We lay in bed together, which we did more often, but for some reason it felt closer than before. We were holding hands and my legs seemed to strangle his. We lay close to each other and I could smell his scent. It was great to be this close to him, to finally be this close.
At this distance, I could feel how his lungs filled up and slowly went down again as we breathed in each others oxygen.
Not for the first time this week I felt a little bit horny, being this close to him, feeling his skin on my skin and being able to touch every part of his body if I wanted to. Not that I would ever try something like that.
Every time he moved a little bit, I moved as well and for a moment I thought he would kiss me. That would be my first kiss. At eighteen I was still too pathetic to have kissed anyone and not good enough for anyone to want to kiss me. The sheets rustled and he moved a little bit closer to me. Again, I mimicked his movements and we were not more than three inches from each other.
I tried to breath in at the same time as he did. Our noses poked against each other. I couldn't see his eyes, but I knew, I felt, that he was looking at me with this calm, strange look.
Suddenly he moved and I felt his lips on mine for just a moment.
A rush of I don't know what moved through me and I froze in place.
He kissed me again and the rush came through me. It went from my lips to my toes and it made me freeze in place. It wasn't a bad rush though, I just didn't expect it.
Softly, I moved closer to him and I kissed him back.
He was turning me on with just his lips and I couldn't help but imagine myself what it would be if his hands wandered over the other parts of my body. I smiled while kissing him and just as I was thinking about that, I felt his tongue part my lips softly and I let him in. It was strangely good, though I was worrying about everything. Was I doing something wrong? Was I doing something right?
After about fifteen minutes of it, though it could easily be an hour or more, I moved closer to him and he held his hand behind my back to pull me in even more.
'Can we do more?' I asked him. I had repeated the question to myself for the last minutes in my head over and over and I still didn't really feel like it would be a normal question. Somewhere in my mind I still thought he would laugh at me and leave.
'What were you thinking off?' he asked me in a soft husky voice.
'Maybe you could touch me?' I asked. It came out of my mouth without consciously thinking about it, but afterwards I realized that it was indeed what I really wanted.