“Do you think I can make it?” I was at a party that night, and there was lots of alcohol. I was sitting on a chair up stairs next to the balustrade that over looked the entrance hallway. It had been a long night and I remember wearing nothing but a bikini top and a flowing sarong around my hips. A man came toward me and grabbed hold of the balustrade, looking over. He was tall, and heavily muscled, one of those guys who likes to lift weights. His skin was olive colored and his hair was black. I’d always been attracted to those kinds of guys, and this one had the body of a god to boot. He’d leaned back while holding the railing and looked at me, asking if I thought he would make it.
“What? The jump from the railing to the floor?” It was quite a distance down, and I became worried that he would get hurt, and I had suddenly become very interested in his health. “Please don’t!” We were both probably drunk, at least a little bit. He leaned real close to me with his head next to mine. I could feel his breath on my neck and it made my heart beat in double time and my breath catch in my chest.
“What will you give me?” he breathed into my ear and I shivered. The offer was blatant in his voice and manner, and I, the virgin, actually debated giving it to him, which showed how drunk I was. When I didn’t reply, he straightened up and with a heave, jumped the balustrade. His arms pinwheeled as he fell and he hit the ground with a thump, still on his feet. I’d flown to the railing and now stood bent over it, staring down. He straightened up and smiled up at me. Me knees went weak at that smile and I had to grip the railing hard. Then he opened his arms, and I knew what to do. I grabbed the railing and leaned back, then threw my whole weight into the jump. I sailed over it and fell through the air to land in his waiting arms. I looked up at him a little frightened at what I had done, but he just smiled that melting smile at me, and I would have done anything for him, right then and there in his arms.
He tipped me up onto my feet and I grabbed his hand. He seemed a little surprised, but followed me as I led him to the dance floor. It was one of those songs that just inspire people to dance close and hot. With his strong arm around my waist, I knew now why they danced like that. I was completely abandoned and let my body writhe against his, the two of us moving in tandem, the heat rising up around us and the world slowly fading. All that mattered to me then was the way we danced and his body pressed against mine. Then he leaned forward and kissed me. I’d never been kissed before, even in high school, nor had a guy get as close to me as he did. I tried to kiss him back, but eventually gave up, just surrendering to his lips. It was like nothing I’d ever imagined. When I was little, my cousin and I had practiced kissing each other, but I had never liked the feeling. This I liked. Man, did I like this.
He pressed my body against his, totally in control, and snaked his tongue in my mouth. I lightly caressed it with my own and he seemed to like that. I let my arms wrap around his neck and his arms guide me as he would. Then the song was over and people were leaving the floor. He broke the kiss and led me off the floor and down a hallway. I followed slightly dazed and wanting more. I wanted so much more. Then we turned into a bedroom and he closed the door, locking it. I thought he might begin stripping right away, but instead he picked me up and carried me to the bed. He laid me down and stretched out next to me and slightly over. I loved the feeling of his weight pressing me into the bed and I eagerly raised me lips to his. It was like earlier, but now he seemed to possess me. I was unable to do anything, just swept up in him as he moved me. We would part for seconds to gasp air, then plunge back together.