Missing Her

Hardly a day goes by that I don't miss her. You would think after ten years I would have gotten over the loss of the love of my life. She was taken from me by that insidious disease breast cancer. And at a very young age. She was only 33.

I have become a recluse and distant from family and friends. I spend most of my time in a seedy bar drowning my sorrows. I rarely get a full-on buzz. I mostly sit sipping a glass of whisky and dreaming of better times.

Although I'm a regular, I do not mix with the local crowd. So, I was surprised, when a nice-looking older gent, asked if I minded him joining me. Before I could respond, he settled in to a chair at my table.

"I'm Harvey Moore and I see you here often sitting alone and looking sad. I thought I might join you and cheer you up," he said.

I started to respond, but before I could, he asked, "Can I buy you a drink?"

I have no idea why, but I began spilling out my sad tell of woe to this complete stranger. He sat quietly and listened with a look of concern on his face. After ten years my story was being told and I felt a complete sense of relief. When I finished my babbling, I realized Harvey had his hand on my knee and I was experiencing a raging boner. What was happening to me?

I excused my self and headed to the restroom. I was emptying my bladder in a urinal when I felt a hand on my shoulder and when I turned to see, I was met with a full-on kiss. The gent was turning me around as his lips pressed against mine. As his tongue wedged between my lips, I felt his hand on my cock.

I was being French kissed as he began stroking my hard cock. My mind was in a whirl.

I finally managed to break the kiss and Harvey whispered, "I want to fuck you." I orgasmed spewing cum on the front of Harvey's trousers.

The only thing in my mind was, what the hell is happening to me? I was not gay or even bisexual. Yet this man had caused me to orgasm by kissing me and stroking my cock.

Harvey dropped to his knees and engulfed my still hard cock. He cleansed my cock with his tongue and lips

I had not had a blowjob since before Mary passed away and never by a man. Yet here I was with my cock in a man's mouth and had just blown a load.

Harvey let my cock slip from his mouth and said, "I live nearby and I need to fuck you." I still had not spoken but nodded okay.

The thought ran through my mind, did I just agree to let this stranger fuck me?

Harvey led me from the restroom and I followed him like a puppy dog. His place was a mere two blocks away. I had still not spoken as he led me in. Once inside, he took me in his arms and deep kissed me again. I could feel my cock rising again. I was about to get fucked by a complete stranger and yet I was strangely calm.

Harvey began removing my clothing. Once I was completely nude, he stepped back and viewed my hard cock standing straight out. I watched as he stripped and gasped when his hard cock came into view. I was not small, but Harvey was at least two inches longer and very thick. I shuddered to think of that monster going in me.

Harvey put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me to my knees presenting his hard cock to my lips. I opened my mouth to speak but Harvey inserted his cock. My mouth was filled with Harvey's cock as it hit the entrance to my throat. I gagged a little as I heard him say, "Suck it."

I began sucking my first cock as I listened to Harvey moaning and grunting. I did not find sucking Harvey unpleasant. In fact, I kind of like it. I forgot about him fucking me as I concentrated on sucking my first cock.

"Damn boy, I would swear you have done this before," I heard him say.

His cock was trying to enter my throat, but no way was that going to happen. It was simply too large.

Without warning Harvey's cock erupted and my mouth was being filled with his load of cum. To keep from gagging, I swallowed as fast as I could. Harvey's cock slipped from my mouth as I swallowed the last few drops of his spunk. It was then I realized I liked the taste and texture of Harvey's cum.

Harvey said, "After I relax a bit, you can suck me hard again so I can give you that fucking I promised. Once again, I shuddered. As much as I enjoyed sucking Harvey, the thought of him fucking me scared me. I had still not spoken a single word since we left the bar.

I watched as Harvey stroked his semi hard cock. Her rose and again presented his cock to my lips. I took it in my mouth. It grew as I sucked him. Soon it was rock hard. I heard Harvey say. "Time to fuck you."

Withdrawing his cock, Harvey said, "Get on your hands and knees." Obviously, he was planning on fucking me doggie style. I moved into position and Harvey placed his saliva lubed cock at the entrance to my ass. I felt the probing as it began to enter.

I felt a searing pain and screamed out in agony. Then the head popped in. The pain eased as his cock slid deeper in my ass. As the head rolled over my prostate, I felt a warm wonderful feeling and I realized my own cock had gotten rock hard. His big cock was filling me. When his balls slapped up against my ass cheeks, I knew I had taken his entire cock. Harvey's grunting increased as he began fuck me. The pain was gone and my prostate was being massaged sending thrills through my entire core. I was enjoying the fucking as much as Harvey. I got a long pounding before Harvey unleashed his warm cum coating the walls of my bowels. I lost it and blew my own load on the floor beneath me. I had just been fucked and loved it.

I heard Harvey's heavy breathing as his cock slipped from my ass. I collapsed on the floor.

Strangely I was not missing her anymore. I had found something to replace my longing and despair. I was a cocksucker and bottom. Maybe I was finding my true self for the first time. Whatever, I was at peace.