Hey there everyone, I'm a little nervous about writing this. This is my first foray into the realm of adult fanfiction. I'm not very good at making things up, so I decided to base my first story off of real life experience. This is about the first time me and my boyfriend made love. It was a really sweet experience, which is why I feel comfortable sharing it. For the record, Hebrew is both my and my boyfriend's native language, so I took the liberty of translating what we said into English for you, since when we speak to each other it is in Hebrew. Not only do we speak the same language, but we also work out. I can jog three miles now before I start breathing heavily, and we can both run seven before we collapse.
Me and my boyfriend live together now, and we've been doing so for the past two years. We moved out of our houses when we were nineteen. Not because our parents were horrible or anything, but because we both got scholarships to a college. Since we found a good apartment for a reasonable price, we decided to just move in together. We've been dating since I was sixteen and he was seventeen, but we are only four months apart, so I felt comfortable living with him. When we had been living together for about three months, he wanted to try taking our relationship to a more physical level. We had only kissed and made out: we hadn't been groping or anything like that. I wasn't ready until about two months ago to do that.
For the record, I submitted this to another site, but they've been experiencing difficulties, so I've decided to move my writing center over here instead.
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So anyway, about two months ago I realized that I did want to take our relationship to the next level, but I wanted the night to be special. One night right after our finals had ended; we were lying on the couch watching Jumper. Near the end of the movie we began kissing. As usual, we started making out and his hands went from around my neck to my hips. He began caressing the sides of my stomach as I lay on top of him. When he got up to the sides of my breasts he began to stop. His hands started to pull away as I rubbed his shoulders and he apologized. It always breaks my heart when he says sorry- I know how high a guy's sex drive is, and I can't imagine how hard it must be for him to stop.
"What would you do to me if I told you you didn't have to stop?" I whispered in his ear. I felt his back shiver a little bit as I nibbled on his ear. He was probably surprised when I asked, since I'm usually very inhibited physically.
After he got over his shock, he whispered back in my ear in the sexiest voice I've ever heard him use. It was low with a little growl in it, but it sounded so soft and gentle at the same time. "I just want to pleasure you Ahuva," he said in that voice. I had to suppress a groan as he kissed me behind the ear and started rubbing my shoulders. "I don't want any pleasure for myself; I just want you to feel good. You deserve so much better then me, so I want to be the best boyfriend I can for you," he said.
"Shut up Paul," I told him. He didn't have many friends growing up, so he has a confidence problem. He's gotten a lot better, but he has a complex where he seems to think I wouldn't have stayed with him for so long if he wasn't good enough. I stared down into his dark brown eyes and saw he was telling the truth. I knew he was lying about the not wanting pleasure part, but I knew he was telling the truth when he said all he wanted to do was pleasure me. "All right," I whispered as I kissed him gently, "just be gentle."
He reacted so quickly that I had forgotten how martial arts had given him such good reflexes. He scooped me up and carried me off to the bedroom, hitting the TV off with one arm as I hung on. He laid me down and began kissing me behind the ear as his fingers massaged my shoulders. I was still kind of nervous about what was going to happen tonight, but I couldn't help but relax as the tension seemed to melt out of my body. He knew exactly how to make me relax, and it was a good five minutes later that his arms started wandering down lower. He gently took my shirt off and leaned up as he looked down at me. He gazed for so long I started to feel uncomfortable and covered myself up.
Paul gently grabbed my wrists and tenderly pried them apart. "Why do you cover yourself up?" he asked me.
"Because," I whispered back, "I feel ugly."
"Ahuva, you are beautiful," he said firmly as he began to kiss my stomach. My breathing accelerated as I felt his lips land on my skin. "Your body is so slim and in shape," he continued as he worked his hands behind me to start massaging my back. "Being in gymnastics keeps your body so sexy," he said as he started dipping his tongue into my belly button. I could barely keep track of what he was saying, as I started to feel my lower body begin to get moist. "And even if you weren't in gymnastics, you would still be sexy. Your just right for me," Paul whispered as he came back up to my face level and started sucking on my ear lobe. I couldn't breathe properly, let alone say anything, as he moved to the side of my neck and started sucking on my vein.
"Paul," I moaned in a kind of ecstatic agony.
"Yes?" he answered with a cheeky grin. Normally, that would have made me laugh, but I was in no mood for fooling around. My body was definitely aroused: my lower body felt moist and my nipples were hard. Every time I breathed they rubbed against my bra, and I couldn't take it any more.
"Get this fucking bra off me," I growled at him as I reached my arm down, trying to grab his member. He was making me feel so good I wanted to return the favor. I gasped when he grabbed my hand and slammed it firmly against the mattress, more from shock at him being so firm than from pain. Actually, it didn't hurt at all.
"No, Ahuva," he said firmly. "Tonight is all about you. Maybe another night the pleasure can be mutual, but not tonight."
"But-" I protested, wriggling madly under his grasp, my nipples on fire.