A semi-autobiographical account of my sexual encounters over many years.
Chapter One. 1982.
(July). Early experiences. Benny.
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One Saturday afternoon at the beginning of the summer holidays I was walking the fields with a girl friend, following the path of a brook which had at some stage been straightened out in several places. We elected to follow the original, and now dried up meandering course, and in one overgrown loop came upon a group of youths. They were older than us and my friend Pat, who was eighteen the same as I, wanted to turn back. I told her not to be silly, there was nothing to be afraid of, and marched boldly onwards. At the furthest point of the old path though, the youths barred our path.
"Now then girls what's your hurry. Stay and have some fun," one of them said.
Pat asked them in a tremulous voice to let us through as by this time we were surrounded by perhaps a dozen youths.
"Come on the sun's hot, relax and have some fun," someone said, his hand groping one of my breasts.
I giggled as more hands groped me, one thrusting its way up my skirt. A scream brought my attention back to Pat and I saw her down on the grass being stripped by three or four laughing youths. I was gratified to find myself the greater object of attention, eight or more of them surrounding me!
Then I too found myself being stripped but instead of screaming like Pat just giggled excitedly. With the greater number of youths involved I was naked first. On my back in the grass, ankles held wide apart, the excited murmur of the youths died away as they stared between my legs. Pat was in the same predicament and again I was pleased to find I had more youths inspecting my body than she had. Despite their excitability the youths seemed nervous and with Pat still yelling, something spooked them. Taking fright they ran off, laughing at their supposed bravado. We collected our clothes, our knickers which had been thrown into a bush I extricated with difficulty, dressed quickly and left the brook to walk home. It was while collecting our clothes to dress that I saw a guy watching through the bushes, presumably what had spooked the youths. He continued watching while we dressed but then disappeared. I said nothing to my friend about the watcher; she was upset enough as it was.
Pat was still tearful but I recall feeling elated at the effect my body had on all the youths, the way they stared, open-mouthed some of them, between my thighs. Even then it gave me a sense of power over the male of the species.
Next day, Sunday, I walked the path again, this time alone. I'd talked Pat out of telling her parents what had happened but she was adamant that she'd never walk the fields again.
Approaching the spot where we'd met the youths yesterday I felt tense with excitement, wondering if they'd be there and what might happen if they were. My nervous excitement increased when I heard voices up ahead and knew it was them. I could have turned back at this point but despite, or more probably because of knowing what could befall me, carried on walking. It was very much a repeat of the previous day in that I was promptly stripped naked by the gang of youths. This time though there seemed to be more of them, at least fifteen I thought, and I was the sole object of their interest. Stretched out naked on the grass it was incredibly exciting to witness all these youths