Disclaimer:
This is a multi-chapter, long read story. It is a fictional story that involves some homosexual acts and should be avoided if not your thing.
I have a similar past to a lot of other men. Married young, family, career, divorce, blah blah blah. Being that my ex and I weren't missionary only type lover's, it was never an issue for her to clean her juices from my shaft while swallowing my load or me cleaning my creampie from her well used pussy.
After a little time, I tried dating with nothing but failures. Needless to say, my frequency of female attention slowly gave way to more self gratification. I guess the fact that masturbation could never replace the real thing only made me want to do it more.
One night, while driving home from a job site a few hours away, I decided to rub one out. As I was about to blow, I looked for a napkin that I had in the console but couldn't find it. I ended up nutting into my hand while my knee kept my car going straight. With nowhere to dispose of my handful of hot cum and remembering that I used to eat my wifes sloppy gash after emptied my sack, I lifted the side of my hand to my lips and poured the slick sauce into my mouth.
From that night forward, I found myself slurping my jizz whenever practical. It wasn't every time that I would jerk off but quite often. At first, it was an easy method of clean-up that I didn't mind, now, it has become as much a part of the whole sexual experience as the orgasm itself.
To this point, I had never thought about another man as a means to sexual gratification. I was content with the occasional female hookup to curve my need for physical touch and my masturbation sessions.
That was until one night that I was in bed stroking myself. As my body began twisting from the sensation of my spit covered hand sliding all over my tightening cock, without thinking, I threw my legs over my head and positioned my crotch directly over my face. Never having thought of the possibility before, I pulled my shaft down and was surprised when I felt the soft skin of my cock press against my lips.
Slightly relaxing my mouth, the slick wet head of my shaft pushed between my lips and rested on my tongue. With the slightest movement of my tongue on the sensitive skin, my lips closed tightly around my crown. Unfortunately, the discovery of my ability to suck myself was short lived. Within fifteen seconds, my cock had swelled between my lips and began pumping its seed directly into my mouth.
Having consumed many of my loads before, never has it been all at once. With my balls emptying directly into my mouth, it quickly filled to the point that my cum was finding the corners of my lips and dribbling out.
While I laid there with the crown still swimming in a pool of semen within the confines of my mouth, I realized that not only do I enjoy the clean up, but I am really enjoying the extraction process as well. The orgasm was brought on by my jerking, but the intensity was all due to the fact that my mouth currently had a grip on an exploding cock.
Over the next few weeks, I had brought myself to several hands-free orgasms. With my newly discovered ability, I was giving myself head any time I felt the urge to have a nut. Fortunately for the couple of times that I had blown myself off in public restrooms, I was able to nut fairly quickly. This was due to the fact that I was in complete control on how much intensity to apply to the most sensitive spots of my dick.
One evening, after a particularly tough day at work, I decided that I was going to eat the medicinal gummy candy that I had gotten from a coworker earlier that day. I needed to relax my body, muscles and mind. Thank you fine cigar, glass of smooth Tequila, and some low dose edible cannabis.
Knowing that it takes upward of an hour for me to feel any relief from edibles, that was the first thing I did. I spent that next hour sitting on my recliner, puffing on my cigar while sipping my tasty beverage.
The effects of both the Tequila and the cannabis hit me at the same time. My whole body started to tingle as I began to slump further into the recliner. As the tension in my muscles seemed to just wash away, my head rolled forward into my chest directing my attention towards the bulge that was apparent at my shorts.
It was not uncommon for this combination to elicit an erection from me and/or make me particularly horny. This time was different as it was the first time since I discovered auto-fillatio. Being so relaxed, I just sat there and stared at the bulge, knowing that I wanted nothing more than to have that cock in my mouth.
As my mouth began to salivate, my desire and will-power increased. After only a few minutes, I was able to lift my limp body from the chair and slowly walk the few feet to my bedroom. As quickly as my current state would allow, I pulled off my shirt and then unleashed the caged snake that was hiding.
Understanding that once I laid down that it would be difficult to get into my cock sucking position, I decided that when I sat on the bed that I would just use that momentum to throw my legs over my head. And that is exactly what I did.
I watched as my thick cock came closer to my face, only to be blocked by my loose scrotum draping over my nose. Normally, when I suck myself this way, I can always suck the head to start with, but after some stretching can almost always finish with my shaft pretty much filling my mouth. Now, I haven't even started and I already have my crotch pressed against my face.
With my meat laying across my lips, I could feel the blood pulsing through my shaft. I wanted it in my mouth, so I attempted to use my tongue to fish it in. Due to the angle, this proved to be unsuccessful, other than my tongue stroking the soft skin of my shaft.
Having to actually raise my crotch from my face, I reached in, grabbed my cock and aimed it down towards my wanting mouth. Once I had enough of my head in my mouth to allow my hand to release it, I pulled my hand away allowing unobstructed access between my face and my crotch.
As with most times, I held myself there as my tongue did its dance with the crown. Unlike most times though, as I started to relax my hips, my shaft just continued to creep deeper into my mouth. I actually had to stop my hips when I found myself with a mouthful of cock and the head pressing at my throat.
It was at this little pause did it dawn on me what was so different. Not only was my body relaxed, but so was my mind. For the first time, I was able to bypass the confliction that occurs in your mind when you self-gratify. It was as if my mouth was sucking a dick while simultaneously having my dick sucked. Like being in a sixtynine with another guy.
With the loss of control, my brain allowed my hips to once again relax. As my testicles again draped over my nose, the head of my cock pressed its way into my throat. Although this caused me to gag and cough a few times, the fact that I had the entire weight of my lower body holding my crotch in place ensured that my cock wasn't going anywhere.
Thankfully, I got over the gaging pretty quick and my throat accepted the intrusive object. I remained still while enjoying the feel of my completely submerged shaft being massaged by my swallowing throat. It was only when I was running out of breath did I have to put my hands on my hips and lift them off of my face.
As I gasped for the air to refill my lungs, I looked at my sloppy cock and couldn't wait to have it back in my mouth. With a thumb, I bent my shaft back towards my mouth and once again lowered my hips down on my face. As like before, the head of my shaft had no quorum with just busting into my throat. But unlike last time, my throat eagerly accepted it and swallowed as if it was trying to pull more in.
After a couple of seconds of kissing my pelvic bone, my hands again pushed my hips upward. I was able to feel every bump, ridge and vein of my dick as it slowly made its way out of my throat. Feeling that my head was getting close to my lip's, I released my hips, again impaling my throat.
Fortunately, my bed was soft enough that I wasn't hurting myself, but springy enough that it only took a few strokes before my hips found a tempo that resonated with the mattress. Before I knew it, I was straight up deep fucking my face.
Of course receiving a deepthroat blowjob is always glorious, and this was no exception. But what I realized while my dick was stabbing my mouth was that I was more focused on what my mouth and throat were doing to make the sensation to my cock better. This was also the moment that I realized that I wanted to suck a cock for the sole purpose of just sucking a cock.
Unsure if it was the physical stimulation, the mental thought of gobbling a cock other than my own, or the combination of both, but it didn't take that much longer before my throat was noticing an increase in girth.
With my body now shaking from the impending orgasm, I was unable to maintain the needed rhythm to continue the bouncing. For the last time, my cock made a deep plunge into my throat and stopped.