I've never given anyone head before although I thought about it for years. I'm a lifelong crossdresser but closeted. I was never brave enough to approach anyone and I shied away from any offers that were made. Mostly, because when I fantasized about sucking dick it was always as crossdresser, more specifically, in the role of a girl.
So when I was 33 I visited my regular adult bookstore one night for a little jack off time. But when I got there it was temporarily closed, the sign said for cleaning. So I backed into a parking space to wait.
As I was sitting there I fondled my titties inside my lace bra underneath my sweatshirt and adjusting my thigh high stockings inside of my sweatpants. This is how I would go around sometimes late at night to wear my girl clothes on the down low. Once in the booth I would shed the outer boy clothes and be in feminine glory.
I never interacted with people at bookstores and I didn't know anything about the theaters. I was very naive about the whole thing really.
As I was sitting there playing with myself I didn't notice the man had who walked up to the side of my truck. He startled me at first, but I rolled down the window a little bit. He asked me things like how long the place had been temporarily closed, if I was there to return some movies, or if I was going to the theater, what I was into, etc etc etc.