This is my first story so feedback is an absolute must. Based on the inputs received, I will further consider not just making this into a series, but writing on literotica altogether!
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"Fuck off!"
"You wish!"
I looked away and tried my best to show disgust on my face.
"I said I am sorry...okay!"
I refused to acknowledge her and kept trudging on towards the train. She gingerly followed suit.
The metro wasn't much crowded so we stood standing opposite to each other in a corner. She kept looking at me while I tried to look busy on my phone.
However, my mind was somewhere else. I was seething with anger. How could she do this. We have been best friends since years. I thought about Abhimanyu. I felt like choking him with my bare hands. He had not only sabotaged the friendship between me and Misha but had also started wielding an influence upon her in ways that can't be considered appropriate.
She tried to diffuse the tension by making small talk with me. But I abruptly brought all her attempts to initiate conversation to an end.
The friction was palpable. I was cross. And she knew it. She had done something horribly wrong. And she knew it. She had hurt me; in a way that cannot be justified. She knew it. And now I wasn't having any of it. I had my self respect. She could go fuck herself. I no longer wanted to care about her. I was looking away from her, but even from the corner of my eye, I could feel her intense, mascara coloured eyes on me. Inspite of how much I hated her, I couldn't stop caring about her. And she knew it.
As her stop came closer, she imploringly, but firmly, asked me to de board the train with her.
"I have work at home."
I tried to lie on purpose. I wanted to show my reluctance in the best possible way I could. But I was dying to spend more time around her at the same time. I didn't want her out of my sight. And her pleading made me feel better. Her continued begging for forgiveness boosted my ego. I loved it. And she knew it.
"Come on now. You are coming with me."
I didn't budge.
"Please!"
I told her I was hungry and had to go home.
"How about I make you some pasta?"
She said that in a very different tone. Was she trying to seduce me? That couldn't be possible. All she would be having in her head would be thoughts of Abhimanyu.
Her station arrived and she gripped my arm. A surge of electricity coursed through my body and I became numb for a second. As the door opened, she pulled me out of the train and I followed her effortlessly. She let go of my arm and I came back to my senses.
"Why are you forcing me? I don't want to come. I need to go home."
But nothing could be done now. She revelled at her mini-victory and shimmied in an almost sexy way. She then started walking towards the exit with a sly smile. There was a hop in her gait. Her ass seemed to sway more than ever as she walked. I watched her steal a glance over her back to look at me. She half smiled. Such a fucking bitch.
We began to slowly walk towards her house. There was a heavy silence around us. She walked ahead of me and since I had my head bent down, I kept following her feet. I noticed her smooth calves and her black pumps with those killer heels. It felt as she was controlling me. I jumped out of my trance and began boiling with rage thinking about what she had done.
With each step I took, I became more and more angry. It started to show on my face. While crossing the road, she looked at me and got alarmed.
"You know you won't go anywhere with that rage. What's the point in being so angry?"
I bursted before she could complete.
"Misha we had been planning the trip since weeks. And you know how dejected I had got when it got cancelled. And it was YOU who promised me that YOU would make sure that we would go together soon. Very soon. And the next thing I know is that you disappear for three fucking whole days without telling me anything. And then, I suddenly see your holidaying pictures with that bastard Abhimanyu, of all the people in the world, on fucking Instagram, of all the things in the world. You could have at least not betrayed me truthfully telling me about everything. I wouldn't have fucking stopped you had you told me you were going, probably even might have come along. Yes, I might have even come along on that fucking trip with that son of a bitch just because I wanted to so badly. But no. You had to ruin it. You had to ruin everything. Our friendship. Our trust. Just because of your own fucking..."
I broke off. I couldn't go on any longer. My eyes were moist. And it felt like my chest was being crushed. I was having trouble breathing. I imagined her making out with Abhimanyu and something snapped within me.
She just stood there and sheepishly stole glances at me. It looked as if she was about to cry. She tried to open her mouth to say something but couldn't. She pursed her lips and kept shuffling on her feet. After a while, she proceeded towards her apartment and I followed her.
It suddenly felt good. I felt better. Powerful. In control.
We didn't speak a single word after that. The air was charged around us. After an uncomfortably long lift ride, we reached her apartment and she unlocked the door. I went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water while she went to the loo. I finished drinking and then poured some water for her in the same glass.
She came into the kitchen and took the glass that I held out for her. She kept her gaze fixed on me as she slowly drank, while my eyes shifted to her throat. I could observe each gulp she took as it went down her throat and gently rose her chest. As I lowered my gaze to the floor, I stole a glance at her ample chest which swelled with each sip she took.
She quickly filled some water in a saucepan and kept it on the flame. She added the raw pasta and took out a sealed plastic bag of mushrooms from the refrigerator. She took them out on a chopping board.
I propped myself along the opposite shelf and rested my gaze on the boiling water. She came upto me and took a butcher's knife lying behind me. She took it to the chopping board and began chopping the mushrooms. She started slowly and then picked up an even pace. Her motions were swift but controlled. My eyes lay transfixed on her as she bent over slightly chopping the mushrooms into smaller pieces with a zen like focus. Her workouts were definitely showing, I thought to myself while looking at her shapely ass. I again thought about Abhimanyu and what a lucky bastard he was to have her under his control.
I suddenly broke the silence by voicing a random thought that came to my head.
"You know you could kill me with that knife if you wished."
She stopped and looked up at me.
"Why would I kill you?"
I shrugged.
She kept staring at my eyes.
"I wouldn't kill you."
She returned her gaze to the chopped mushrooms in front of her but kept the knife down. She straightened up, looked at the wall in the front and drew her curls that had made their way in front of her eyes back behind her ears.