This is a 100% true story I finally decided to write. I'm not much of a writer or story teller so this was meant to be more of a recollection of the first time I sucked a cock and the story behind it.
Although I consider myself straight, I've always been into eating my own cum. Like a lot of guys into this, the idea is a huge turn on but after blowing my load I completely lose interest. My favorite way is to lay on my back and roll my legs over my head. With my cock pointed at my face I can cum directly in my mouth. I don't always go through with it and sometimes I even go through the trouble of spitting it out. This is how I got into CEI (cum eating instruction) videos. Seeing or hearing a woman instruct me helps me carry through for some reason. I'm not too into the material that has a degrading/sissy theme and tend to look for more encouragement type videos. A few months ago I came across an erotic hypnosis audio file. The description was something along the lines of this clip will put you in the trance and walk you through cumming on your own face and eating your own semen. This of course was very intriguing to me. I've never been hypnotized or was entirely sure I believed in it, but it sounded like a fun new way to jerk off.
The audio file instructed me to turn off the lights and get naked and comfortable. It was a bit over 30 minutes long and had a very relaxing background track. Much of the clip was about edging and building up a big load. At many points I was in a trance like state. I was very relaxed and was on autopilot when it came to following the commands. I was instructed to edge and continually eat my precum. Near the end I was instructed to get into "the position" and be ready to cum in my own mouth. I actually don't really remember positioning myself. When I think back, it was sort of a drunken haze. Anyway, the last thing I remember was "waking up" with cum on my face and some left in my mouth. My heart was racing and it almost felt like I blacked out.