I am a very, nasty, very promiscuous lady; if anyone really considers me a lady at all. LOL.
Even though I started doing gang-bangs at the age of 18, it still took me quite a while to formulate my current perverted outlook on sex. Do you find that surprising? You shouldn't. It really takes a while to get as extreme as I am. But if you'll read on, I'll tell you all about how I got there.
I never knew my father. My mother had me in the backseat of an old Desoto when she was a teenager. It's a miracle I survived. My grandmother was the one who raised me while my mother grew up. Eventually she married a guy who was twenty-five years older than her, and a drunk, to boot. But he had a job, and we had food on the table and a roof over our heads. All in all, he wasn't so bad; he was always loaded, and would come home, and either watch television, or fall asleep in his recliner. The big thing was he didn't beat my mother, or me, as some of my friend's fathers did them. And to his credit, he never fucked around with me.
First Time
Here I was, eighteen and a virgin. Not by choice, mind you, but ... let's call it happenstance. As you read on, you might think I intended to get laid that day; with the skimpy little outfit I put on. But I never even thought of it as a possibility. That was just how my girlfriend, Elsie dressed; and I wanted her to feel comfortable enough with me to tell me the juiciest details of what it was like getting laid. Besides, it wasn't uncommon for girls our age to dress skimpily when the temperature was pushing 102 degrees outside.
True to form, Elsie was barely out of bed when I got there. When saw her face in the window of her side door, she looked pissed at being disturbed. But when she saw it was me, her eyes widened in surprise, and then her face lit up. I guess it'd been nearly a month since I'd last spent any time alone with her.
She flung the door open, and greeted me with a big hug. I could smell her hairspray, and a hint of some perfume she'd put on the previous day. I let myself melt into her, as her embrace tightened into something more than just a friendly hug between school chums. I felt very close to her at that moment, and I even remember the sting of tears in my eyes; although for some reason I'm not sure why to this day.
She finally pulled me away, but left her hands on my shoulders, and from only inches away, she stared into my eyes. I had to look up at her, since she was several inches taller than me.
"Don't tell me," she said with a smirk, "You're in heat again, right? And on the hottest day of the year you came over to talk about boys, didn't you?"
I felt my face heat up with a furious blush, as a silly grin spread across it. I could only look away and shrug my shoulders, a little ashamed that I was so readable to her. Of course, looking back, that really had been the main reason I'd ever go over to see her. Our private discussions had always been about boys and sex. We never had much other common ground to talk about.
She must have seen something else in my face, because she put her arm around my shoulder and asked, very softly, "You've got it bad, today, don't you?"
"Oh, Elsie," I sobbed as she walked me to a couch, and sat down next to me, holding me tightly with my head against her breasts, "I couldn't even sleep last night, it was so bad. I just can't stop thinking about it! I mean, I did myself for half an hour straight this morning, and it hardly helped at all!"
I held her hand, felt her squeeze it, and asked, "Why me, Elsie? Does anybody else have it this bad?"
"You're just a typical horny, hot-blooded, girl, that's all," Elsie replied, soothing me by rubbing her hand through my hair.
"A lot of hormones in that little body of yours are fucking with you, and that's all. It's normal to feel that way, honest to God."
She began to rock me back and forth. After a moment, I pulled away, sniffling and wiping away my tears with my hands. "You're right, I'm being pretty stupid." I said brokenly.
"You're not stupid, Dee, just horny! I think it's time we got you laid."
I looked at her, trying to see if she was joking. The serious look on her face told me she wasn't.
"What?" Was all I could manage, for she had definitely shocked me.
"You need to start having sex, Deidre. It's the only thing that'll give you any relief. Believe me, I know." Elsie said.
I realized I was all for it. At that moment, there was nothing I wanted to do more than find out what sex was like. Some of my friends had already done it, and loved it, but they had boyfriends. I didn't.
"But ... I don't even have a boyfriend," I pointed out, and wiped a tear away.
"Dee, I've talked to several boys who think you're pretty hot. You just seem a little unapproachable to them. Remember, guys our age can be pretty immature."
"Who'd you talk with?" I asked, titillated by her disclosure.
"Jonesie and Lee seem the most interested, but there are others."
"Them? But they're like twenty something. All they do is tease me, and play stupid tricks on me, like I'm a little kid!" I said, shocked that they had professed an interest in me.
"Silly, that's because they want your attention. They're afraid you'll reject them if they let you know their real feelings for you. I told you, guys can be very immature."
I sat there, digesting that. Jonesie and Lee liked me! I liked them, too, really, especially Lee. 'Why hadn't they told me, instead of tormenting me?'
"Feel better, now?" Elsie asked, seeing my face light up.
I nodded.
"Who do you think you'd like to go out with the most, Jonesie, or Lee?" Elsie asked.
I wanted to say both, but told her I liked Lee the best.
"I'll get to work on it for you, then. You'll be getting some good cock soon, I promise." Elsie assured me.
"Have you had sex with either of them?" I asked, thinking her reference to good cock was from experience.
Elsie just laughed. "No, not them, but Jonesie told Allan that he desperately wants to fuck you."
"No!"
Yes! And Allan says Lee told him he fucks his big sister, Joanie all the time."
My mouth dropped open at the news of Allan doing his older sister.
"Don't let that bother you. Believe me, you'll appreciate his experience.
There's nothing more frustrating than an inexperienced little boy firing his load before he even gets started." Elsie said, obviously speaking from experience.
I just smiled, embarrassed at becoming a charity case for her, but at the same time growing wet between my legs at the thought of finally getting laid.
If I had only known that I was less than an two hours away from finally losing my virginity! I think I would have fainted.
Having calmed me down, at least from crying my eyes out, Elsie got up from the couch and announced that she was going to take a quick shower, and invited me to keep her company. With the temperature as high as it was, I readily agreed, and followed her down the hall to her bathroom.
She pulled off her nightshirt as she was walking, and suddenly I was following her bare butt. I couldn't help admiring its fullness and the way it swayed with her walk. It sure was more attractive than my tight, boyish little bottom.
Elsie went straight to the bathtub and started the water. When the temperature was to her satisfaction, she activated the shower and closed the shower curtains. She twisted around to look back at me, and I could see the side of one breast, pale and pear-shaped, with a light-pink areole and nipple.
"Wanna join me?" she asked, "I'll scrub your back if you scrub mine."
I started to protest ... to say that I'd already taken a shower; but I felt indebted to her for what she'd just offered to do for me, so I just nodded and began to take off my clothes. If she wanted her back scrubbed, I'd give her the best scrubbing she'd ever had.
She spent a moment adjusting the showerhead, and when she glanced at me, I was already naked. She did a double-take, then turned around and put her hands on her maturing hips, the one hand dribbling water down the side of her leg. She gazed at me appraisingly for a long moment. I wondered what she saw in me. Later, much later, Elsie told me what she'd seen in me.
"I saw a short, skinny girl with straight, shoulder-length dark brown hair that curled in at the neck in pageboy style. Your eyes were a deep brown, with full, black eyebrows arching over them, your nose was thin, and turned upward at the end to show a little too much of your nostrils, and your lips were thin and pale, with a chin tapered to a delicate, dimpled point."
I still shiver when I recall her description, for it was after we'd made love for the very first time.
Back in the shower, I could see her eyes lingering on my small, conical breasts, and then on my thatch of pubic hair. Elsie nodded slightly as she noticed that my vaginal cleft was parted slightly in its nearly permanent state of arousal, displaying my treasured pea-sized clit and delicate inner folds.