It was a Tuesday night and I sat watching TV. It was some car restoration program about a vintage jaguar that was being brought back from the brink. It wasn't particularly captivating since I had other things on my mind, and one thing specifically.
Two weeks earlier during a night of drunken sex with my 18 year old girlfriend I happened to mention a little thing that had been floating around in my mind for a couple of years. I had dreamt that my previous girlfriend who was 23, was having sex as I watched. It wasn't conscious at all. I had no control over the dream but it was a seed which was growing in my mind. The original girlfriend dumped me not long after that dream but I found another fairly quickly.
My 18 year old girlfriend and I hadn't long had a baby, we hadn't been able to do much in the 6 months after she gave birth but once we were able to have sex again she was going mad for it. I wasn't able to perform as many times as she wanted so I told her about my dream. She seemed to like the idea which only turned her on more. She came to me one day asking if I wanted to take her upstairs but the little soldier wasn't standing to attention that day. I again mentioned my dream and said "if you want to go out and find another man I'm ok with it."
She was shocked at my suggestion but found it arousing. She told me she could never do that to me and she would just have to wait or buy a toy.
I was working in a factory at the time and she was a homemaker/mum. She went to the local shopping centre every day where her friend ran a cafe. The security guards would go to the cafe each day for their lunch. This is when she met Ian, a security guard aged 40. They all talked together each day with nothing untoward but she had a sparkle in her eye one night when I came home from work.
I asked if she was ok since she seemed to be acting very sexy. She asked "when you told me I could find another man to play with, were you serious?"
I told her straight "yes."
She told me she liked the look of this security guard and wanted to know if she could try to make him ask her out. She wouldn't ask him as she was enjoying the attention. She wanted him to make the move. It was exciting for her to play this game so I agreed that she should go for it. We had wild long sex after she told me about wanting him and we both got more out of the encounter than we ever had before.
The next day I left for work knowing she would be seeing him later. I had an erection all day long thinking about what she might be doing to coax him into asking her. I got home expecting her to have worked some miracle to make him ask her but he hadn't. Her friend had confirmed that he fancied my girlfriend but was nervous about taking any action since she had a 7 month old and was obviously involved. She told her friend to let him know that she might make an exception for him.
Over the next week they flirted and sent texts to each other. She let me read some of the texts. He was saying things like 'you're really cute but I'm old enough to be your father.' and 'I never thought I'd have the chance to be with an 18 year old at my age.' On Tuesday evening when I got home, she welcomed me with a big hug and a kiss. She told me "he asked me out on a date tonight."
My heart started pounding and my mouth dried up. I asked "are you going?"
She told me "I really want to, just to see where things go, but I wanted to know if the offer was still on the table. I told him I would text him to let him know."
I asked to see his texts. They were discreet but sexual texts saying he would make her night, and she would never regret it if she went out with him. I typed 'where should I meet you?' sent it and handed the phone back. She lost her breath and hugged me again. I told her condoms were a condition of the encounter, she smiled and ran up to the shower and got herself cleaned and fresh for him.
When she came down she was wearing a black dress, it was her go to dress for clubbing. It was a military style dress with a collar and zipped front. She wore black heels to give her extra height and make her legs look longer. Even though she hadn't long had a child she looked fantastic. Her long straight brown hair was down to her pert bum and her little breasts were only covered by the dress.
I called her over to test the dress I unzipped it all the way which was about 6 inches from the bottom and it opened as she pushed her shoulders back to reveal her tits and her lacy purple g string. If this man got to this point he wasn't going to stop. She called her taxi at 7 and left to meet him.
All night I wondered what she might be doing at different points. I text at 8pm to ask if she was ok. She replied she was having fun. They were in a pub with some of his friends. I text again at 9 which she replied to saying she was enjoying her date and they had moved to another pub together. At 10 she text to say 'leaving pub now. See you in a bit.' I thought ok first date she's had fun but she's coming home. 11 o'clock came and she hadn't arrived so I text to ask if she was near home but got no reply. I started to worry. Midnight came and still no sign or reply so I text her again 'is everything ok?' No reply.
My heart was beating out of my chest. She didn't ever ignore my texts. I started thinking the worst and considered phoning the police but what would I tell them? 'Yes officer I sent her out to get shagged and she hasn't come home.' 1am came and went. I tried calling but it rang to voicemail. 2am came and went and I was frantically texting and calling until at 2:35am she replied 'hi babe.' quite nonchalantly.
I asked if she was ok and she said 'yes fine. I'll be home in a bit, just waiting for the taxi.' I said ok with a huge sigh of relief.
As soon as I hung up my brain went into overdrive. They left the pub at 10, say they took 15 minutes to get to his, that was four hours they had been alone together. I tried not to think about it and watched the car restoration program which was repeated from earlier.
I was watching the tv as her key opened the door. She walked in looking a bit crooked, walking like she was holding something between her knees. I looked at her and asked "so?"
She was smiling. She shook her head slightly, shrugged her shoulders and asked "so what?"