Kyle had gone with his wife on a nine day vacation and I did miss him, but not half as much as I missed my wife after a day away from her.
Upon their return, Kyle and I went to a hockey game and then for a drink. I enjoyed his company and the thoughts we shared. I opened up further about my feminine side and he repeated his desire to be sucked and to fuck me.
I wanted to suck him has much as he wanted to be sucked by me and I wanted him to penetrate me as badly as he wanted to penetrate me. It wasn't a question of if, but when.
He drove me close to home and parked under a lamp that had burned out. Our kiss was tentative at first, but grew quickly to passion. My hand went to his bulge and I pressed against it. I went to unzip him, but he stopped me and I went back to gently massaging his hardness. His breath became erratic and he groaned my name. My fingers felt the first spurt pass by, followed by several more. The warmth spread over my fingers along with wetness through his jeans.
I watched his car disappear into the night and I slipped my fingers inside my underwear. The head of my cock was sticky wet and I circled the underside of my cock head. Within moments I was feeling the spasms of release.
Kyle's wife was away for the weekend and we were in his basement having a drink and watching a game on TV. He leaned and kissed me and I slid my hand over his chest and to his shoulder.
We kissed until my head swirled and the temperature felt it had risen by ten degrees. He placed my hand over his belt and I unbuckled it, unsnapped him and pulled down his zipper. He lifted and helped me lower his pants. His boxers were dark purple and laid tight to his skin.
I had imagined his cock so many times, but now that it was about to happen, my nerves kicked in and I felt extremely embarrassed. The fantasy of being gay was one thing, the reality was quite another. I thought I was prepared for this moment, but perhaps nothing can cover the conflict stirring in my head.