The anniversary of our first meeting was fast approaching and several times we had come close to intercourse. Two guys thinking with their cocks isn't a great recipe for clear reasoning, or for delaying gratification. We wanted the first time to be special and I had a fear that he, or I, would lose interest once the deed had been done.
Our anniversary came and went. We wanted a whole night together, but alone time never materialized.
The semi-enclosed area by the river became our go to place. The chance of being seen was remote and it was freeing to be nude outside. We stripped most times and petted each other, usually ending in making out like young teens and masturbating. Sometimes, I went there alone, stripped and just laid on the grass, enjoying the air over my whole body.
Kyle is a top male and although everybody is different, he had little to no desire to suck me. He tried once and it was awkward and after a few minutes, to the relief of us both, he stopped. This didn't trouble me at all. I love driving him completely wild by pleasing his cock.
Don't get me wrong, getting my cock sucked is out of this world. On occasion, my wife still licks and although at the start she is doing it for me, by the end she is out of control and can't get enough. I used to wonder how she felt when she was in that state and now I know.
Kyle is quite perceptive and has gotten to know me so well. He senses my mood, knowing when to ask, when to tease and when to demand. I'm submissive and there are times when I want him to take full control ... to guide me down to his cock, or say, 'Kneel and take me in your mouth.'
My wife had tried deep throating and had given up. I wasn't very understanding and was disappointed and frustrated that I would never experience that pleasure. Now I could empathize with her. My gag reflex was strong and although I had come close, it just hadn't happened.
Holly didn't want to know details of what Kyle and I were doing, but she thought I was sucking him and asked if I was able to deep throat. Nothing can prepare a married male to have a discussion with their wife about him sucking and deep throating. No conversation seems to be off limits for women, but I'm guessing that deep throating doesn't come up often
I got aroused talking with my wife about sucking, but discovered it was not a good idea to say that there were times that I wished she had a cock. I enjoyed being a male, but would love to be able to switch to a female at will. It's not easy for me to comprehend that most people wouldn't change if given the chance.
My faux pas aside, I made up by licking her to orgasm. I wanted to show her that although many of my thoughts were about cock, her pussy still had the power to drive me wild.
Kyle kept his penis extremely clean, but there were times when I tasted a hint of pee. My first lick would pick up that slightly bitter taste and I seemed to like it more each time. I know pee play existed, but I didn't know Kyle's views on that and I wasn't sure about fantasy being one thing and reality the other. Bringing that type of play was best left for another time, way down the road.
Not only did Kyle have a foreskin, it was quite long and stretched further than I could have ever imagined or wished for. Playing with it, with my fingers, tongue and lips was amazing. I could do it for hours and on occasion, had.
The four of us got together for an evening of cards. I count my blessings for the good fortune that Kyle and I have with our wives. They've accepted our want/desire/need for male with male sex, but accepting didn't mean that all was well. Insecurity had crept in and both Kyle and I tried our best to alleviate their fears.
Therefore, it came as a surprise when they gave us a gift card for a weekend stay at a gay bed and breakfast just outside of town. A second surprise, or should I say shock, was that the B&B was not only for gays, but for gay nudists.
"We spoke with the owners," Holly said. "They are a gay couple and welcome married bi males. Especially when their wives know and aren't on the down-under."
"We spent an afternoon with them," said Jane. "They were so open and easy to talk with."
Holly said, "We also expressed our fears that you both may be gay and that you will lose interest in us."
Jane continued. "It was a relief to hear that from his understanding, there are men that are wired to have an attraction to both men and women and not all bisexuals are really gay men in transition."
"Have you ever heard of hetero-flexibility?" Holly asked.
Both Kyle and I shook our heads no.
"Basically, he said it's people who intend to have a primarily heterosexual relationship, but will step out of that boundary from time to time for a sexual encounter or relationship with somebody of the same sex. Watch..."
