Copyright © [2025] [SinFantasy]. This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters, and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental. All rights reserved. No part of this story may be reproduced, transmitted, stored, or reused, in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical.
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This story is an entry for the "
Geek Pride Story Event 2025.
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CODE OF DESIRE
Emily, Jake, and Sarah burst into my mind as a trio of misfits who'd fight the world to be themselves. They're my love letter to every geek who's felt out of place, every heart that's stumbled into unconventional love. Dive in, cheer their messy triumphs, and maybe see a bit of yourself in them!
This is a contemporary romance with healthy amount of erotica sprinkled for spice. Expect a slow burn. Their love simmers through chess codes and awkward glances before hitting the steamy bits, so savor the build!
By Sinfantasy
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Chapter 1: My Knight
Emily
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I saw him striding toward me, carrying on with an easy confidence. He covered the distance in long strides. His strong arms pinned me against the library stacks and he was all over me in a moment.
'Oh, God, his touch is searing my skin... and all those muscles... Ummm.'
His lips crashed against mine in a hungry, unraveling kiss. My breath hitched as he took control and claimed my lips. My glasses fogged and my knees buckled. My fingers tangled in his blonde hair as I responded to his fire. I pulled him closer, deeper into a fantasy of our intertwined hearts. A dizzying warmth spread through me, a perfect, impossible dream.
"Yo, Em, are you in there?" Jake's voice cut through my daydream like a debugger catching a null pointer error.
My eyes snapped open. The fluorescent hum of the library replaced the roar in my ears. Suddenly, I was aware of the world around me. Whispers of gossip, the clack of keyboards, and the musty scent of old books.
This wasn't the backdrop of a romance novel. This was the library, my den. Jake, my best friend since middle school sat across from me. His crooked grin was far too charming, was perfectly framed by a stray lock of hair curling over his forehead. We spent half our college lives hunched over laptops and books here, immersed in coding and banter.
'Great job, Emily, fantasizing about kissing him in broad daylight.'
I shoved my spectacles up my nose, hoping my blush didn't betray my thoughts.
My name is Emily, and I'm nineteen, a computer science major and a textbook nerd--complete with a messy bun and an oversized hoodie. Most people see my glasses and label me a "harmless geek," but I'm a coder, a puzzle-solver, and a professional daydreamer. My biggest glitch? I'm in love with Jake, my best friend.
We bonded in middle school over logic puzzles and pixelated video game quests. I dove headfirst into the digital world, and Jake followed with his unwavering loyalty. I still remember eighth grade when Tommy Reed stole my glasses and mocked me in front of the class. Jake didn't hesitate--he punched Tommy in the nose, earning a week's detention.
My heart raced, and I wanted to blurt out, I love you. But fear froze my tongue. What if confessing cost me his friendship? That fear has shadowed me ever since, warning that one wrong move could crash our connection beyond repair.
Back then, I was the chubby, bespectacled kid every bully targeted, but Jake was my knight in scuffed sneakers. He shut down taunts with a glare or a shove. His friends barely tolerated me, but he always made me feel like I belonged.
Now, in college, we're closer than ever. We even share an apartment near campus. It's a practical arrangement our parents approved because they see us as "just friends." If only they knew my mind runs a 24/7 romantic comedy starring Jake.
Jake has caught my coding bug. He's lazy but willingly blends his linebacker swagger with a nerdy spark that makes my heart skip. Our latest project is a chess-based strategy game where players solve puzzles with pieces under unique constraints. My favorite is the knight-pawn puzzle, where a gallant knight protects a vulnerable pawn across a treacherous board.
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It feels like us--Jake, my protector; me, a pawn dreaming of becoming a queen in his arms.
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Across the library, I spotted Sarah, the head cheerleader. She was laughing with her squad. Her lustrous golden hair tossed back while she moved with the effortless grace of a seasoned performer. She was commanding the room. Her confidence made me feel small by comparison. She was trying to get close to Jake, recently. The thought twisted a knot in my stomach.
"Hey, Jake," I said. My voice was steadier than my racing pulse. Then his scent hit me--grass, sweat, and something distinctly Jake. A low hum started in my brain, a pure, instinctual response. I wrinkled my nose for effect.
"You reek," I said. "Have you ever heard of a shower after practice, caveman? It's in the best-friend contract."
He laughed and rubbed the back of his neck. "My bad, Em," he said. "I forgot the deodorant clause." His eyes twinkled and I fought the urge to melt.
'Calm down. He's your awkward buddy. Not a romance novel hero.'
My braces are long gone, and my baby fat has reshaped into curves I mostly ignore. I could trade my hoodie for something fitted. Maybe tame my curls, or shed my "nerd" shield. A touch of makeup and womanly charms to woo him? But why risk it? Jake sees me as his platonic pal, not a leading lady. I'm comfortable in my code-and-coffee cocoon.
"Don't make me file a bug report," I teased, grabbing his arm as he half-rose from his chair. "Sit," I said. "We have code to wrangle." I tugged him back down, and our knees brushed under the table. His scent short-circuited my focus, and my fingers froze on the keyboard.
'Control yourself, Emily.'
"Sure thing, boss," he said. His grin flipping my stomach. "Are you still debugging the knight's moves?"
I nodded and adjusted my spectacles. "Yes, it's glitchy on edge cases," I said. "The knight keeps jumping off the board like it's drunk."
He leaned closer, his shoulder grazing mine. "I think I know why," he said. "The pathfinding algorithm isn't handling edge cases correctly--it tries to jump to coordinates outside the board." He gestured toward a GitHub page on his laptop. "There's an open-source library for knight paths," he said. "Why reinvent the wheel?"
I tried to focus on the code, not the way his eyes lit up like he'd cracked a secret or how his calloused hand brushed mine when he passed me a pen. He's the only jock on campus who'd rather debug code than chug beer.
We fell into sync, our fingers flying across keyboards, ideas bouncing like a perfect ping-pong rally. Moments like this made me believe we could be more. But confessing? That felt like pushing code to production without testing--a crash waiting to happen. His open-source fix worked like magic, streamlining the knight's logic. I high-fived him, our palms lingering, his warmth sending a spark through me.
"Nice one," I said, my voice barely steady. "We might actually finish before the Geek Pride Fair."
He stretched, his shirt riding up to reveal a sliver of toned abs. My breath hitched.
'Error: Emily.exe has crashed.'
"Oh, by the way," he said. "I'll be late tonight. Sarah needs help with a charity photoshoot."
My stomach lurched. Sarah--gorgeous, popular, anti-Emily Sarah. She had been monopolizing Jake's time, her perfect smile glinting like a warning. Worse, when we were together, I caught her staring--not at Jake, but at me. Her gaze was sharp, like she was decoding something about me.
She had joined us for lunch in the cafeteria last week. I was rambling about our game and her lips curved as if she'd cracked a private joke. It wasn't flirty--it felt like she saw past my hoodie and right through my soul. Why was she interested in me? The memory made my skin prickle.
"Charity photoshoot?" I asked, aiming for casual but probably sounding like a panicked chipmunk. "What's that about?"
"It's for a kids' hospital calendar," he said with a shrug. "Sarah's stressed, so I said I'd pose for a few shots."
'Of course she's stressed, and you're her hero.'
I forced a smile. "That's sweet of you," I said.
'Is she playing the damsel to win him over?'
The thought stung, bitter and petty. Jake's kindness made him a magnet for people like Sarah. Her vibe screamed calculated.
"Yeah, it's a good cause," he said. Oblivious to my spiraling thoughts, as always. "She's been weirdly intense about it."