on Monday, I was told this would be my last day in the flop house. That meant no place to sleep, and no meals available till the weekend. This nineteen-year-old was finally desperate enough to suck cocks for money.
I finally screwed up the courage to ask Gerald, who shared the cot next to mine, about sucking cock for money. I was at the lowest point in my life.
Gerald told me about a Men's Club downtown that had wealthy men who loved having their cocks sucked and were willing to pay for a good blow-jobs. Seemed some of their wives refused to suck, while others were just lousy cocksuckers. These men wanted guys who loved to suck and would swallow their entire loads.
Gerald boasted, he was not only a good cocksucker, but a favorite of several men at the club.
I admitted I had never sucked a cock, but was desperate for money, so was willing to try.
"If you're asking me to take a complete novice to the club, you're nuts," Gerald said.
"I need money bad, you got to help me," I responded.
After a brief while, Gerald said, "Perhaps I could teach you."
"How you would do that?" I asked.
Cold chills ran through me, when Gerald said, "You can suck me off and I will teach you the finer points.
Little did I know that our conversation had caused Gerald to sport a hard boner.
While I was trying to figure out a response, Gerald fished out his raging boner and I saw his hard cock for the first time. My eyes were transfixed on it, and a wry smile came over Gerald's face. Seems Gerald loved his cock sucked as much as he loved sucking cock.
"On your knees Tommy, you're about to suck your first cock," he said.
I reluctantly and slowly sank to my knees until Gerald's cock was at eye level.
My mind was in a whirl, with all kind of thoughts running through it. I was both repulsed by the idea of sucking Gerald's cock, but yet strangely intrigued at the same time. I had never entertained the idea of sucking a cock. After all, I was not queer.
My thoughts were interrupted when Gerald began rubbing his cock across my lips. I opened my mouth to speak, but Gerald inserted his cock. For the first time in my short life, I had a cock in my mouth. I was about to become a cocksucker.
Gerald began giving me verbal instruction on sucking and licking, while admonishing me to watch my teeth. I could feel his cock throbbing in my mouth and was surprised by the perverse thill I felt. I was actually starting to enjoy having his cock in my mouth. I began bobbing up and down on Gerald's cock, as he said, "Good boy, keep it up, but apply more suction."
Then Gerald began a fucking motion as he fucked my mouth. it took a bit of doing, but we finally managed to get in sync. I was shocked to hear Gerald moan and say, "Damn Tommy, you're a natural born cocksucker."