This is my first story on this website. I hope you enjoy it, and please leave feedback. All characters are above 18 years of age.
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My name is Elizabeth Jacobs, or Elise. My parents are members of church and just about the most orthodox family you can find in county. This meant that I had been thought my entire life to believe that any form of sexual knowledge is a cardinal sin. You can say I was the shy one among kids being the first child and only girl in family of 7, apart from my mother of course. The cherry on top was that both my parents are Sheriff, this meant that even if I wanted to date, no boy would dare to approach me because of my parents.
As expected this gave me way too many curiosity and insecurities about myself and this entire topic of sex. The first time I got sexual knowledge was a few months after my 18th birthday. My best friend Emily, was ranting on and on about her boyfriend. since they both were above 18, they had gotten in a habit of doing it like rabbits. Despite being above 18 those talks made me nearly faint. I was so embarrassed at the moment that my face turned into same shade of red as my hair. All my girlfriends noticed it and throughout entire high school tried to find me a date.
This went disastrously, as combined with my background and parents my own body looks were terrible. I am a redhead girl with almost no tan due to my upbringings in northern border towns. I had almost no curve on ass or waist. My breasts are firm but they are really small, like A cups or B cups depending on brand. I was also short, standing at 5ft 6. I was ugly even down there with meaty protruding pussy lips while all my other girlfriends had small slit like pussies.
So with red hair, small nose, no curves, zero sexual experience, and glasses, I enter my first year college, away from my parents for the first time, with hopes of having a boyfriend at last. I even managed to hide the fact from my parents that both boys and girls hostel would be located in same buildings, although with same sex roommate. Nope said the divine forces, and I shifted into with my roommate Kelli bonds, one of the hottest chicks in the entire college. She had everything I could only dream for gorgeous breast, slender figure, tanned skin, baby blue eyes, blond hair, curvy ass. This meant that all the attention could've even been left for me by any of the boys was gone the moment they knew about my roommate as she was into casual hookups and those boys will have a higher chance of getting laid with a goddess rather than a flat chest redhead.
Things could not have gotten worse as she had habit of getting into our room with boys for night. This meant that I mostly slept on floor of my friend Mitchell's room while Kelli enjoyed herself. My only way out was by diddling myself off nearly every night in frustration of my situation. I had promised myself not to go down on just any guy, but that too was slipping its grip and I was considering asking Kelli to let me in on fun one night.
So, it all started on 24th December when Kelli entered into room intertwined with a guy; kissing fiercely. The guy was one who really caught my eye, Jack Grissom, basketball player and swimmer, I had a really big crush on and was totally out of my reach. It saddened me that here he was going to have sex with my roommate, I was used to see Kelli making out before, but seeing jack here doing this crushed me. I knew, I had no chance with him still I harbored hopes. Now it seemed out of question. Knowing what was going to happen next I took on my sheets and walked out of room to sleep at Mitchell's without making any noise. They never took any notice of me and as I was walking out I saw jack pulling away his shirt to revel his torso. I glanced at his muscled body, wide shoulders, and strong arms hoping that I was there, in his arms, kissing him.
The torment continued on for days as he came back to it again for three consecutive nights. It was December 28th with nice blizzard blowing outside meaning we were all holed up inside our rooms. Kelli was out still perhaps with jack, so I took the opportunity and bundled myself up into my blanket with Kelli's pillow between my legs, humping it while reading erotic stories on my laptop. I was nearing climax and was actively touching my clit while thinking of jack the warmth around me reminding of his strong arms, my body desperate for acceptance by another human being, the pillow stimulating me in just the right spot, I was so close, my mind playing back the memory of him removing his shirt to show his body, the orgasm just around the corner when suddenly the door creaked open. Ralph stood there, his sheets wrapped around him adoringly like one's of those kids looking so cute. In the moment of confusion my mind replaced jack with him and the next touch on my clit did wonders.
I barely captured the moan that almost escaped my mouth and slammed down my laptop so that he couldn't see what I was actually doing. His awkward and nervous expression combined with his baby like face, made my cunt curl up inside of me. I think it was hormones and my utter need that made me want to cradle him I my arms, rip all his clothes off and devour every inch of him. He was in the same year as me and we shared most of classes except for geography which he took and I skipped. He was also a dork like me, no girlfriends, no social life, always an awkward expression which I sometimes found really cute. Heck he even wore same glass frames as me as I too was into metallic frames. All things aside I just wanted to know why the hell was he at my room such late at night.
"Um may I come in?" he asked Blushing a little. I continued to give him a questioning look while I slowly did my clothes beneath the sheets. He blushed a little more.
"Kelli sent me here. She is .... Um busy in my room with Jack." He looked like he would just melt on spot out of embarrassment.
I smiled as I got out of my sheet and said "yeah come In Ralph, you are chilling down the room." This relieved him a little as he came into room closing the door behind him. He then swung off his sheet to reveal his NASA hoodie and sweatpants.
"So"I began as he turned to face me, I motioned him to sit down on Kelli's bed "what exactly are those two doing?" I asked straight faced even though I knew what the answer was already. His face turned red, clearly more flustered than me, for being in such an awkward situation with a girl, probably for the first time in his life, it seemed to me.
"Well they are um...how do I say this"
"Fucking" I offered. The moment he heard it he blushed even harder. 'I wouldn't have been that crude' he said at last, looking directly at me. He seemed to be finally getting his confidence back.
He wasn't a shy guy around girls, he was one of those guys who talked to girls just as casually they do to boys. He was a nice fellow in class funny yet still getting good grades always types. The ones who always kept mood light by quipping intelligent or stupid quotes to keep everyone smiling. This is why, like most other girls we were on a good par, but even I can sense that this was the farthest excursion he had ever undertaken into territory of opposite gender.
"What were you doing on your laptop, by the way?" he asked out of blue, probably to break the ice.
His question caught me off guard as I was thinking about his stupid shenanigans in classes. What the hell is wrong with me, I tried to clear my mind after imagining him naked, I was starting to notice his light hair and beard, he looked really nice with the shallow growth, but would've been more cute if he was clean shaven I thought, stop it, I chided myself.
"Oh nothing, just the project work, you completed your assignment?" I asked.
