Losing My Virginity to My Lover

"I'm afraid..." I said timidly.

"Of me? That I will hurt you?" Jude asked from the armchair in the corner of the bedroom.

"Yes..." I admitted as I stared down at my feet, avoiding his gaze.

"I think... you're afraid of letting go. I think you're afraid of happiness... And this is starting to excite me," he got up and stepped toward the bed where I was sitting, "are you afraid of seeing the stars... Alice? I can show you how to reach them."

"I'm afraid... of what you've got under there," I whispered shakily, "may I see what it looks like first?"

"Is this your first time?" he asked, kneeling down and staring at me with such compassion and curiosity. The kindness in his bright blue eyes made me feel like I could tell him anything. I admired him for a moment, looking at his golden complexion and slicked back hair.

"I've never actually been with a man before," I admitted, blushing.

"That makes two of us," he said with a chuckle. I couldn't help but to laugh with him.

"I'm afraid it will hurt..." I said after a moment, looking down at my fidgeting hands.

Jude took my hands in his, "Alice," he paused for a moment, staring down at our intertwined hands, "once I've shown you what real love feels like," he stood up and gently took my chin in his hand, "you'll never settle for anything less... again."

We stared at each other for a while until his eyes wandered down to my lower neck. He gently pulled the top of my blouse to the side, revealing the hickey left there by my boyfriend.

"Are these the wounds of passion?" he asked tenderly. All I could do was smile and shake my head. I was embarrassed and I tried to look away from him, but he gently turned my face back to him.

"You... are a goddess, Alice," he whispered seductively, "you wind me up inside," he knelt down in front of me again, holding the back of my neck and looking deeply into my eyes, "but you deserve much better in your life."

He gently pushed me onto my back, "you deserve... me," he kissed me and I melted. When he paused, I leaned up and placed a kiss on his soft lips. Pleasure jolted through me as I felt his manhood growing harder against me. I couldn't stop myself from moaning when I felt him grind against me ever so slightly.

"You are divine," he muttered breathlessly as he kissed my neck, "I've counted the seconds since last we met. I knew that it wouldn't be long until we'd meet again." He was right. Ever since I bumped into him at the New Year's Eve party, I've thought about him endlessly.

His hands wandered up my shirt and onto my sensitive breasts. He knew just how to squeeze me. I whimpered as I felt his hand sliding down into my panties.

"You're enjoying this as much as I am," he smirked confidently as he began to work his magic on me. His fingers worked me in just the right way. Gently circling my clit and teasing my entrance as he kissed me like I'd never been kissed before.

"Oh god," I moaned as his slid his finger inside me and started rubbing just the right spot. My legs were shaking a little and I was instinctively grinding against his hand as his fingers expertly rubbed my most sensitive spots. I couldn't take the overstimulating pleasure anymore and I tried to push his hand away from me, but it didn't budge even a inch. It was like trying to push a concrete wall.

"Jude... oh god, oh yess. oh, please, you need to stop, mmm oh god," I moaned, my eyes were shut so tight and my whole body felt so warm and tense.

"Shh," he cooed, "has your boyfriend never touched you like this before?"

"Not like this," was all I managed to say in between moans.

"I'm not surprised," he said with slightly too much enjoyment in his voice. He took pride in giving more pleasure to his lovers than was ever thought to be humanly possible.

I was on the edge when he suddently stopped. By the time I opened my eyes, he was standing up and undressing himself. He was staring at me with so much hunger in his eyes.

"You're beautiful," I muttered under my breath as I watched him undress. To my surprise, a penis wasn't a terrifying thing meant to violate me. Under his clothes, there was nothing more than a man: tan and muscled but still slim, with hair on his chest and on his strong arms. When I lowered my eyes, I saw his hard cock... it was so alluring, so sexy, so perfect. I had never gotten much farther than second base with my boyfriend. We'd kissed, and touched over our clothes, and he'd reached into my panties before but it was an awful experience. I stared at Jude with anticipation as he got back on top of me.

"That's why we make such a good pair," he chuckled and then he kissed me and started taking my clothes off. His breathing hitched when I was fully undressed.

"Oh Alice... how a man could have you and not cherish you is beyond my understanding," he looked at me longingly before he started kissing me again. Soon, I felt him against my pussy again, but it wasn't his hand this time. He teased me with the tip of his cock. It was driving me crazy.

"Please... Jude, I need you," I begged shyly.

"I know you do. And I need you just as much as you need me," he groaned as he pushed inside me just a little, "mmm you're so wet for me. It won't be long until you're screaming my name out into the moonlight."

He moaned as he kissed my neck. It felt so good, but I was starting to get nervous.

"Jude... mmph... wait," I begged softly as I tried to get him to stop kissing me long enough to tell him that I wasn't ready yet.

"Just relax, darling," he murmured, "I know what I'm doing," he pushed deeper inside me.

"Oh god," I whimpered as I nervously tried to scoot out from under him and push him away. He suddenly grabbed both my wrists and pinned them above my head. My eyes widened in pain at first and then they shut tightly again as he slowly pushed all the way inside me. His lips and tongue tangoed with me mine as he started thrusting in and out of me. The pain was electric but then the pleasure eventually started melting over me.

"That's right," he grunted rhythmically as he thrusted into me, somehow hitting the sensitive spot inside me every time. His cock filled and stretched me perfectly.

"Oh Jude, oh god, oh yes, oh god," I moaned louder than ever. I writhed under him with my wrists still pinned above my head. My breasts heaved and bounced with every thrust.

"Tell me Alice," he whispered breathlessly in my ear, "are you going to leave that bastard?"

"Mmmh," I moaned, unable to form words anymore.

"Answer me," he demanded as he placed his other hand delicately around my neck, causing my pussy to tighten around him.

"Mmhh fuck, y-yes, I will," was all I managed to say.

"Good girl," he said in a mischievous tone.

I felt myself getting closer as he whispered dirty things in my ears. Then he reached down and started rubbing my clit in gentle circles and pumped his cock into me faster than ever. My eyes rolled back and my back arched under him. He didn't need to pin my hands down anymore because all I could do was grab the sheets.

"Oh Jude, oh god, Jude, mmhh fuck me, oh yes," I moaned. He was grunting and moaning and panting on top of me as he fucked me. My body seemed to float above the bed as his sex pumped in and out of me. I felt like I was in a cloud of ecstasy as the whole room disappeared around me. I could somehow see the stars. With one more thrust, the clouds disappeared and I crashed down. I was shaking and tightening around his big cock, screaming his name out, and digging my nails into his back. And then I couldn't think. I couldn't speak. All I could feel was the rolling waves of hot pleasure cascading through my body as he filled me with his cum.

"You... are amazing," he whispered as he kissed me. I felt so warm and content underneath him as I drifted off in his embrace. I finally knew what real love was, and I also knew that this was just the beginning...