This is my story, not about the first time I had sex, but about the first time I experienced what sex should be like.
My name is Jessica, and I was 18 at the time.
I hadn't had much sexual experience at all. It wasn't that I wasn't interested - I was really, really interested - it's just that I'd always been training for triathlon, and between the running, swimming, and biking I didn't have time for much at all outside of school. My parents always thought I was going to be a champ, but I really didn't have what it takes to be one, and I really only ever competed at a regional level. It kept me in pretty good shape though. At 5"9", and 120 lbs I was always pretty slim, which unfortunately also left me with fairly small boobs. I kept hoping they'd grow but I never managed to get past a b-cup.
Oh, and if you're interested I have brown hair and green eyes.
Anyway, back to my story.
I was over at my friends Vanessa Ryan's place on a warm sunny Sunday afternoon. We'd been out shopping, and were now just sun tanning in her back yard. I hadn't really come over prepared for tanning, so had to go in my underwear, but I was wearing boy-shorts and a sports bra which isn't that different from what you might wear to the beach. Besides, Nessy's place is very private, and you had heaps of warning if someone drove up the driveway. Her dad was the only other one around, and he never seemed to take any notice of us anyway when we were hanging out.
About 2:30 Vanessa's phone rang. She works at a clothing store, and they had someone call in sick. They wanted her to go in and help. She reluctantly agreed and went back inside to get changed. I must have nodded off, because the next thing I know she's yelling out " See ya sleepy!" as she heading out to her car.
I really should have headed home, but figured a few more minutes' sun on my back might help even out my tan.
I think I might have nodded off again - not sure - but looked up a little while later to see Mr Ryan walking over toward me. He was wearing long shorts and a t-shirt that showed he was still in pretty good shape for a 45 year old.
"Hey Jessica, how's the tanning going?" he said.
"Good thanks," I replied. "Sorry I'm hanging out in your yard without Nessy".
"Don't worry about it, you know you're always welcome here. You look like you're getting a bit burned. Stay right there and I'll go get you some sunscreen".
I started to say he didn't need to do that, but he'd already gone. He came back out shortly carrying a bottle of lotion that he handed to me. I said thanks, and started putting it on my shoulders and arms while we chatted about how my training was going.
"Here," he said holding out his hand for the bottle," why don't you let me get your back for you?" I was kind of embarrassed, but he told me to lie down on the sun lounger on my stomach, so I just did as I was told.
As he started to rub lotion onto my shoulders, I was surprised how firm and strong his hands felt. It was such a nice feeling to have them massaging and rubbing the lotion into my skin. As he moved down he slid his hands under the back of my sports bra, covering every inch of my back, stopping right at the top of my underwear.
I thought for a second that he was done, and was surprised that I actually felt disappointed about it, but the next thing I knew he knelt down on the grass beside my feet, lifted the right one up slightly and started to apply more lotion.
I hadn't realised it, but I'd been squeezing my legs tightly together, not for any real reason, but just because that's the sort of thing girls do when there's a guy around and you happen to be in your underwear. As Mr Ryan moved up my leg, apply sunscreen as he went, I did notice that he was gently moving the right leg away from the left a small amount, meaning that by the time he got to my upper leg, they were just slightly splayed. As he moved slowly, deliberately, to the top of my leg I felt the tips of his finger slip gently under the leg of my shots and up to the bottom of my bum. I was in heaven. Here I was getting massaged by a very attractive man, but was surprised to find myself thinking that I wished he'd go further. He didn't though, and moved back down to the left foot.
As Mr Ryan moved up to the top of my left leg I again felt the tips of his fingers slip under the leg of my shorts, but this time he moved just a bit further up, brushing the lower part of my bum, before sliding down and running his strong fingers over my inner thigh. I heard the elastic snap back as his hands came out.
"Are you ok?" I heard him ask me, "do you want me to stop, or should I do the front as well?"
"No it's nice," I replied as I opened my eyes "but you don't have to do the front if you don't want to." I pushed myself up on my elbows and peeked over my sunglasses as I looked up at him.
"Well I'm already covered in lotion up to my elbows, so I might as well finish the job," he said with a grin.
I gave him a nervous grin, and rolled over onto my back, squeezing my legs back together and crossing my arms over my breasts.
"Just relax," he said as he knelt down beside me, "I won't hurt you".
Now something I wouldn't find out till later (good thing because I would have been so embarrassed) was that there was a very obvious wet spot on my underwear from getting so aroused. Grey tight fitting cotton is not a good thing to wear if you tend to get overly moist like I do. I would have died if I'd known he could see that, but I'm sure he must have been able to see it clear as day.
Mr Ryan slowly lifted each of my arms off my chest, rubbing lotion onto each of them, and making me squirm when he got to my armpits causing me to get ticklish.
"Let's just pull the shoulder straps down," he said quietly as he tugged first the left, then the right side of my sports bra over my shoulders. My breasts were still covered, but as he gently rubbed the lotion onto my upper chest, he brushed the bra lower, and lower as his fingers inched down the top of my chest. Moving to the sides, his hands slipped under my bra on both sides of my chest, rubbing upwards and definitely massaging the sides of my breasts.
Standing back up he moved back down to my feet, picking up my left leg and bending it at the knee to 90 degrees. With my leg propped up he massaged the entire leg, making me tingle with excitement as he manoeuvred my knee outward. I sneaked a peak at him through a partially open eye, and noticed his gaze locked on my inner thigh, and I remember thinking he must just be looking where he's working. As he moved up my leg I found myself wishing he'd touch me, but apart from accidentally brushing his finger against my crotch he didn't. The same thing was repeated on my other leg, leaving me in a very awkward position with both legs bent and splayed to the sides.
Pushing my knees back down he stood up again, moving back up towards my torso, bringing his magical hands back down onto my tummy. Starting just below my breasts where he'd previously left off, he slowly worked his way down until he came to the top of my shorts. Taking the sides of my shorts, he slowly rolled the top of them down just a tiny bit, returning to massage the skin he'd uncovered, and repeating this several times.
I was a bit lost in the moment, but suddenly realized that I could feel his fingers tracing the top of my pubic hair, and became aware of just how far my shorts had been rolled down.
I don't know if I was just a late bloomer, but I know I had a lot less pubic hair than most girls, and if I hadn't had dark hair it would be just about impossible to see.
As his fingers slipped down either side of my mound I suspect he would have been able to see just about everything if I hadn't moved my legs back together. This was only the second guy to ever touch that much of me, and the first one to ever do it in the light of day. Feelings of excitement were bouncing around in my head, mixed with fear, awkwardness, and not knowing what I should be doing or saying. All of a sudden I was yanked back to reality by a very surprising, unexpected feeling. My eyes popped open to see Mr Ryan lighly kissing the lower part of my belly, right above my pubic hair.
I don't think I've ever been so nervous. I just didn't know what to do. Luckily I didn't have to. I felt a tug on my shorts and quickly realized that my underwear was being removed. As I lifted my hips slightly he expertly slid them down, and I felt a cool breeze blow gently across my very wet, very exposed pubic area. I remember hoping he wouldn't be grossed out by how wet I get, but before I could give it too much thought I felt Mr Ryans lips return to gently kiss his way down to the top of my mound.
A firm, strong hand deftly manoeuvred my legs apart, and I felt the most amazing feeling as he gently kissed all around my vagina before gently, delicately running his tongue over my very, very wet labia.