Authors note..
So I wrote this after a conversation with an American who has moved to London and become a close friend. Names have changed and so has the timeline. However it is a real story and fairly factual to my knowledge. I publish this with full consent and at no point is there underage sex. ALL parties mentioned are of legal age where sex is described.
On another note, it's not the best I have written and I have tried to keep to the facts as told to me so my usual artistic licence has been a bit curtailed on this one. However please don't treat any inconsistency's badly as I'm NOT an American and have little real experience with that culture other than films and friends.
As always I hope you enjoy and have fun reading it. For me it was really nice to try and capture my friends story and deliver to you a bit of romance.
Please comment and give feedback if you wish to.
Lots of happy thoughts.
Fliccy.
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Kelly's Diary...
Wednesday.
Dear Diary.
Daniel was looking at my boobs again. Tee hee. It's funny the way he looks away from me when I see him doing it. His blushes are really cute. I wish he would ask me to prom, I like him so very much. It's such a shame that he's a geek because I know if he asked I would have to turn him down and make it really public to shame him. At the same time I wish I could just be myself and say yes. It would be nice to be normal and not so popular that I can't like the boy I really like... Like it's weird and so fucked up that I can't just stand up and say I want to be with Daniel and stop dating Nick.
Nicks soooo pressing me to DO IT with him and I'm not sure how much longer I can say no. All the other cheerleaders have done it with their guys and I'm getting freaky looks from them when I say I haven't yet.
I feel lost and so alone. Only Daniel treats me like a real person and I'm not allowed to like him back the way I want to. Soooooo sad today.
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Kelly's diary...
Thursday.
Dear Diary.
I let Nick finger me again after football practice. His hands were dirty and I felt disgusted with myself for letting him feel inside me like that. Why can't I say NO?
It's so stupid the way I have to act and behave for the good of the team and our squad. Jenny sat with me and pretty much told me I should go all the way with Nick because it was getting to be a topic around school that I was frigid.
I'm soooo NOT. I masturbate over Daniel and wish he was mine.
I feel so bad about doing nothing when Nick and the team pulled off his underwear and put it on the flagpole. Dan looked so sad it broke my heart.
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Daniels diary...
Thursday.
Shit me and fuck this fucking world. I wish they would all just die. Kelly's the only one who seems to care and I can tell she's too scared to change. I wish she wasn't popular. I really think she likes me.
Fucking Nick told everyone she lets him finger her and that he's going to nail her soon. She too good for him and really nice. Kelly is like an angel from heaven and I wish I could talk to her instead of stammering whenever she looks at me.
I watched from under the stands as she went through her routine with the other cheerleaders, god she's amazing and so much better than that bitch Jenny. Kelly should be team leader not that nasty bitch. I'm sure she would change things if she was head Cheerleader.
Kelly has the BEST body too. Her boobs are freaky awesome and her legs are so LONG. I think she saw me watching her too and I had to run fast to avoid her seeing my boner.
Lunch was a blast. That's being sarcastic... Nick and the team hoisted my whites up on the pole. So fucking hate them. Kelly saw it all and probably thinks I'm a looser.
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Kelly's diary..
Friday.
Dear diary.
Today was kinda cool because the band played a mix of modern songs for once. Daniel looked really cute in his uniform but I think he got the wrong size because it looked a bit stretched over his tummy.
The other girls say he's fat but I don't think he is, he looks so cuddly and cute that I just wanna hug him all the time.
I think he played the Tuba really well too. Not exactly a romantic instrument but it's a start and he's so committed and talented... plus his hands are always clean. I wouldn't mind THOSE fingers inside me.
Nick watched with me and for once didn't try it on... maybe he's getting the idea of being respectful? I know it sounds silly but a girl can hope.
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Daniels diary.
Friday.
Kelly waved at me today. She looked so hot in her cheer uniform. Nick was sat next to her and looked bored.
Kelly waved.
Can't get over that she waved at me.
Down side as always. The word around school is that she going all the way with him this weekend. I feel so frustrated and wish she wouldn't. he's a real asshole and tells everyone what he's done with her. I just KNOW that if she does this he will tell everyone.
The other cheerleaders can get away with it. Kelly's from the trailers and if she does this she's gonna be labelled. It's not fair and I need to stop it happening.
Fuck yes... that's it.. I need to stop it.
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Kelly's Diary.
Saturday.
Mom and dad left me alone with Nick. I think they think he's a catch... Whatever.
We did our studies and he got handsy. That's normal I guess but then he got on top of me and pulled my panties down.
I was so scared I wanted to pee as he pushed inside me. It hurt like hell when he did that and I bled.. still can't believe how much blood there was.
It was over really fast and I think sex is overrated. Feeling a bit down and even more dirty. He left after and seemed happy so I guess I did okay. Still feel it was wrong though and wish my first time had been with someone who really liked me for me.
Nice surprise though when Daniel turned up and sat with me. He's so cute and kind.
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Daniels diary.
Saturday.
I can't believe I was too late.
Should I hate myself for getting hard when I saw what they were doing? Yes I should.
God it's such a fuck up. I should have gone earlier.
I can't erase the image of Kelly and Nick doing it. She looked so afraid and sad as he did it with her. It was nothing like what I imagined having sex was. She looked away from him as he did it and her eyes were sooo HOLLOW... What the fuck does it mean?
I looked for answers and knocked on her trailers door.
Fuck me she was so CALM... Like nothing had happened to her.
We shared a Dr Pepper while we talked about shit that doesn't matter... poor Kelly. It's going to be all around school by Monday. And I couldn't find the words or courage to tell her.
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Kelly's diary.
Sunday.
Oh wow what a great day. Went to the mall with Jenny and she told me I was into the first cheerleading squad as of from today. So pleased that my hard work on the routines have paid off.
Daniel was loitering around too. He looked kinda sad so I made a point of trying on some stuff where he could see. I know he likes looking at me.
I made like it was an accident as I bumped into him at the milkshake stall and he stammered as normal when I made a point of licking my straw... I know it's a blowjob reference and kinda liked the way he stared as I looked into his big green eyes.
Gotta say it was a bit annoying that he looked away when I dripped some between my boobs. Maybe he doesn't' like me as much as I thought he did?
On a positive note. Jenny said I looked great and used her dad's credit card to buy us both a really cute dress.
Much shorter than I would normally wear, but it was kinda cool and she said we would match at Tony's party on Tuesday.
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Daniels Diary.
Sunday.
I think I'm turning into a stalker. I'm pretty fucked up in the head right now and wish I wasn't so in love with Kelly.
I watched as she tried on stuff at the mall and she looked so good. I guess I'm not that good at stalking because she bumped into me at the milkshake stand. I also guess that now she's not a virgin anymore the way she licked and sucked on her straw is normal. But it looked like she was sucking a dick and I hated it while at the same time loving it.
I'm so fucked up and don't know what to think. I watched her get a dress that was really slutty looking too. Jenny the bitchy slut paid for it and I could see her in it but not my sweet Kelly.
I'm in despair and lost. Kelly should have been mine.
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Kelly's Diary.
Monday.
Dear diary.
I feel so stupid. Nick has told everyone we did it and I feel like a slut. He even said I cried like some immature girl. Right now I hate him and wish he was dead.
Jenny has been nice though and says I did good. she's dying to show off our outfits tomorrow and while I think it's a kinda overly sexy look for me I'm also eager to see the reactions of our class and the senior collage boys when we turn up to the party.
On a sadder note, Daniel has ignored me all day and I wonder if he has heard the rumours about me doing it with Nick. I kinda guess he has and I understand. If one day he reads this... "I'm sorry it wasn't You."
It's so good to be honest and I really wish that that my first time had been better. But I know it can't change and that I didn't resist. Nick is workable and maybe I can change him... I hope so anyway.
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Daniels Diary.
Tuesday.
Everything I feared has come to pass. Jaime is on the football team as a standby but he's a geek like me. He told me everything and all I want to do is stop writing this and run to Kelly's trailer.
I know I can't. My parents would freak out and Kelly is probably too upset to see anyone.
So far as I can gather. Kelly went to the collage party with Jenny and turned up in that slutty dress I saw her try on.
Jamie says she tried to brave it out but got cornered by some of the football team.. I .. I can't really believe she did what he said she did and am praying to whatever gods might be out there that she didn't.
