This is a true story (I have changed the names for obvious reasons) about how, with the help of Literotica, I finally became a woman. My boyfriend challenged me to write this account and submit it to Literotica and anyone who knows me, knows that I nearly always accept a challenge. I am very grateful to michchick98 who kindly took time out of her busy life to act as my editor and made very useful amendments and suggestions. I am also grateful to FG, without whose encouragement I would probably still be just imagining this event. Enjoy!
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I was born in London in 1987. My mother had severe complications during her pregnancy, and as a result, her womb needed complete removal immediately after my birth. From my earliest days I preferred "boy's toys" like
Action Man
instead of
Barbie Doll
and I loved sports; including soccer, cricket, tennis and the martial arts where I became a Black Belt in both Judo and Karate. I have won Cups and competitions in all those fields. I also enjoyed drama, but I was always given the "male" parts if the production was short of men.
My cousin, Charlotte, was like a sister to me (she was a month older), but was totally feminine. When she was thirteen she was raped and stabbed by three men, and despite a massive police search, no one was ever caught. She had to be admitted to a psychiatric hospital where, nine months later, she was raped again, this time by a member of staff who was later convicted and had to serve ten years in prison. Since then she has been in state of "permanent psychiatric shock", a coma, and although she does not recognise anyone, I still try to visit her as often as I can.
Her mother, my mother's twin sister, was so traumatised by what happened she had a stroke and died, while her husband took his own life. The shock of all this gave my mother a heart attack (some identical twins have a psychic link) and within three years of Charlotte's rape she was also dead.
From the day my mother died, my father could not concentrate on anything for long and lost all interest in life. One cold winter night, he lost control of his car, drove into a wall and died instantly. So, by the time I was eighteen I was alone in the world apart from my dog, Prince. By now I had started nursing and the hospital allowed me to keep Prince in the nurse's quarters. He was so popular and everyone loved him, but sadly, I had to have him "put down" a few months ago.
In all this time I had never had a boyfriend, and what had happened to my cousin left me with a dislike for men. All my friends and colleagues had boyfriends and by April 2008 I was the last virgin on the soccer, cricket and martial art teams as well as in my intake year for nursing. George, the Tom Boy, had never even been kissed.
I can't remember exactly when I found Literotica. I was just bored one night and fancied reading a sci-fi story on line. Page after page rolled by, but one attracted me (I can't even remember the title now) and I started reading it. It was not just sci-fi, it was erotic as well. One thing led to another and I discovered this community of people who were not afraid of sex. In December I registered a profile, read the stories, but thought nothing more of it
Then in April, Luke, one of the most attractive, young, athletic doctors in A&E, the place I was working, asked me for a date. I thought he was taking the piss but I went along, straight from tennis in my track suit and met him in the local bar. I was on my guard and therefore nothing happened, not even a kiss. But, Luke was persistent and asked me out again and again. I'd go, but always as Tomboy George, and I never let him get close. One night I got home and found I had received a "personal message" from another Literotica Member, F.G. That contact was to change my life.
On 14
th
May those of us in our intake year took our final nursing exams for this academic year. In the autumn, some will continue at the hospital while a few, like me, will continue our training in the forces, (I'm due to join the British Army in December and am already in the Territorial Army, the Reserve Force).
We all went for a drink and Luke was there. He whispered in my ear telling me how much he fancied me and what he would like to do to me in bed. I was horrified and just laughed at him. But he persisted and challenged me to come to his flat the next day where he would cook me a meal. No strings, I could leave when I wanted and he would do nothing without my agreement, not even try to kiss me.
There was never any question of him forcing me into anything. I'm a martial arts champion and he knew I could snap him in two if he ever tried to do anything I didn't want him to. I always accept a challenge so I accepted his invitation, knowing I would get a good meal while he would finally give up trying to bed me!
But I had not allowed for F.G. in all this. She also challenged me, dared me to go to this meal with Luke, not as a tomboy, but as a feminine girl. As I've said I never accept defeat, and I never dodge a challenge, so I agreed to go as Georgina, not George. Problem was, I only had one dress, one skirt and little feminine deportment. I rarely wear high heels (I'm six foot one) and I walk like a man!
F.G. told me I had to come to terms with myself and stop blaming all men for what happened to Charlotte. She challenged me to sleep with Luke if I felt attracted to him. My head was spinning! I had lived such a sheltered life as far as men were concerned. All I could remember was my Irish Catholic mother telling me that "good girls don't touch themselves". That "good girls wait until they are married before allowing their husbands to touch them". That "good girls realise their husbands have needs that women would never understand". I wonder what she would have thought if she knew I was reading erotic literature?
F.G. advised me to get my legs waxed, shave my pussy and arm pits and take a close friend with me to pick an outfit for the night and take a bottle of my favourite wine. Then while we were online together, Luke telephoned to tell me he had booked a taxi to collect me and had arranged for another to take me home after our meal. F.G. challenged me to call him back and tell him to cancel the taxi booked to take me home. I was caught! If I did call Luke I would appear what my mother would call "loose". If I didn't I would have dodged a challenge.
Nervously, I called Luke back and told him to cancel the return taxi. He was shocked when I told him but he said he would tell the cab company to keep it on standby.
I went with my close friend Sue to the shops and bought an outfit; a black top and short skirt, red self hold stockings along with a red lacy bra and matching panties, a red slip, red lacy panties, red scarf and black high heel shoes. I had my hair "done", nails manicured, legs waxed, had a tanning session and I shaved those important parts. I got back to the nurse's quarters feeling sick.
My heart was pounding, as it does when I'm serving at tennis at match point, or taking a vital penalty in a shootout! I could feel my pulse in my head, chest, throat and stomach. I had one more exchange with F.G. and told her I was terrified. Medically I knew I was safe because Luke and I work in Accident and Emergency and are regularly checked for HIV and other sexually transmitted diseases. I'm also on the pill to help regulate my periods.
My last message to F.G. read, "Oh God, I feel sick, I'm going to die. I'm really going to do it! Oh God. Taxi's here. Think of me."
My stomach was in knots when my taxi arrived to take me to the doctor's quarters where Luke lives. For the first time in my life I was dressed as a sexy woman, but struggling with my high heels as I don't wear them often. When I arrived, I nervously rang the bell to Luke's flat. As he opened the door his eyes went straight to my cleavage. There was a dark lust in his eyes and I felt my nipples harden. He kissed me on the cheek and invited me in. Took my coat, hung it up then took my bottle of wine and opened it.
"George? I don't know you," he said.
"I'm Georgina today," I replied. Then I heard myself saying, "A girl who wants you to make her a woman." My heart was pounding.