I drove quickly away. I was thinking about Mary. She told me just before she died that when I'd meet someone it is her wish for me to be happy. And then ovarian cancer took her from me. I wanted to die that evening. Now I am happy I didn't. Holly sat on passenger side. The very seat she used to sit. And we were going my place.
"Are we there yet?" She kept asking through whole way there.
And after 15 minutes I parked outside the house.
It wasn't big. It was just ordinary cottage. It had white walls and oak door. I got out of the car and walked in front of the hood towards the passenger door. I opened it and helped my girlfriend. Next moment we stood near the entrance as I was looking for the key to open the door.
When I finally opened the door she kissed me once more. This time it was different. This time it was better. It was like she wanted to tell me by that kiss how much she desires me.
We came inside and I switched the lights on.
"Nothing much. I'm planning redecoration, but I just moved in. The bedroom is over there, and the bathroom is right here if you must go there. I'll bring the wine, wait for me in the living room," I said closing the door and going downstairs to basement.
When I came back with wine five minutes later, Holly was watching photos in living room.
"Is this your wife?" She asked pointing one of the pictures hanging over the fire place.
"Yes. It was taken just after our weeding."
"She was gorgeous," said Holly taking a glass from me.
"She was. And so young. Too young. She was only twenty-two when she died."
"Forgive me, but what cancer was it exactly?"
"She died from ovarian cancer. But now I don't wish to talk about it. There are so much other subjects for us to talk about."
"I see. And what would you like to talk about?"
"Well... let's see... what do you want to talk about?" I said with contrariness filling her glass with wine.
Holly drank a bit of wine and looked me directly in my eyes.
"How it comes, that such a handsome man like you were so long single after... you know what."
"Me? Handsome?" I laughed.
"I don't know, but if you'd ask me, then tall men with short dark hair, brown eyes and broken nose looks kind of handsome," she answered drinking rest of her wine at once.
She came closer. Now she stood so near me that I could touch her. And I did. Just after short moment my hand was touching her long curly hair. It was soft and smooth. It was so long time I touched woman's hair for the last time. I felt my trousers became too tight. Holly did hug me. And I knew she felt it. She looked there and smiled timidly.
Her smile was so nice and warm. She was so innocent, but also so sexy.
"We came here to visit the bedroom, so why are we still standing in living room?" she whispered into my ear and I felt excitement.
I wanted this so badly I could take her right where we stood. She didn't tell this directly, but I understand. She wanted me to be her first. She still was virgin and wanted me to change that. I wished this also. But I just didn't know if it is good idea.
I even didn't know if I'm ready. And if she is.
But Holly knew. She was ready. She started to unbutton my shirt. And I started to touch her body in the special way.
"So you told, witch way's the bedroom?" She said just before her warm and wet lips touched my dry lips.
"This way," I told bringing her towards the correct door.
She opened the door and walked in. She sat on the bed taking her sweeter off.
Under it she has nothing but bra. It was holding two tiny breasts. She quickly undone bra and let it fall. Her breasts were really tiny and firm. They were perfectly round. The nipples were small and light. I watched this show feeling that the trousers were definitely way too tight.
I was torn between wish to touch her young, virgin body and the belief I shouldn't. And she began to remove her dress. Under it she had plain, white panties.
"Stop right there," I told loudly.
"Something's wrong?"
"No, but I'd like to take them myself... when the time would be right."
"So what do you want me to do?"
"Nothing."
"Nothing?" Holly repeated sadly.
"Yes, I want you to do nothing right now. But don't be sad. Let me," I whispered coming closer to my own bed.
She sat over the bed just in her underwear and nothing else. I desperately wanted to touch her young and smooth skin. So I touched her. She got gooseflesh.
I carefully took her in my strong arms and laid her in the middle of the bed. My hands ran up and down her body. And our lips joined in a passionate kiss. We kissed so long and so deeply. I didn't think she used to kiss someone this way ever before.
"Is this really what you want Holly?" I asked with a quiet whisper, just a tiny bit louder than silence looking profoundly in her beautiful green eyes.
She didn't answer. Not with words. She just nodded her head in agreement. I was still not sure if I should.
"I know what you're thinking," she whispered.
"So, miss mind reader, what I'm thinking?"
"You're afraid. Afraid, that you're not ready, and I'm not ready. You are afraid of my virginity. Don't be. I waited my whole life for you. Now I know. Now I'm ready."
I kissed her once again and again. And while still kissing her I gently touched her breasts. They were truly soft. I just have forgotten how woman's breasts can feel to the touch. And the nipples were hard. It was the only thing I could think of in this moment.
She closed her eyes. And I started to kiss her neck while my fingers massaged her breasts. I felt her hand on my gentlemen's area. She put her little hand behind my pants and touched my penis. The feeling was so good that I through I'd cum just because her touch. I tighten the muscle as strong as I was able to.
I was still touching her breasts while my month moved towards her navel. I started to kiss it and she began to moan quietly.
Oh god, how long I waited to hear that again after this many years.
"I wish you inside," she said.
"Not so easy. Not so fast, my dear. I haven't waited so long just to make it as quickly as possible," I answered touching her pubis.
Her moan became louder.
I licked her thigh and slowly removed her last part of underwear. I slid it slowly down her pubis and took look at her pussy for the very first time. All the skin that now became visible was darker then rest of her body colour. Its tone was between red and brown.
I touched it. It was extremely soft and wet. I unfolded her outer lips and there was it, exactly where it should. Her inside was protected by the hymen. It has many small holes over whole vagina opening. There was the proof she was the virgin. She hadn't never have sex before. She had the kind of hymen that is called fraud-proof or halt hymen, because this shaped hymen don't let anything to enter the vagina without cause any damage to the hymen. And I would be the first one in her entire life. Hopefully the only one. This was proof she had never done anything that could tear her hymen and also hadn't got any tampon inside.
I hold her lips open and took her clit into my mouth. She moaned even louder. I started to lick her. Lick and suck. Then I roll my tongue around her clit and began to give her pleasure she didn't dream of.
I started to massage her lips with fingers and still taking care of her 'fringe'. Now sigh joined to her moan. I gave her pleasure until I realized that she would have an orgasm soon. I continued making her come with my lips and tongue. Finally she came.
When she came I left her pussy alone and get my lips back to her own. I kissed her. And I keep kissing my Holly during her climax. When it was over she looked at me. Our eyes met and I saw this in her eyes. She was ready to begin. Ready not to be virgin anymore.
I undressed myself quickly and stood over her completely naked. My penis was in full erection. It was more ready for that than I was. I was going to be the first one for the young virgin girl I just met this afternoon.