The night before the party, Paul and I had gone to the movies. It was a warm, sticky night, and I decided to leave my bra behind. I'm really a bit large on top to go braless -- but I'm 18, so I can get away with it: I've got a few years before gravity has its way with me. I knew Paul would notice right away, and appreciate it.
As soon as the lights went out, his hand slowly worked its way onto my right breast (over my shirt, of course). I'd let him touch me there before, but I wasn't prepared for the shock that ran through my body when he brushed against my nipple: the movie theatre's air conditioning had made my nipples hard and very sensitive.
I knew I'd probably look quite obscene if the lights suddenly came on, and I wished I'd worn a bra after all. Well, part of me did, anyway.
He lightly pinched the nipple, and I couldn't help groaning a little. If we'd been alone, I would have let him slip his hand under my shirt. I actually considered it anyway: we weren't alone in this row of seats, but nobody was within ten seats of us. Nobody would be able to tell, would they?
In the end I chickened out, but I let my hand fall onto Paul's lap, running my palm softly along his cock through his shorts. He actually jumped a little: I'd never touched him there before. "You like that?" I whispered to him, stroking him gently.
"God yes," he said, rubbing and pinching my nipple more openly. "You?"
"Mmm," I sighed. His cock was getting harder, and was pushing up against his shorts enough that I was able to close most of my hand around it, even through the cloth.
He took his hand off my breast, and slipped it down to my leg, trying to work his fingers under my shorts. Part of me was thrilled that a boy was about to touch my pussy, even through my panties, while another part of me was a little embarrassed that he was going to feel how wet my panties were.
I began stroking his cock through his shorts even harder. At this point, I knew, I was no longer touching him, but jerking him off. And if he could get his hand far enough up my shorts, he could be finger-fucking me any minute now. And I would have let him.
But then we both noticed a middle-aged couple making their way down our row of seats. We both withdrew our hands before they had any idea what we'd been up to, and they sat down just a couple of seats away from us.
Paul and I looked at one another a bit sheepishly: were we really going to go that far in such a semi-public place? It certainly did add to the excitement, though. "Do you want to move to different seats?" I asked him.
I'm sure he was tempted -- well, I should
hope
he was tempted -- but the mood was broken for now, and we both knew it. "Let's just go," he said, and I agreed.
When I said the mood was broken, understand, I don't mean our bodies had gone back to normal: I rushed through the lobby, outside and toward Paul's car, because my nipples were poking through my shirt like a pair of thumbs -- or at last it felt that way to me. Paul was running alongside me, not only because I was running, I'm sure, but because he had an erection that was impossible to hide.
When we got into the car, he leaned over toward me and we kissed, his hands groping both of my breasts. If we'd been somewhere more private, like Biggins Field, I'd have let him pull off my shirt, or even pulled it off myself. But we were in the multiplex parking lot, and we were in a compact car with bucket seats and a gearshift between us, so we disengaged from one another. Paul asked me if I wanted to get something to eat at the diner, I said yes, and we started driving.
I switched on my phone, and there was a message from my parents: they were going out to eat, and they'd be back around 10:30. This was their not-so-subtle way of telling me that since the movie ended around 10, they'd make it home not too long after I would, so Paul and I shouldn't get any ideas.
Except, of course, we'd left the theatre ten minutes after eight.
"Change of plans," I said. "Drive me back to my place. I want to show you something."
"Um... okay," he said, obviously intrigued.
As well he should have been. I led him up to my bedroom where, a couple of weeks earlier, we'd taken advantage of some home-alone time to first kiss, then roll around my bed, grinding into one another, and my letting him play with my breasts for the first time (through my shirt, again with no bra underneath; I guess part of me knew I'd be letting him touch me that day). He probably figured I'd invited him upstairs for another make-out session, not an unreasonable assumption, but instead I grabbed a bag from my top bureau drawer, and headed for the bathroom. "Just wait there," I told him, pointing to my desk chair.
I closed the door behind me, and began to undress. I hesitated for a moment, then decided if I didn't have the guts to wear this bikini in front of just Paul, I certainly wouldn't be able to wear it at the pool party tomorrow.
I adjusted the top carefully, to make sure my breasts were covered. Or as covered as they were going to get.
Shit, I couldn't wear this in public. Why did I even buy it?
Well, partly because I was tired of my goody-goody reputation and everybody's assumption that I'd be the only virgin at the party (though I probably was); and partly because my best friend Didi had claimed she was going to the party wearing a bikini that would blow everybody away.
Of course, she was out to steal Mindy's boyfriend and I already
had
a guy I liked...
Okay, I was over-thinking this because I was trying to stall. Giving myself one last check, I opened the bathroom door and walked back out to my bedroom.
"I was thinking of wearing this tomorrow," I told Paul. He looked up, saw what I was wearing, then couldn't
stop
looking.
I smiled. That was the sort of reaction I was hoping for, and I was enjoying it even more than I'd expected. "You like it?" I asked, turning around. It wasn't a thong -- I'd never wear something like that in public, especially not around my friends -- but it did show more of my ass than anybody had seen outside of a school locker room.
"Holy shit, yeah," Paul said.
"I don't know," I said, running a finger along the top of the bikini bra. "Maybe it shows off too much breast."
"It looks great," he assured me.
"I just don't want it to look
too
great, if you know what I mean," I said, moving closer to him. "And if I wear it like this," I added, pushing the two cups a bit further apart, "it shows a lot of cleavage. A