Since I was very young I have always been horny. I started masturbating when I was so young that nothing came out but I still knew that it felt good and that there was some kind of need for that feeling. When the cum first came I was a bit shocked, but it wasn't more than a few days before I was back at it and getting more and more out.
What strikes me now is how much wrong information there was about it. Of course I was told not to do it. So it became just a secret thing. Years passed and getting married and divorced didn't change the drive, the need for cumming from that special touch. And what touches! Squeezing, pressing, oiling, greasing and rapid or slow stroking. All of those came and went and came again. Each day for sure and some days two or more times. And then in my middle age the most important thing happened. I tasted the cum. Wow! That was the greatest taste of all. And each day I would cum and swallow and lay there spent and full and dizzy from orgasm. But then it wasn't enough. I began to read about other guys who were talking about sucking each other. There were places to see it all on the computer and I watched and got erect and came and swallowed and listened to the men sharing this with each other. I began to chat with some about it.
I had photos of my cock online and some liked it. I sure liked theirs. I had fantasies all the time about licking big cocks and feeling the veins and the beautiful heads. the glans I found out. I wanted to feel one in my mouth. And so I asked someone and they were too far away. So I kept asking and looking and finally I found out about a place in my city where men went in their cars to sit and look at the view but more to take out their cocks and let other guys pass by and make contact and go off and get off together. I was so nervous but I had to try it.