Let's take a pause and I'll make some more cocoa," said Susan.
The winter wind rattled the windows but the building had thick walls and the small room was cosy and warm with the radiator heating. Susan made two more mugs of cocoa and they sat together again. "Now, where were we?" asked Susan.
"Well to be honest," said John feeling more relaxed now and wanting to change the subject, "I was curious about your last comment, saying that you'd had sex with boys and with girls? I mean, I come from a small village, just a few houses, and I've never had sex with anyone apart from what I've just told you."
"Ah, I wondered if you'd ask about that. I suppose, after what you've just told me, it's only fair I tell you."
Susan settled herself back into the comfy sofa. "Well my earliest experience was just childish curiosity, the girl next door was a year older than me and one day she led me into the woods at the back of our houses and we dared each other to pull down our knickers and show each other our fannies and we used our fingers to explore each other. It definitely gave me my first tingly feelings in my fanny. We did it a few more times that summer. It was just childish fun really but very exciting. My first real experience was the summer before I came to this school, just after my 18th birthday, I was on holiday with my parents at the coast. I met a boy on the beach and we got to know each other. He was a few years older and he lived in the town. We got on really well and spent lots of time together.
"One day he took me to his room and told me everyone was out for the day. We were lying on the bed together. We started kissing and he was stroking my hair and I remember it felt amazing. I was a bit shocked when he put his hand on my breast but it felt nice so I didn't stop him. Bit by bit he undid my blouse and then my bra and he started sucking my nipples and I couldn't believe how it felt and I really liked him so I just lay back and let him. Suddenly I felt his hand on my leg pushing my skirt up. I thought I should stop him but the tingly feeling between my legs kept my mouth shut and soon his hand was inside my knickers feeling me up. I thought I'd gone to heaven. I'd been touching myself there since, well ever since my next-door neighbour had touched me there, but it felt so much more exciting having a boy do it. He carried on rubbing me and soon I had an actual orgasm, not my first but my first with somebody else."
Susan paused. She had a sad expression in her eyes as she remembered that day. "I really liked him you know."
"Anyway, after that I noticed him undo his own trousers and suddenly, looking down I saw his, his thing, his cock. I'd never seen one before, well only my little brother's in the bath when we were tiny. This was completely different, it was huge and stiff and I couldn't help looking at it. Then he took my hand and got me to touch it and I remember it was warm and it felt kind of hard on the inside and soft on the outside. He put my fingers around it and showed me how to stroke it up and down. He was a good teacher. He lay on his back and told me since he'd got me off it was my turn to do it to him. I didn't know what to do but I carried on stroking it up and down as he lay on his back. Then he told me to go faster and a moment later he told me to go even faster. My arm was starting to ache but I carried on and suddenly it kind of exploded and all his juice came out. It shot right over his shoulder and some of it even landed on my face. He was breathing really deeply and he leaned over and kissed me and said thank you. I was glowing, not only had he given me an orgasm, then I'd been able to do the same for him, I'd actually touched my first cock. He took a hanky from his pocket and wiped up the juice from his tummy and my face and I noticed his cock was shrinking and soft. I was fascinated."