It actually happened on Valentine's Day, which took me by surprise me as I have never been over fond of that particular date, mainly because it reminded me that I was 34 years old and single.
Unlike most of my colleagues I didn't get flowers, chocolates and romantic heart shaped cards from a loved one or a stranger intent on wooing me from a distance.
I wished that Valentine's Day had fallen on my day off, and then I wouldn't have to put up with the squeals of delight from my female counterparts as flowers were delivered where I work and boyfriends popped into the office with chocolate kisses and soppy romantic messages.
The only satisfaction I felt was when it started to rain. And I mean rain. It absolutely poured down, like God had turned on the heavenly taps and then gone to bed and forgotten all about them.
I immediately felt guilty about being so mean minded. Girls wailed to each other that their evening out with their beloveds would be spoilt if the weather didn't improve soon.
I work by the way at a Police Station as a civilian support member of staff.
There has always been a divide between those who are Police Officers and those who are support staff, money is the biggest difference, our pay is crap, but at least we have job security.
However we are allowed to do flexi-time and this was something I did regularly. I get more done when the office is empty and also I get left alone.
I was on good terms with most people in the Station I worked in, Police and fellow support staff but I wouldn't say I was close to anyone in particular.
I did have a fairly good rapport with one quiet young Detective Constable who had a desk in CID which was next door to where I worked in Administration.
His name was Tris, and he was some six years younger than me, so I didn't see him as anything other than a casual friend from work who liked to chat to me by my desk when he got the chance.
He also liked to work after office hours too, he liked it when the phones stopped ringing and went onto answer phone and the thoroughfare of people coming in and out of the swinging office doors slid down to a non-existent trickle.
By the time it was evening it was an absolute hurricane outside and I watched with an aching envy in my heart as my female colleagues struggled to hold up their umbrellas as they rushed home to get ready for a romantic evening out or in, depending on their partner, spouse or boyfriend.
The rain was flinging itself from the heavens in a constant tidal wave of icy cold water, the wind was blowing a gale and there were occasional cracks of thunder and flashes of lightning in the sky.
I walk to and from work so I was hoping the weather would lessen off but it didn't, in fact it got worse. I sat by my computer and stared through the window, watching the rain lash down, and the wind rip its way through the deserted streets below.
As I watched the rain falling forcefully from the sky, I was acutely aware that my colleagues would probably be spending a night of passion in the arms of their lovers and this made me feel very hot and bothered.
My crotch throbbed, a low dull ache, not unpleasant but it made me squirm on my leather chair. I felt the dampness in my knickers, moist, stick and hot.
I licked my lips and found myself pushing my hand between my skirted legs, pressing against my cup of Venus, slowly rubbing back and forth as my eyes took in the glory of evening storm before me.
This friction helped ease the ache and I moaned softly, aware that if I wasnât very careful I would end up masturbating myself to a climax. Not a good thing to do in a Police Station, not even one that is practically empty of personnel.
"It's going to last all night you know," the voice made me jump, my hand shot away from my crotch and I tried not to look too hot and flustered; "Some Valentine's evening, huh?"
I hadn't been aware that Tris had entered the office. I thought I was the only one left in my section.
I turned, hoping I wasnât blushing but he just he smiled at me from where he was standing a few feet away, hands in his trousers pockets, leaning against a metal filing cabinet.
If I didnât know any better I would have said he had been watching me for quite some time, the thought horrified me, had he seen me rubbing my crotch, heard my moan? Oh God, I hoped not.
Nothing he said or did though gave me that impression and I slowly relaxed. I was just being paranoid, that was what working in a police station does for you.
Tris was a freckled faced young man who looked a lot younger than his 27 years. He had soft grey eyes and a friendly good natured smile. His short hair sandy brown hair was spiked up with gel to give it more body.
He was tall too, just over six foot tall, and he had long slender hands, with a piano player's fingers. Like all Detective Constables he was smartly dressed in civilian clothes, he had a liking for pastel coloured shirts with crisp collars and cuffs. I never saw him without a tie and his trousers never lacked a neat crease in them.
"Great!" I said finally in response to Tris' words of doom, "Just what I need, a night at the nick! Well at least it is only Valentine's day and not bloody Christmas!"
"It will be uncomfortable sleeping at your desk," Tris observed, "But I don't blame you, I'm not leaving until it calms down, it's like a blooming tornado out there!"
"Not taking anyone out for rainbow and roses?" I asked him my eyes wandering around the office which was littered with flowers and cards some of my colleagues had left behind on their desks.
"Nope," he said easily, "It's just me and an egg salad when I get home, whenever that will be that is!"
I laughed as I logged off my computer and switched it off at the mains.
"I think I'll go down to the old bell block," I said taking him by surprise, "Might as well be comfortable if I have to stay here for the night!"
Only three months ago our old cell block had been moved to a brand new custody suite across town and the old one under the Police Station closed up until it was to be renovated in six months time. It would become new offices for the Police Station. But until then it was being used for storage.
"You won't be comfortable down there!" Tris exclaimed and I laughed again.
"Oh yes I will," I assured him with a smile, "There are some brand new mattresses and blankets down there that haven't been sent over to the new suite, plus the kitchen is still functioning, the fridge is still on, and there is a microwave and kettle, not to mention an old radio that some Officer left behind, I will be very comfortable thank you very much!"
"It's locked," Tris pointed out.
I reached into my office drawer and pulled out a bunch of keys and jangled them.
"I'm doing the stock taking down there," I said, "Perks of the job!"
He laughed then.
"Can I join you for a Valentine cup of hot tea then?" he asked and I smiled.
Why on earth not, I thought? After all it was Valentineâs Day or rather what was left of it and I hadnât had any better offers had I?
"Sure," I said and a few minutes later we had both gathered up our belongings and had headed down three flights of stairs to the now defunct custody block.
The heating was still on in the old block. Maintenance had yet to find a way to turn it off so it was warm when I unlocked the heavy metal door that led into the long drab badly painted corridor that made up the basement cells.
"You have the right to remain silentâŠ" Tris said with a dead pan face as I banged the door shut behind us and locked it. I laughed and shook my head in amusement.
"Idiot," I said.
He followed me to the room with the mattresses and blankets which happened to be next to the kitchen. There were six new three foot wide prison mattresses of which I dragged three out, stacked on top of each other with Tris' help in order to make a sort of sofa bed, with the other three being used to lean on when you sat down.
I went to make us some tea. As I was down in the old cells regularly doing the last of the stock taking it was easy to keep tea, sugar, milk and biscuits for myself in the still functioning kitchen.
Tris was leaning against the makeshift headboard of the sofa bed. He had taken his off tie and tossed it to one side, unbuttoned his shirt and his eyes were closed and his breathing relaxed and steady. I nudged him gently with my foot as I was carrying two mugs of steaming tea.
His eyes shot open, and for a second he was startled, then he saw who it was and his face relaxed into a good natured smile.
"Thanks Shoni," he said and took the proffered drink from my hand and sipped it appreciatively.
I sat beside, leaving a wide enough gap between us so we weren't invading each other's space.
I glanced at my watch; it was half past seven, even in the depths of the old cells I could still hear the drumming of water thrashing against the walls outside. The storm outside was unabated.
"You're going to have a hell of a drive back home whatever time you leave I think," I observed.
"Yeah," he said and closed his eyes again, resting his half drunk mug of tea on his chest.
I felt a little guilty; I was trying to get rid of him. Though I didn't mind him having a cup of tea with me, what I really wanted to do was settle down on the built up mattress, with a couple of blankets over me, the radio on in the background, and read the book I always kept in my handbag to wile away a few hours before I finally fell asleep.
I would use my mobile phone as an alarm clock and in the morning I could make use of the old cell showers for a quick wash before returning to work, no one any the wiser that I had stayed behind at the Station for the night.
We drank our tea in silence, I'm not a real good conversationalist, I'm more of a thinker really, I like to mull over things, work things out in my head. A lot of the time when I am working with Police Officers, typing their letters, taking their messages, doing basic statements for victims and witnesses of crime,