*** Edited by the Lovely Anon, thank you for everything. -- LizzysFriend
Chapter 1
"It's a disease." I said firmly.
"You're crazy, it's not. Virginity is not a disease." My tall dark older brother fired back.
"So sayeth the guy that doesn't have this disease." I stated pissed off.
He sighed. "Our parents think you are someone special for keeping pure so long. They are really proud of you. You wouldn't want to be called a slut or whore, would you?" He took a deep a breath. "It's just because we live in a small town. In the city you would have lost your cherry five times over by now I am sure. When you start college in the fall, things will change."
He didn't understand, and I couldn't connect emotionally with him. I couldn't tell him I wanted to have sex with a guy already. Every single girl in my class already bragged about their exploits and some of them as early as our sophomore year. I hate keeping these desires inside of how I felt. He was rambling awhile before I snapped out of my thoughts.
"... Jake and me found a rat snake over by the western fence. I have it boxed up, and ready to give as a present to Pam this afternoon."
He started laughing, and I started laughing caught up in his prank to his girlfriend. Oh, she would squeal.
"So, you will be gone all afternoon then?" I asked softly.
"Yea, why?" He asked suspiciously.
"I just wanted to borrow Dad's truck to go into town." I said. I couldn't use it if he needed it for work on the ranch.
He relaxed. Then he considered what I was asking. "I was going to use Dad's truck this weekend, but I will let you use my car all weekend long if you don't tell Mom and Dad I will be out with Pam this weekend. Her parents are at the stock show too."
I looked at his face, and was disgusted. His plan was to fuck Pam, and he just told me my virginity was oh so pure minutes before. What a fucking asshole.
"All weekend? It's a deal if there is a full tank of gas in your car." I said. Damn Pam for getting laid. It would disgust and please me to hear all the details come Monday. Discretion was not in her character.
"How about I spot you ten, and a half tank of gas?" He said. "I was in the pasture with Jake, understand?"
I understood, but his lack of courage for a twenty year old male was repulsive to me.
"I'll take it." Ten would not get me above the three quarter mark, but I had some cash.
He dug in his pocket and tossed me his key ring and the bill.
Chapter 2
Twenty minutes later I was laying in my bath water thinking. My ebony skin glistened with sheens of water. I lazily thought how my brother was going to be about seducing Pam. I tried to think of maybe some unknown guy I had yet to meet, taking me. The water grew cold, and my frustration grew with my dreaming.
The whole house was empty, and the cows in the pasture looked hot and tired as I gazed out the window. I hated this place. I didn't hate my family; I just hated being stuck on this ranch. The nearest neighbor was within sight, but it would take twenty minutes to walk to Mrs. Sherman's place, the nearest ranch next door.
As I was walking around in just my robe, I tried to formulate a plan on what to do with my brother's car. Where should I go? I sat down at the computer desk, and noticed my brother had not logged out of his account on the only computer we shared in the house. It wasn't really important; I just needed an online map or something, until I maximized his browser.
Many tabs of porn, the kind where my mom would kill him if she knew, topped the program. I laughed thinking of my Bro trying to get a quick look before Mom or Dad came into the room. He is twenty, but Mom still treated us like kids. I looked at his history, and saw he was online around two am when the parents were asleep. Of course, that made sense. Mom and Dad wouldn't be back until Sunday at the moment, and I suppose that mattered.
The last tab was an online sex chatting site. Hmmm. I had to create a login, and bam, I was looking at all the available people around me, and not surprising most people were not close. The nearest guy on this site that wanted to fuck was forty five miles away. I read his profile, and looked at his picture. I couldn't place him, but he was exactly like the all the rednecks I had around here. I wanted something else. I wanted someone that did not talk about cows, horses or the fucking weather.
Lucky number seven profile had a picture of a male juggling clubs. The distance was too great in the picture to see his face with any great detail. Yet, the action image caught my interest. His juggling reminded me of a clown, and his profile was very fun to read. None of his interests matched mine, but the last line. The perfect woman: She does dishes, does laundry and picks up my socks.
Not a mention of boobs or physical attributes, he was different from the last six I read.
I laughed because my own Dad left his socks all around the house. It was my momma's hell.
I knew I shouldn't even be on this site, but I sent him an email that just said, "Loved reading your profile."
Within minutes, got an email back from him, "Yours was short, and no mention of doing dishes anywhere in it."
I laughed at him keeping in character. So, I IM'd him.
Me: "Yo, what up?"
Him: "Not my socks, I left them by the couch."
Haha.
Me: "You should go pick them up."
Him: "I can't."
Me: "Why not?"
Him: "My mom is not yelling at me to pick them up. Don't you know there is an invisible force field around dirty socks and they can't be moved until Mom's give the passphrase, 'Your socks are on the floor!' You can see my problem right?"
Actually I did. Dad would never move his socks until Mom yelled at him too. He would let the pile of socks grow into a mountain if she wasn't around.
We bantered a long time, and he did not even ask for sex. I forgot completely about sex. This guy was fun to talk to. We talked about celebrities, local news around him, and frogs (long story).
My brother called, and I reassured him I had not even left the house. Yet, this guy online was almost sixty miles away. Hmmm.
Finally, he asked, "Want some company tonight, it's Friday."
I couldn't let him come to me, everyone in town would know a stranger's car in the driveway.
"I do, how about I come to you?" I asked.