Making love to a virgin isn't easy. No one tells you these things. It's something you dream about, and when you imagine it, it's all velvety smoothness, warm apple pie, maybe a bit of giggling and awkwardness. But here's the reality: it's like trying to shove your cock into a clenched fist. No one tells you that part. But's let me say this: it's all worth it the first time you hear the desperate yelps of someone losing control, someone feeling shudders of pleasure feel they didn't realize were possible. And then you feel those tiny little pelvic muscle spasms that let you know you just gave a girl her first orgasm. That is something I'll never forget.
But let me back up a bit. It took me months to get to that part. I think a little background is in order first. For starters, I'm 29 years old. I had, quite reasonably assumed that my deflowering years were well behind me, and that was just one experience I was never going to have. I've always found myself with more experienced girls, from Kimberly Jansen, who took MY cherry back in senior year of high school, right through my last girlfriend. I've never really had a good enough rap to get any girl to part with her virginity. It takes a more predatorial type, and I just don't have it in me. The closest I ever came was being second -- that was when I was a junior in college, and a wide eyed freshman was drunk enough to let me go all the way and then told me she loved me, just before puking on my couch.
So it must have just been fate that brought Katja into my life. I had just broken up with my long-term girlfriend, with whom I was sharing a two-bedroom apartment. I started looking for a roommate to help with the rent, but also because it was getting lonely around the place. A friend of mine worked over at the medical school, and someone in his program was looking for a place in the city. But, he asked, did I mind living with a girl? She was 26, and had just arrived from Prague. For some reason this had me picturing a squat, frumpy woman who cooked strange stews and spat out her words when she talked. I asked him if she was normal (because I this mental imagery had me a bit spooked). He said she was quiet and rather serious, but very responsible. Oh, he said, and she's quite attractive, so if nothing else, it will be some nice scenery to have around the apartment.
Katja showed up the next day to check the place out. Far from being squat and frumpy, she was tall and rather stunning with the type of white blonde hair more commonly associated with Scandinavian girls. I didn't know they had that color hair in the Czech Republic. No one tells me these things. She had a bulky winter coat on, so I couldn't really check out her body, but at this point I was really just looking for help on the rent, and honestly had no designs on sexual conquest. OK, so it did cross my mind, but I'm only human, okay? She was a bit socially awkward, and shy about her limited English. It was a strained conversation, but she was definitely interested in the apartment, if nothing else.
"I like dees place. I vill take it." She had a heavy accent, and it seemed cute and incongruous coming out of her mouth.
"Well, we've got a deal then," I said, not having any idea where this would lead me.
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It was about a month after she moved in before I first figured out that she was a virgin. We had started spending a decent amount of time together. It started with watching TV in the living room (each of us on a separate couch). Then she started cooking meals for me, which was a nice little perk in its own right. We also occasionally went for jogs together. One day, when we had just returned from a run, we started discussing her life experience, or lack thereof:
"But, you've had boyfriends," I ventured.
"Not in a long time. I am very busy with studies."
"So when's the last time you kissed a guy?"
A long pause followed. "Something like six years. And we only dated for short time, two weeks I think."
I was in disbelief. "So you haven't kissed a guy since you were 18?" This didn't add up. The girl was stunning. She had to have guys knocking down her door constantly.
But she nodded shyly, confirming this impossible fact. She was clearly a bit embarrassed to admit this. The blood was still pumping pretty fast from our run, and this news caused some of that blood to get instantly diverted to my cock. I quickly sat down before I got a hard-on. The sight of her tight little ass in those jogging shorts was just too much. A drop of sweat rolled down her neck and disappeared into her cleavage.
"So you've never... done it?" I asked. By this point, I could have guessed the answer to this one, but I wanted to hear her say it.
"Yes.... I am virgin." The 'v' in virgin came out halfway between a 'v' and a 'w'. This word, in this exotic accent, was like an electric bolt of energy straight to my cock. I suddenly felt as hopelessly horny as a teenager. I stole another look at her firm little breasts, perfectly showcased by her jog-bra. Her nipples were erect, possibly from the exercise, but possibly because she was as turned on as I was.
"But you've done other stuff..." I wanted to hear her tell me about some guy feeling her up, or the story of her awkward first blowjob. Anything.
"No, only kissing."
"You've never let a guy touch you?"
"No." She looked down at the floor, obviously uncomfortable with this line of questioning. I took the opportunity to let my eyes soak in the curves of her body. My god, I needed to see her naked, it was simply imperative. I had to figure out a way. Maybe I could drill a hole in the wall between our bedrooms.
I finally stopped fighting the oncoming hard-on, and let my cock strain against my shorts. I was sitting down, so there was no way she could see it, but it felt as huge as a third leg. Outwardly, I was the perfect gentleman. "You really should, you're a very attractive girl you know. You could have your pick of any guy you want." Like me.
"Yeah, well..." she drifted off to her bedroom. As she left, and my eyes watched her ass swish out of the room.
After that conversation, the pressure in my cock was so unbearable it felt like my balls were going to explode. I really hadn't felt this horny since I was about 18. I threw myself onto the couch, and tried to think about something else. But my thoughts kept straying back to Katja, and I found myself trying my hardest to imagine her naked body. My hand went into my shorts to check how swollen my cock really was. Soon, of course, I was stroking it gently. After a few seconds of that, I heard her bedroom door open, and quickly yanked my hand back into the open. Luckily I was laying at such an angle that my hard-on wasn't obvious, and I had enough time to pick up a magazine, so it looked like I'd just been lying there reading. Her footsteps came closer, and she hurried through the room in her bathrobe, headed for the bathroom. She kept her eyes downcast, no doubt feeling vulnerable in her near-nakedness. The shower! She closed the bathroom door, and left me alone in the living room again with my raging boner.
The idea of her naked in the shower provided a rich new vein for my little fantasy. I needed to stroke myself again. However, I take the risk of having her walk out and catch me... what if she had forgotten a towel or something? I waited until I heard her step into the water before I decided it was safe to start jerking off again. Now that I knew she was in the shower, I started going at it with renewed vigor. As i caressed my swollen cock, I shut my eyes and pictured the steam rising around her perfect body. I had pictured her naked a thousand times, but now I thought about how this time I knew she actually was naked, just 2 rooms away. I pulled my shorts down for better access, and started jerking faster. It was too much to take. I decided to do something really stupid. I got up and tiptoed over to the shower door. I would just take a peek.