This will make more sense if you've read Chapter 1. The initial three chapters introduce the characters, and no intimacy will happen until chapter four when they are over eighteen. The series will include first-time and group sex but also includes mentions of suicide and attempted rape; if that upsets you, I suggest you don't start.
Chapter 3
I had a few weeks off after my eventful trip to the Isle of Mull; the first week, I spent processing what had gone on and if I had handled it well. I thought Alicia was in a good place now in her head, but you can never tell. I regretted not exchanging numbers with her mum to see if she was still okay, but I hadn't thought of it then. None of us were thinking about much more than how glad everything had turned out.
In early September 2009, I started year twelve at a sixth-form college to do my 'A' levels. I was taking Computing and Maths as well as continuing French and Spanish. I had done very well in all four subjects in GCSEs and wanted to continue languages so I could travel in the future, either for work or pleasure. I continued doing judo and taekwondo twice a week, and most weeks, I still went to jujitsu with Wayne. He wasn't doing 'A' levels, preferring to start an apprenticeship at a local company. He had changed so much over the previous twelve months, and while not a good friend, I enjoyed what time we spent together. Strangely, he and Dafydd were now also on good terms.
That Christmas, we visited Sweden for a week to see my grandparents and cousins. My mum took us out cross-country skiing through the forests; it was something she adored and was how she met my father. He had gone to the 1988 Winter Olympic games to support a good friend on the GB bobsleigh team; my mum competed in cross-country skiing for Sweden, where she finished fifth. They bumped into each other one evening, hit it off, and started dating later that year. So, obviously, she had to wait for us to catch her up, but we'd been doing it for several years now, so at least she could say she had a reasonable workout. My father and I felt the burn once we'd returned, tired but happy. There's something extraordinary about skiing like that through quiet, snow-covered forests, seeing the occasional elk and passing frozen lakes.
I flew to the Taekwondo Junior World Championships in Tijuana, Mexico, with my dad in March. It was my first time outside Europe, and Team GB had a dozen people enter. The team flew from Heathrow in London and stopped in Chicago for the night before getting another flight direct to Tijuana. I had competed in some European events, but this was the largest I'd been to, so I was nervous about how I'd perform. We were all given Team GB tracksuits, and I was very proud to disembark at the airport wearing them. We shared a hotel with several other countries and had a section of a sports hall we could use to practice, and we had a couple of days to get used to the time difference and try to get in the zone.
There were eight potential rounds to get to the final over two days. I started in the morning against someone from Russia; I'd fought him before and, like earlier times, won easily. I then had someone from Japan. It was my first fight against a non-European, and it was tough, but I managed to win a close bout. Over lunch, my coach talked to me about my next opponent, a guy from Italy I knew of but hadn't faced before. If I won, I'd be up against someone from Brazil or South Africa. It turned out to be the South African, and both fights were relatively straightforward, so I was still in the competition going into the second day. We all ate together that evening; of the twelve team GB entries, we had five left, including myself. The teammates that had lost were encouraging those of us remaining. I slept better that night than the previous one; now that we'd started, I had more confidence.
The first session of the following day was against a Korean. He turned out to be very good, and we had a very close fight, with me just beating him. The Quarterfinal was with a French guy. I'd beaten him before, which was heavily on his mind as he didn't fight as well as I knew he could. I never complain when someone fights below par against me, though! So, I was into the semi-final, one stage further than my minimum goal.
Over lunch, my coach again went over the next opponents; the first would be against an Argentinian who was the pre-event favourite; if I got through that, it would be either against a German or Chinese lad. We discussed tactics, and then I started the fight. I took a good early lead, but he constantly caught me with his kicks. I couldn't react to them in time, and he won. I congratulated him and returned to my team and coach, who consoled me. I didn't have long to mope as I was next against the Chinese lad, the loser of the other semi. I put my game face on; I didn't like losing (but then what competitor does!) and didn't want to go home empty-handed. We had a great fight, and I beat him by 3 points. Bronze medal! I was one very happy bunny.
We watched the final, and the Argentinian beat the German guy comfortably, so I took solace in losing only against the eventual winner. That evening, the team celebrated; we had two Golds, two Silvers and my Bronze to take home with us. We joked about whether a ticker-tape procession to Buckingham Palace would follow huge crowds waiting for us at Heathrow but decided we'd probably all get a cup of tea back at our parent's houses!
We had a day off before flying home so all took the opportunity to go and see the Pacific Ocean and have a swim. I was a good swimmer, and we had often, as a family, been to the Southwest coast of France, which has some strong waves, so I had no concerns. Some others weren't good swimmers, so we stayed near the marked lifeguard areas. The beach was busy with many families, and we had a great time.
I decided to test my Spanish out and chatted with the lifeguards. They asked where we were from, and I told them that we were from Great Britain and here for the Taekwondo Championships. They had heard about it on the local television, and I told them about my bronze medal. They told me about the city and what it was like to live in Mexico. Mexican Spanish was slightly different from the Spanish I was learning but was close enough for me to understand. When I couldn't, their English was pretty good anyway. They then told me about a fourteen-year-old girl who had died earlier that week after getting caught in a rip current and how the two lifeguards who had pulled her out were coping with that. That put a bit of a dampener on the conversation, and after, I said my goodbyes and went back to our group.
For some reason, our flight back was via Washington instead of Chicago, but we only had a two-hour wait before getting the connecting flight to Heathrow, so that was good. We arrived home, and all laughed that there were no crowds of well-wishers or an open-top bus trip to Buckingham Palace planned. It was just as well as it was properly chucking it down outside and pretty cold. My dad picked the car up from the overpriced car park, and we headed down the M3 towards Southampton and then home. My mum was waiting in the kitchen, and after a big hug and congratulations, I showed her my medal. I went upstairs to bed as I had college the next day and had already missed four days of lessons, so I would have a lot of catching up to do the following weekend.
I took my medal in to show Dafydd, Mr Oloru and a few friends who knew where I was going, and then it was back to the usual routine. Later that summer, the inaugural Youth Olympic Games were going to be held in Singapore, and I was determined to improve on my bronze medal; I also hoped to be able to represent Great Britain in judo. I decided to continue jujitsu as it was good for my suppleness, strength and general movement, although different from judo and taekwondo. I also started spending more of my limited free time on fitness, suppleness and moves on the weekends.
The year-end exams for year twelve went well, and we broke up for the summer holidays in mid-July. I received a letter from British Judo and British Taekwondo saying I had been picked to represent Great Britain in both. There would be a judo camp in the last week of July and a taekwondo camp in the first week of August before we flew to Singapore for the Youth Olympics from the 14
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