Recently separated from a long term hetero relationship, i've decided to start making time for myself and putting myself out there to meet new people and explore all the things i have fantasised about for years. Things i should have done when i was younger.
Now, ive only ever been interested in women, and still to this day i don't find men attractive. But for so long now i have found myself fantasising about sucking cock. These fantasies turned into urges when my relationship broke down, and when i was certain it was over, they became stronger and stronger.
I like to run, and until now had only ever run alone with my music in to clear my mind. A friend suggested i try Park Run so i registered and put it in the calendar. A morning for myself without the kids, a run to clear my mind and other adults to talk to is just what i needed. Then i thought, why not take the day? I'll do the run, then go to the beach. The morning came and the run was fine, 5km PB. Time for the beach. Why don't i do something i have always wanted to i thought, and i drove to the nude beach. 4wd access, brilliant, on i went.
I picked a spot and stripped off, it was quite busy down one end with a lot of clothed families, and not so much at the other so I chose the quiet end. I stripped off and sat on the tailgate of my ute. Within about 2 minutes, an older guy strolling along the beach naked spotted me and walked over. He leaned on my car right next to me and started asking the best place to park and some other idle chit chat, an excuse to get a closer look is the feeling i got. He left after a short while and i set my towel down on the sand and lay down. I lay there for a few hours, going down to the water a few times to cool off. The occasional 4wd would go past, turn around and pass again looking my direction both times.