Class was over today. After dinner, I decided to head back to my dorm. I had finished the assigned homework earlier in the day and decided to play Cards Against Humanity with some of my dorm mates. There were six of us; Me, Bonnie, Katy, Joey, Mike, and my boyfriend, Peter.
Peter was judge and his card was; "during sex, I like to think about..." The pressure was on. I was in last place with only one stinking card. I had to win this. I was stuck between two cards "Not giving a shit about poor people" and "Dying." The other cards I was saving for something better. I see Joey put down a card after ten seconds. Followed by Bonnie. Then Kate.
I really needed to think about this one. I study the two cards and try to figure out which would best represent him. Another card is put down. Shit, I gotta hurry it up. I blindly throw in one of the two cards as my entry.
As Peter was shuffling the entries, I pondered to myself; "what does Peter actually think about sex?" I started created these weird sexual personas for him from him being into BDSM, food sex, or something really out of the norm like a baby fetish. Okay, that one was totally not sexy. I know when I met him, we had this weird conversation on feet. But what else was he into?
I was a virgin, in college, so I was sexually deprived. For me, it was just fanfiction and masturbation. This was my third semester, while Peter was two semesters ahead. I also never had a serious relationship before, aside from this one. We have been together for about a year now and despite my virginity, we have been really physical. Lots of caresses, kisses, massages, cuddles. But nothing steamy.
Peter begins to read the cards selected. "Finger painting. My sex life. Another shitty new year. Two midgets shitting in a box. Having sex on top of a pizza. And not giving a shit about the third world." A lot of those cards, were of course, better than mine. I can see he took out "My Sex Life" and "Having Sex on Top of a Pizza." He probably thought that those were too obvious.
Then he finally comes to a conclusion; "Not Giving a Shit about the Third World."
I slam my hand down on the black card, with competitive enthusiasm. "Finally." I say.
"This is the last round for me then I'm going to bed." Katy says.
"Me too." Joey adds "I have class at 8 in the morning."
"Alright, one more round." Peter says, handing the box of cards to Mike.
"What ruined my last relationship?" Mike read.
I quickly placed, "Racism" as my entry.
I snuggle next to Peter and asks, "You tired yet?"
He kisses my head. "No."
"I have a few movies we could watch." I suggest quietly, twirling a strand of hair.
Great, that was my line of seduction. I'm such a temptress. However I did have a plan.
Peter places a card down and Mike begins to read the selection of white cards; "Racism, Teaching a Robot How to Love, Bukkake, Miley Cyrus at 50, White People, and My First Period."
Mike holds up a card and claims the winner, "My First Period." Peter, the one who was winning, of course won the card. The group went their separate ways after we had put all the cards back in the box.
Peter gets off the couch and tells me, "Let me just go to my room real quick. I wanna change into my night wear." Perfect.
I begin to change clothes myself, though I decide to be a bit mischievous. I put on a long night shirt, that pressed gently on my skin. The hem just brushing against my thighs. Cool air went through the short baggy sleeves. The shirt was from a Muse concert that my father took me to about a year ago. It was too small for him, so he let me have it. The room was cold, but that only increased my arousal.
I jump on the bed and get the movie selection ready. I feel a twitch in between my legs and I begin to massage it with my index finger. I was already horny and we are not even in the same room. Peter comes in my room, without knocking, and I quickly remove my hand from the pleasure spot. Luckily, he doesn't notice.
"So what movies have you picked out?" Peter asks, sitting the spot near me, since the bed fit both of us.
"Well, we have the selection of the Room, the Hobbit, Antichrist or Black Swan." I tell him.
"I love Black Swan." He tells me. "Really? I haven't seen it."
"Yeah it's on my top ten list." Peter tells me. Then jokes "Though be warned, it's kind of scary. You sure you can handle it?"
I cock my head at him with a smile on my face, "two of my favorite films are psychological horror. I'm pretty sure I can handle this."
"I'm just playing, boo." He tells me as he kisses the side of my neck.
Must resist the urge to masturbate.
"I know." I say in a breathy voice. I try to come to my senses and open up the movie.
The movie began and I started to shiver. I would've just turned on the heater but I kept forgetting to tell maintenance that it was broken. Still shaking, I put my head in Peter's lap. "Cold?" Peter asks.
"Yes, will you hold me?" I ask him.
He wraps his arms around me and says, "Of course, boo."
I snuggle against him. The movie was pretty steamy and turned me on a little. And I'm not even turned on by lesbian sex. Once the movie was over, I got somewhat emotional. Then again, I nearly get emotional with every film I see.
I close my laptop and look at Peter with my innocent eye and ask shyly, "what was your first time like?"
He chuckles and asks, "Why you ask?"
"Just wondering." I answer.