I was about two months away from my nineteenth birthday and resolved to the fact that I would be starting my freshman year as a virgin when one day, entirely to my surprise, my friend Jay asked when we were going to have sex. Until that moment I hadn't been entirely sure that he'd known that I was a girl.
"What?" I asked, stopping in my tracks. He'd never been to my house before and I had been leading him inside to the restroom.
He didn't answer, but when I turned around he pinned me against the wall and kissed me. It was my first kiss, and it was over as suddenly as it started.
I stood there looking at him and he laughed, "Bathroom?"
"Yeah," I mumbled and continued inside. Standing at the foot of the stairs with him I gestured up and told him, "to the left."
"Is your bedroom upstairs?" he asked me and I nodded, "Show me?"
I led him up and into the room, and I stood there awkwardly as he looked around. He came close and I wasn't sure what to expect, but he didn't kiss me. He didn't touch me. He lingered in my space making me want to ask for his touch, but moved away before I did.
"Umm, the bathroom," I said lamely and pointed down the hall.
"Right," he laughed, "Meet you downstairs."
I nodded dumbly and went downstairs, waiting for him in the kitchen. When he came down, I dutifully lead him back outside and to the pool where another of our friends was playing with my younger brother and sister. We swam and played in the pool for the rest of the afternoon. I pretended not to notice every time Jay's hands brushed my thighs or ass under the water and he went home that night without anything else happening.
A couple of weeks later my older brother was having a bonfire with some of his friends and Jay came over to hang out. Tim, the same friend that had tagged along the day he came over to go swimming tagged along again. He had wondered off to get a drink while Jay and I were jumping on the trampoline. It was after dark and trampoline was slick with dew, my foot slid and I took Jay down with me when I fell. We lay there for a few minutes laughing and then he turned to me.
"What do I do to get inside you?"
I swallowed hard and answered quietly, "Convince me?"
"How?" he asked.
I shrugged awkwardly, "I'm not sure, be creative."
"Do you want to play a game?"
"What sort of game?"
"Come on. Your brother and his friends are gone; let's go over by the fire," he grabbed my hand and pulled me with him as we got off of the trampoline.
We started towards the fire when he stopped and wrapped his arms around me. I could feel his warmth against my back and his hardness pressing against my ass as he palmed my breasts and kissed my neck.
"I love your tits," he whispered, nipping at my ear, "I can't tell you how long I've been thinking about them. How badly I wanted my hands on them and to taste them."
I moaned and felt my knees weaken. He turned me around and kissed me, making me melt against him. His hands held me tight and seared into my skin through my shirt.
"What's in that shed?" he pulled away suddenly and gestured behind us.
I shook my head to clear the fog that had settled in while he'd kissed me, "Umm, like pool toys and lawn chairs."
"What are you guys doing?" our other friend asked as he came back.
Jay laughed, "Waiting for you, what took you so long?"
"I got snacks and drinks for you two," he said by way of explanation, but it did dawn on me that he'd been gone for a curiously long time.
