It was senior year of high school and I was pretty sure I was bisexual I knew I was attracted to girls however I also found myself having fantasies about men while I Was masturbating at least two or three times a day.
I was a little shy about girls in those days and always afraid of being rejected by asking a girl out for a date so I never had a girlfriend in those days girl friends yes but not a girlfriend.
I had a close friend who was also the same way about girls and we could talk about anything between us. We even talked about how much we both jerked off and the the way and places we would do it telling each other what feels good, and how many times a day we would do it. He told me he made some devices that he could use to fuck like a vagina he was like MacGyver he could make them out of almost anything, this poked my curiosity and we decided to build one together. We took turns with this soft warm toy but not at the same time I left the room so he could use it and it was my turn and he also let me have my privacy to do the same.
The next weekend his mom was out of town and he was staying at my house for the night. We went bowling and he had some cigars so we smoked the outside in the parking lot so not to stink up my moms car. As usual we started talking about girls and how much we wanted to have sex then he started smoking his cigar like it was a cock and of course I had to comment he said according to Freud a cigar is just a cigar we both had a good laugh but I was aroused watching him.