My grandmother was such a remarkable person and after reading the stories in her notebooks, my respect for her has only increased. I still don't understand how such a confident, free and liberated spirit could produce a child so diametrically opposite in every aspect as my mother is to her. Maybe traits skip a generation but my money is on my controlling manipulative arsehole of a stepdad has a lot to answer for.
This story occurred a few months after her losing her virginity to a stranger in unusual circumstances. It is not in chronological order but it is important in explaining Nan's Journey of sexual discovery and the twists and turns along the way.
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I had long ago lost interest in the flickering light coming from movie on the big screen behind me. We were parked in the drive-in as far away from the nearest car as possible. The roof of the Oldsmobile was locked down tight on that cool night. The cold air wasn't the reason the roof was down but it did help to cause the windows to fog up which conveniently obscured what was taking place inside to any casual observer glancing our way.
I was astride Dan's lap on the front seat of his car. My dress fanned out on the seat covering the fact that Dan had his pants pulled down and I was riding his hard cock. I lifted myself up on my knees and plunged my body back down to impale myself again, and again. I was enjoying the sensation of being penetrated in a slow rhythmic motion and was in no rush to stop. Dan would be a long time coming this time. I had already sucked him off earlier and it was now time for him to pleasure me the way I wanted. I loved the sensation of that cock plundering my pussy as we ground our pelvis together at the end of each thrust.
Dan was the latest in a growing list of fit young men to sample the pleasures of my body. I lost my virginity to a stranger in unusual circumstances and then ended up being spit roasted by two frat boys in their fraternity basement almost immediately after. It shouldn't have happened as I was not brought up to be that sort of girl. I don't have any regrets about losing my virginity. It opened my eyes to a world of pleasure that I hadn't even known existed. In retrospect I should have been more circumspect with the boys. I was on a sexual high and just wanted to experience more.
Word spread like wildfire across campus that I was a girl that put out. As a consequence, I was inundated by offers to take me on dates. Nearly all of those dates were a one-time thing that ended abruptly if I didn't put out or more disappointingly for me, ended just as abruptly if I did put out. They all exploded so fast that I didn't even get the chance to become aroused before they would shoot their load leaving me thoroughly dissatisfied. At least two of the guys I knew were virgins so they had some excuse but I suspect some others were also virgins given their lack of staying power.
Dan and I had sex once before but never considered him as my boyfriend, He was just a guy that I wanted to have sex with. He wanted sex, I wanted sex and we had a mutual understanding that saved us the hassles of fumbling around with someone inexperienced. He was significantly better than most of my other partners. It didn't seem right that while I had acquired a reputation for being the campus slut, he had acquired a reputation of being the campus stud. I was treated with shock and distain while he was lauded for doing exactly the same thing. I didn't care what other people thought of me and I would live my life the way I wanted, as if nothing was wrong. If anyone was going to make an issue about my behaviour then I would cut their small mindedness out of my life and be the better for having done so.
Fortunately, my two roommates Barbara and Elizabeth were not like that. They were definitely shocked when I first described to them how I lost my virginity. Their insulated and conservative upbringing had not really prepared them for the realities of the world. I had been just like them until it happened to me. The scandalous shock on their faces when I told the story couldn't completely conceal the heightened sense of arousal washing across their faces.
When I retold the story and it was the same for every one of my subsequent sexual adventures. They would wait in our shared room and ambush me as soon as I got home from a date. They wanted to know every tiny intimate detail no matter how small and insignificant. To be honest I think they got a great deal more pleasure from living vicariously through my sexual exploits than I did. Both were clearly interested in sex but were too timid to try it for themselves. Often times my re-telling of a sexual encounter took much longer than the actual deed did. Their constant need for ever more detail made me guilty of the occasional embellishment. At least I understood what the muffled sounds emanating from the girls' beds late in the night were all about. When I first moved in, those noises had me confused because they would stop as soon as I made any sound.
At least I wouldn't need to re-tell my story tonight. Babs was away for the whole weekend visiting her boyfriend's home for some family event. Beth was in the backseat of the same car and the main cause of my arousal. Beth lay at a slightly awkward angle across the back seat with her dress bunched up around her waist and her panties hanging loosely on one leg. Tom, the guy she was with, was kneeling in the seat-well and had his pants pulled open and was trying to position the tip of his cock in the wet hot centre of her spread legs. I was about to watch my friend lose her virginity and the vision was such a turn on.
I never thought that Beth would go anywhere close to doing what she was about to do, given how timid and conservative she had been with Tom at the start of the evening. Dan and I had organised to meet up and see a movie at the drive-in before I knew that Babs was going to be away. I felt bad about leaving Beth all alone so asked if she would like to come with us. Dan was ok with that, and said he had a friend who could come to keep Beth company. It didn't occur to me at the time that Dan's friend would expect Beth to be agreeable to sex.
Dan and Tom picked us up at our dorm and drove to the outskirts of town where the drive-in was located. Both the boys had been drinking and had a bottle of hard liquor they were sharing. Dan handed me the bottle and I took a large swig. We were all underage but the fraternity boys never seemed to have any trouble getting their hands on any alcohol they wanted. It was another wicked adult pleasure that I now enjoyed that would have horrified my conservative family back home.
