This is a coming of age story involving a small town girl and the high school janitor.
I would like to gratefully acknowledge volunteer editor Grania2 for many helpful suggestions during the process of bringing this story to life.
This tale is the result of a get-away weekend with a close friend. After a little smoke, and a lot of alcohol, this story came into being. Kayla is a good friend of mine. She asked for my help in putting her story out there. Kayla's memory of all this was incredibly descriptive, all true she tells me. I felt I needed to write it exactly as she told it.
Kayla honey, here's to unforgettable memories at Keystone.
My name is Kayla. This all happened when I was a senior in high school. I had just celebrated my eighteenth birthday a couple of months before. I had three goals in my life back then. First, was to get out of the house and be on my own. The second was to get lined up in a college program, and the third was to lose my virginity, not necessarily in that order.
I was still living at home with my mom and her new live-in boyfriend Doug. He was such a fucking pervert. I just had to get the hell out of there. My Mom had put on weight since her divorce from my Dad, and she was nearing forty.
The only things she had going for her was that she owned her own house, and she had a steady job. She met Doug maybe six months earlier, and I think he really just pushed his way into our lives. He was of course unemployed, but got disability checks for some supposed injury he suffered a while back. It never seemed to be a problem for him around us though. He was the main reason I had to get out and on my own. He was such a loser, and Mom just didn't see that yet.
I really doubted that he even loved my mom. He just saw a better situation than he had, and horned his way in.
Truly, I was not jealous in case that is what you're thinking. I wanted Mom to be happy, but this guy was no good, and she would eventually find that out. I had already figured it out, but then again I wasn't a desperate, overweight, middle-aged woman.
When I say Doug was a pervert, I know what I'm talking about. I had gotten up a couple times late at night and secretly caught him out in our living room on Mom's computer looking at porn. Mom always went to bed early, because she had to get up early for work. This douchbag was laying on our couch playing with his cock, while the rest of us had to get up early the next day. The main reason I needed to get out of there was because I knew he was thinking he was going to have a shot at fucking me. I wasn't just being paranoid either. Doug would always pretended to act all lovey and such towards Mom, but I always got a weird feeling when she wasn't around. The way Doug always looked me over was unsettling. He always found some excuse to hug me. He tried to pretend he was just being all warm and fuzzy, but I knew by the way he pressed against me that he was copping a feel. I had turned around several times and caught him checking me out from behind. If we were alone together he would always be making some pretty suggestive remarks, or telling me some off-color joke. Mom just didn't see it, but I did.
The creepiest part started happening about two months after he had moved in with us. One morning I went to the dirty laundry basket to retrieve an ear-ring from the pocket of a pair of shorts I had worn the day before. I noticed my panties, lying in the basket under my shorts, were all wet. I had just taken them off the night before when I showered. When I had thrown them into the laundry basket they were totally dry.
I picked them up and could see the outlines of yellowish stains on them. Lately I had been noticing the same thing happening to my bras. I had thought it might be the hard water we had in the area, but this was not a water stain. As I lifted the panties to look closer I could smell the unmistakable scent of a guy's cum. That fucker Doug was jacking off into my underwear, and then washing it off before putting them back in the laundry. Eww, what a scumbag!
I knew then for sure that Doug had been fantasizing about fucking me. I wasn't about to let that happen. I had not said anything about any of this to Mom yet. I didn't want to be the one to break her heart. I kind of figured it would only be a matter of time before she would catch on to the scumbag, and throw him out. I loved my Mom a lot. But since Dad left, Mom never seemed to come across any decent men. I really didn't feel like there were any men around that a girl could look up to either. Guys my age were so immature and they came and went. Any grown man Mom seemed to attract were full of problems, Doug being the worst so far. The one bright spot in my social life revolved around a man I knew at school. During my junior year I had joined a committee to do the decorations and set-up for the dances and other events. This often required me to get with the school janitor Mr. Garcia to see about ladders and borrow tools and such.
Mr. Garcia was really nice to me. We would often chat a little before and after I borrowed something. Our small town was rather hick, and he really stood out being Hispanic and all. He was probably in his late-thirties. He was always smiling and willing to help me anytime I needed something. I found out by talking with him that he was in this country on a work permit. He was hoping one day to send for his wife and two children. Until then, they remained in some little town in Mexico.
Most students didn't pay any attention to him. He was real quiet and polite. He kept to himself unless you started the conversation. Mr. Garcia spoke very broken English, but always a quick smile would come across his face when he spoke to you. He was always so cheery. Each and every day was wonderful thing to him. Given his situation and separation from his family, I found him to be simply inspiring.
I always liked seeing Mr. G. I would go out of my way just to greet him in the hallway at least some time during the day. He was not like the rest of the staff at school. The teachers were all stuck on themselves, and the administration staff was even worse. They were trying to run a strict place, and they kept their distance from the students. Mr. G. wasn't one of them, and they had little to do with him either.
Over the summer between junior-senior years, I had broken up with my boyfriend. Boys at that age were so stupid. It wasn't over the sex or anything like that. He just spent more time with his friends than me. Besides he wasn't going anywhere. He was a local farm boy and would spend his life there. I wanted to get out like most of the girls, and experience the rest of the world.
I had at least a new boyfriend every year or so since I started dating. Even though I was technically still a virgin, I wasn't against giving a guy a good time. Small town living doesn't leave much to do outside of school and sports.
I had spent many Fridays and Saturday evenings at the old quarry just outside of town. Everyone went there to swim, party and make out. No telling how many girls got pregnant there over the years. That is how our small town still survived.
The farm boys would get some girl pregnant, and she was stuck. Eventually they would get married. She would stay and become a farmer's wife, and the cycle would repeat itself.
That was not the life I wanted. But I wasn't against sucking a guy's cock. I had more than my share by senior year, but no one was ever going to stick an unprotected cock into me.
Condoms were something you would have to go to the next town over to get. Here everyone knew everybody and all their business. There were only a couple places in town to buy something like that, and someone who knew you would tell. I figured if the guy wasn't carrying one, he wasn't sticking it in me. I wasn't about to get pregnant by any local kid and end up stuck here all my life.
You know, I probably would have lost my virginity with any number of guys had they come prepared. Really, guys what the fuck is the matter with you all.
A girl friend of mine once told me the joke about men being born with two heads, and only enough blood to operate one at a time. It's a true thing.
The guys must have all thought it was the girl's responsibility to protect herself. I guess they figured that it was my job to carry around condoms just in case. Yeah right!
Mom would have gone nuts if she had caught me with one. Besides, I figured if a guy wanted me bad enough, he should go get them himself. If not, then he'd have to settle for a blow job.
That's another thing while I'm at it, can't guys shut the fuck up about stuff like this? If I even touched a guy's wiener, it was all over the place by the next day. Then I had to put up with all the guy's loser friends making comments about when is it their turn. Really?
So, when I broke up with Chad I really wasn't all that upset. I had a reputation already for at least giving good blow-jobs, and I knew that another guy was just a weekend or two away.
Weeks before school would restart I started waking up from some really wild dreams. I never did this before. I thought it might just be the stress of starting my last year in school. At first I didn't remember much of them, but after a while I began to have the same ones over and over.
This wasn't willful on my part and I had never even considered it, but I began to realize I was having dreams involving Mr. Garcia. At first, I think they were innocent. Some had me back in Mexico living with him and his family. Then they started to focus on just him and me. Some started to be sexual. I dreamt he was making love to me in a secluded beautiful place. Tropical at first, then in places I was familiar with.