My name's Norman and I'm a nerd. Some people call me a geek. Geek sounds a little better than nerd, but either name describes me.
I figured out what I was when I was twelve. Growing up in a small town wasn't that great for me. There weren't any other nerds my age in town. I didn't have any real friends; only online ones that I found after my folks bought me a computer.
Things didn't change much when I moved on to the consolidated high school. There were more kids drawn from six other small towns around mine. I did find two guys to eat lunch with, but they weren't nerds like me. One was a new kid who'd just moved here from another state and the other was a guy who was always getting in trouble and got expelled junior year.
I went all through high school without ever having a date. I knew from the porn and other adult sites I'd found online that I was straight. I only looked at stuff with naked women, got hard and masturbated.
Like most males, I'd started masturbating when I reached puberty. I did it at least once a day and sometimes more. At 18, when they made us take showers after gym class, I noticed my pecker was bigger than most. The 'norm' guys noticed too. They taunted me about masturbating, calling me 'Naughty Norman'.
Their chiding hurt at first. I got over it, realizing they did it only because their pricks were smaller than mine and they were jealous. I thought some of them did it because they'd been embarrassed by the girls they'd tried having sex with. I never told them what I was thinking, but I started feeling proud of my big pecker. It was not only bigger than theirs, but was as big as the ones I'd see on porn sites. I was sure I could satisfy any woman who wanted to be my first.
I did well enough grade-wise to get into State College. Naturally, because I spent so much time with my computer, I majored in Computer Science. Things got a little better for me at State. I made a couple friends with some other nerds I met there. One of them even fixed me up for my first date. It was a blind date - a complete disaster.
I went on two other blind dates that were even worse than the first one before I gave up. With no real social or sex life, I frequented porn sites and adult chat rooms. I'd masturbate looking at XXXX pictures, videos or when I was able to find somebody with a female name who was wanted cyber-sex.
Word got around campus about how good I was with computers and I started getting calls from other students having problems with their PCs. Even though the callers just wanted me to fix their computers, it was better than getting no calls at all. I helped everyone, solved most problems over the phone. Sometimes, I had to go to their places to do whatever was needed. I'd one call that nearly led to sex with a girl.
Donna lived in my dorm. I'd seen her around, but we'd never been introduced. From what she described and the answers she gave to my questions, it sounded like a file corruption problem. I gathered all the disks I thought needed, went to her room and got her PC running again in about half an hour.
Donna was delighted and, when I was about to leave, thanked me adding, "You're great, Norman. I'm sorry I don't have any money to give you. Is there some other way I can repay you for helping me."
Donna was good looking and her breasts were big, full and nicely shaped. She was wearing a T-shirt and her nipples stuck so far out I was pretty sure she wasn't wearing a bra. I couldn't keep my eyes from bobbing up and down between her face and chest. I stammered, "That's OK...really. I'm just glad...I could help. Ah...if you...ever need any more help...ah...call me."
My faced warmed in blushing knowing she had to notice. Donna giggled making my embarrassment even worse. When I started for the door, she grabbed my arm stopping me, "Don't run away, Norman. I'm sorry I didn't mean to laugh at you for looking at my tits. I don't mind your looking at them. I kinda like it. Hey! If you want to, go ahead and touch them. It'd be my way of paying you back."
"Really? You...ah...don't care...if I..."
"Not at all." She grinned. I dropped my stuff when she grabbed my wrists, lifted my arms and pulled my hands onto her boobs. When I didn't move my hands, she told me, "It's alright Norman. Go ahead and give me a good feel. Squeeze my tits. I like 'em squeezed"
So thrilled to actually feel a woman's breasts for the first time, I didn't immediately react to Donna's offer. I slowly ran my open palms over and around her soft cotton covered twin mounds of flesh before squeezing them. When I saw her nipples swell, I brushed them lightly with my fingertips and muttered, "They're getting bigger."
She giggled again, "Of course they are, Norman. Nipples always do when they get played with, even guys' do. Haven't you ever played with a girl's nipples before?"
"Ah...no...ah...no, I haven't."
"Oh...Norman...I'm sorry. You're a virgin?"
"Ah...yes...it's not that...ah...that I want to be."
"That's OK, Norman. I'm glad being the first girl to let you play with her tits. It'd be more fun for the both of us if I play with yours at the same time." She put her fingertips on my nipples, rubbed them and then squeezed them between her thumb and side of her first finger. I liked it and did the same to hers.
"That feels so good, Norman. I'm like all girls. Having someone squeeze my nipples sends all these wonderful sensations down my body to my pussy. Squeeze 'em a little harder."
I did and she closed her eyes and purred, "Oh yes...that's good, Norman." Her nipples got even harder. With her squeezing mine at the same time, mine did too. Her eyes looked straight into mine in asking, "Is it the same for guys? I mean...does my squeezing your nipples send tingles down to your dick?"
"Ah...I don't feel any...but...ah...my pecker is...ah...getting hard."
"Good, Norman, good. Glad you're having as much fun as I am. Hey! It'd be even more fun if we both took off our shirts. Let's do it."
I followed her lead when she pulled her hands away, grabbed the bottom edges of her T-shirt to pull off and toss it away. My mouth went dry at seeing and being close to a REAL LIVE girl's naked boobs. My hands rose with hers to touch each other's. Her boobs felt smoother and softer than I'd ever imagined. My cock strained in my jeans as the two of us fondled, squeezed and played with each other's bare chests. Donna's eyes closed again and the corners of her mouth tighten in a smile of enjoyment. When I centered in on her nipples, she opened her mouth to draw in more air and erase her smile. A few seconds later, she whispered softly, "Suck my tits."
"Brrrrrriiiiiinnnnnng! Brrrrrriiiiiinnnnnng! " The phone's ringing rattled of the walls, stopped my head's descent before my lips found her right nipple and ended the most fun I'd ever had with a girl.
"Sorry, Norman." Said Donna as she stepped around me to pick up the phone. "Hi, Jan...No, I'm fine. I was down the hall...when I heard the phone ring and ran to get it."..."No!!! Who told you?"..."That son-of-a-bitch!" Her face twisted and reddened with anger. "I'm so pissed I could rip his balls off!"...."Give me a minute, Jan." She covered the mouthpiece with her hand and told me, "Sorry, Norman. I've just learned that fucking boyfriend of mine is cheating on me. You should go."