This is a true story (I have changed the names for obvious reasons) about how, with the help of Literotica, I finally became a woman. My boyfriend challenged me to write this account and submit it to Literotica and anyone who knows me, knows that I nearly always accept a challenge. I am very grateful to michchick98 who kindly took time out of her busy life to act as my editor and made very useful amendments and suggestions. I am also grateful to FG, without whose encouragement I would probably still be just imagining this event. Enjoy!
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I was born in London in 1987. My mother had severe complications during her pregnancy, and as a result, her womb needed complete removal immediately after my birth. From my earliest days I preferred "boy's toys" like
Action Man
instead of
Barbie Doll
and I loved sports; including soccer, cricket, tennis and the martial arts where I became a Black Belt in both Judo and Karate. I have won Cups and competitions in all those fields. I also enjoyed drama, but I was always given the "male" parts if the production was short of men.
My cousin, Charlotte, was like a sister to me (she was a month older), but was totally feminine. When she was thirteen she was raped and stabbed by three men, and despite a massive police search, no one was ever caught. She had to be admitted to a psychiatric hospital where, nine months later, she was raped again, this time by a member of staff who was later convicted and had to serve ten years in prison. Since then she has been in state of "permanent psychiatric shock", a coma, and although she does not recognise anyone, I still try to visit her as often as I can.
Her mother, my mother's twin sister, was so traumatised by what happened she had a stroke and died, while her husband took his own life. The shock of all this gave my mother a heart attack (some identical twins have a psychic link) and within three years of Charlotte's rape she was also dead.
From the day my mother died, my father could not concentrate on anything for long and lost all interest in life. One cold winter night, he lost control of his car, drove into a wall and died instantly. So, by the time I was eighteen I was alone in the world apart from my dog, Prince. By now I had started nursing and the hospital allowed me to keep Prince in the nurse's quarters. He was so popular and everyone loved him, but sadly, I had to have him "put down" a few months ago.
In all this time I had never had a boyfriend, and what had happened to my cousin left me with a dislike for men. All my friends and colleagues had boyfriends and by April 2008 I was the last virgin on the soccer, cricket and martial art teams as well as in my intake year for nursing. George, the Tom Boy, had never even been kissed.
I can't remember exactly when I found Literotica. I was just bored one night and fancied reading a sci-fi story on line. Page after page rolled by, but one attracted me (I can't even remember the title now) and I started reading it. It was not just sci-fi, it was erotic as well. One thing led to another and I discovered this community of people who were not afraid of sex. In December I registered a profile, read the stories, but thought nothing more of it
Then in April, Luke, one of the most attractive, young, athletic doctors in A&E, the place I was working, asked me for a date. I thought he was taking the piss but I went along, straight from tennis in my track suit and met him in the local bar. I was on my guard and therefore nothing happened, not even a kiss. But, Luke was persistent and asked me out again and again. I'd go, but always as Tomboy George, and I never let him get close. One night I got home and found I had received a "personal message" from another Literotica Member, F.G. That contact was to change my life.
On 14
th
May those of us in our intake year took our final nursing exams for this academic year. In the autumn, some will continue at the hospital while a few, like me, will continue our training in the forces, (I'm due to join the British Army in December and am already in the Territorial Army, the Reserve Force).
We all went for a drink and Luke was there. He whispered in my ear telling me how much he fancied me and what he would like to do to me in bed. I was horrified and just laughed at him. But he persisted and challenged me to come to his flat the next day where he would cook me a meal. No strings, I could leave when I wanted and he would do nothing without my agreement, not even try to kiss me.
There was never any question of him forcing me into anything. I'm a martial arts champion and he knew I could snap him in two if he ever tried to do anything I didn't want him to. I always accept a challenge so I accepted his invitation, knowing I would get a good meal while he would finally give up trying to bed me!