Chapter 3 -- Double Date, Double Trouble
The ringing phone woke me up on Sunday morning. I idly wondered if it might be Carly. When my mother knocked on the door and told me Carly was on the phone, I felt a tightness across my chest. Maybe Nancy had called her and told her everything. It
would
be the ultimate revenge. If Nancy couldn't be happy, no one would be happy.
I answered the phone with trepidation. "Hi, Carly," I said as calmly as I could manage.
"Were you still sleeping?" Carly asked. I tried to gauge her emotional state from the sound of her voice, but her tone was neutral.
"Yes," I answered warily.
"Oh. OK. Sam, we have a problem."
I think my heart stopped beating right there. I felt like I had fallen down a flight of stairs. It was a good thing I was still in bed.
"What's wrong?" I asked. I knew I sounded terrified. Carly didn't seem to notice. She was too preoccupied with whatever the problem was.
"When I got home last night, my mom was still up. She wanted to know where we had been after the movie. I had to lie to her." Carly was almost whispering now so she wouldn't be overheard.
Was that the problem?
I was trying hard not to cheer out loud.
"Does she suspect something?" I asked, trying not to sound too jubilant.
"She sure does. She told me I can't go to the dance with you unless we double with another couple."
There was silence for about half a minute.
Carly continued. "This might work out. I'm going to call Nancy and see if she is going. She can double with us."
"No!" I realized as soon as I said that how guilty it sounded. I tried not to sound like a strangled cat as I continued. "I mean, I don't think she's dating anyone."
Yeah, like that reassured Carly
.
"I'm going to ask. It's worth a shot," Carly told me. "I'll call you back after I talk to her."
In her haste, Carly hung up before I could dream up a better excuse. The
last
thing I wanted was for Carly to talk to Nancy, especially so soon after what happened yesterday. I tried calling back Carly but her line was already busy. I tried a few more times but had no more luck. Carly and Nancy were talking a long time. I knew what they were talking about. I had lost Carly.
I tried doing anything to take my mind off my impending doom but I couldn't concentrate on anything else. The minutes dragged on as I waited for Carly to call back. Maybe she was too upset to call. Maybe she was coming over to break up with me in person. I wouldn't blame her if she was coming over to punch me in the face.
It was about twenty minutes before the phone rang. The sound made me jump. I didn't answer it. I wanted to prolong my relationship with Carly a few seconds longer. My dad answered the phone that time and opened my door to tell me it was for me. I thanked him and picked up the phone as gingerly as if it was a bomb I was trying to defuse.
"Hello?"
"Sam, it's Carly."
My heart was now beating so hard that I could look down and see my shirt moving.
"I talked to Nancy."
The seconds were like hours as I waited for the inevitable.
"We had a long talk."
In my agony, I understood why condemned prisoners looked so calm as they were escorted to their executions. They were ready to just get it over with.
"She said that she is not dating anyone, but she'll go with us if she can get a date."
Huh
? The blood was pounding so hard in my ears that I didn't think I heard Carly right. I
couldn't
have heard her right.
"Sam, are you there?" Carly asked.
"Yes, I'm here. Nancy said she'd double with us?" I tried not to sound incredulous but I don't think I succeeded.
"Yes, if she can get a date. Is there anyone you could talk to about asking her?"
It was about then that I remembered to breathe. I exhaled so loudly that Carly asked me if I was OK.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm justβ¦, oh, never mind. I'll ask around."
"Good. I'm sure you'll think of someone. Nancy is the only person I think we could go with who would understand if we wanted to go parking after the dance."
My harried mind was still trying to come to grips with the realization that Nancy hadn't told Carly about me -- about
us
. I had no idea what she was up to -- and that scared me.
Carly could tell I was preoccupied about something, so we hung up soon after that. Now all I had to do was find a date for the girl I was fooling around with yesterday behind my girlfriend's back, and everything would be fine. No matter how many times I repeated that statement to myself, it never sounded right.
Who was I going to ask?
I had to do something. The last thing I wanted to do now was to leave Nancy in the lurch. I didn't want to give her any further reason to ruin my life. I had already done enough to convince her to do that. I had to find someone who she could have a good time with. It had to be someone who Carly would feel comfortable with if there was to be a point to our double date. I thought over the list of friends from our circle. Most of them were dating. Eventually, I narrowed the choices down to one - Frank. His steady girlfriend had moved away over the summer. I hadn't heard that he was going to the dance with anyone. He had been with us that day last summer when Carly and I got together. As far as I knew, he wasn't aware of what Nancy and I had been doing. If I was lucky, no one had figured that out, and things would stay that way. If my luck didn't hold out, β¦ I didn't want to go there.
I called Frank and felt him out. He knew Nancy and he was interested in the idea. I passed along her number and he assured me he would call her. After I got off the phone, I sat in my room, catching my breath. I was starting to think that I was going to get away with this.
There was still Monday. I knew I would have to face Nancy in class. I couldn't get around that and it haunted me for the rest of the weekend. My stomach was in knots right up until the time I arrived at my first class. Nancy was already there, sitting in her usual place -- right next to mine. I tentatively slipped into my chair, totally unsure of what to expect.
Nancy turned to face me when she heard me sit down. I held my breath.
"Good morning, Sam." She was smiling.
I had to swallow to wet my mouth enough to answer her. "Hi, Nancy."
"Thanks for talking to Frank. He called me yesterday and asked me to the dance. We even went to a movie yesterday afternoon. He's a really nice guy." Nancy was smiling, maybe a little too much. I couldn't feel comfortable around her anymore.
"I'm glad. Frank's a good friend. I hope you two will have fun at the dance."
"I'm sure we will
all
have fun together," she said. Even though she sounded very happy, her words sounded somehow ominous. I found myself thinking over every word before speaking to her. I was so afraid that I would say something to set her off. A few words from her to Carly and my life would go to shit.
I met Carly for lunch. She was all smiles. I let myself relax a little. I realized that if I was always tense around her, she would figure out I was guilty about something.
"I saw Nancy this morning," she said. My heart skipped a few beats for good measure. "It sounds like she and Frank are really hitting it off well."
"Yeah, she told me about him this morning, too. I hope it works out for them."
"She needs someone. She hasn't dated since she moved here," Carly added, sounding concerned for her friend.
I knew
why
she hadn't dated, of course. I was not about to explain that to Carly. Instead, I said, "It sounds like she likes Frank."
"Good. We can double with them. My parents won't be so suspicious when we come in late if we are with them."
"Carly, how are we going to do anything with them in the car?" I didn't understand what she was leading up to.
"Come on, Sam. Don't be shy. They'll be in the back seat and we'll be in the front. We'll have enough privacy."
"I don't know about this, Carly. They will still be able to hear us."
"They won't be sitting back there taking notes. They will be busy, too. Besides, it isn't like we're going to shock Nancy. She knows what we've been doing."