Dear YOU,
Long time no speak!
I remember we talked every day, and YOU would always reply in length!
I miss our chats, rants, and hates!
I miss being able to dissect experiences to understand why they happened the way they did!
Thats why When I woke up this morning I knew I had to reach out for a catch up!
I know nothing shocks you, and I knew I needed someone to let this experience out to. So I am sitting here having just left and came home. Sitting writing this.
Remember when we had the whole conversation about three ways when we were in Uni? And I said I could never do it. I dont know if I remember it right but it went a bit like...
ME: So its been a while since we have spoke. And I know I should definitely have messaged you before now, but its been so hectic at work.
WHOEVER: OMG totally, I was wondering when you were going to post again.
WHOEVER ELSE: Yeah, long time no speak YOU!
ME: Well I see whoever more than I see you, whoever else!
WHOEVER: Yeah totally, The last time I saw you we had an amazing time!!
WHOEVER ELSE: When did this happen, Why wasn't I invited?
ME: You should know me by now, I'm not one of those people who hook up with whoever and whoever else at the same time.
WHOEVER ELSE: Yeah, but its not like I'm everyone else and if you and whoever are having a thing, then whoever else wants to be involved, OK!
ME: Can I think about it? Its not something I have ever thought about...
What do YOU think?
ME: (to myself) I didn't know if I could do this, I had never been with more than one Whoever at any given time.
But I guess there's a first time for everything and I'm not going to know if I like it if I don't give it a try eh?
So anyway, the above was how the initial spark of a thought of an idea landed in the niggly bit of your brain where it lodged itself, and decided to sit and observe for a while. Then as serendipitously as a Facebook algorithm that shows you the link to everything pertaining to eco-friendly soap powder because of that one google search you did for the woman at work because she didn't know how to work the internet.
Any ways, back to the topic at hand, but also apologies in advance for the digressing to other areas while I tell you about this as I cant control where my brain goes when I talk. So I was telling you about how it got started in my head. That thought that snowballed into what happened on Saturday night.
Took a few years to get to that point, but I'm so glad I did. Even though it ended up not being as fantastic sex could be. But it did give me a glimpse of what fantastic sex could be. And that was a good start.
I met whoever for dinner before meeting up with whoever else. And by the time whoever else met up with us, they were pretty tipsy. But I was fine with that as I had a large glass of rose with dinner and was feeling a tad relaxed myself. We sat chatting for a while, I mentioned things to whoever that he had in common with whoever else. They chatted for a while, and then we decided that we would find a bar with a poll table because we were going to have a best out of 3 game, with the overall winner deciding the gameplay for the rest of the night.
So I left the restaurant with whoever, and whoever else and we walked up the street. Whoever decided that he was still hungry, so stopped in for Chinese food on the way. Yeah, point to note that whoever actually only ate about an hour before, and he was still hungry. Meanwhile Whoever else ducked into the pub next door to use the toilet. But I'm convince he ducked in to get another drink because he came out slightly more tipsy than he went in.
Anyway, So on the back of this I decided just to speed things up a bit. I knew if I was going to actually go through with this I had to take control of the situation. So I said I would rather we skipped the pool and just go back to Whoever Else's house to get on with the aim for the night. I'd been talking about having a three-way for years but never actually plucked up the nerve to actually do it.
Whoever had been a regular hook up of mine for a while now, and I had hooked up with whoever else last year twice but kinda didn't revisit because he became a bit selfish. You know the way they go, when you give them a blow job, and they realise you know what they are doing, and slowly, each time you see them it becomes all about the BJ, and your Vajayjay doesn't get a look in for attention? Well anyway, after the second hookup I could see this happening so I moved on.
And then after seeing Whoever for a while, and we had chatted about it moments before Whoever Else messaged me on the site. It might never have happened. So it was kinda serendipitous, and therefore thought that must be a sign. So there I was walking up the street with Whoever and Whoever Else on the way to Whoever Else's house. And I felt a tinge of power surging through my veins the closer and closer I got to the house.
We got there and all kinda squashed up in his tiny kitchen to get a drink, and then sat in his living room chatting and listening to music for a bit. I had decided that the best way for me to enjoy it was to be stoned. So I sat at the window on the third floor smoking a joint while we chatted. I moved over to other side of the room to let Whoever have a smoke at the window too. It was after that that Whoever decided that I was wearing to many clothes for this time of night, Whoever then stood me up and decided to strip me down to my underwear.