I am married for over 30 years with two grown kids. My wife and I have a lukewarm sex life which has caused my fantasies to grow. The older I get (now 56) the stronger my secret desire to pleasure another man becomes.
I work for a shipping company and have an office in an out of the way warehouse. I am not that busy and only receive 4 or 5 deliveries a day and sometimes as few as two. This leaves me with lots of time on my hands. I have no other people there. I operate forklift and all deliveries are on pallets, so I don't need any assistance.
Lately I spend a huge amount of time surfing porn and reading sex stories. Most of these center on cuckold and husbands doing cleanup after being made a cuckold.
Thinking of eating another man's load from my wife's pussy is quite the turn on. I masturbate frequently thinking of this or reading stories on this subject.
These fantasies gradually changed into an ever growing desire to be on my knees sucking another man to a strong orgasm.
My desire has gotten to the point that I am considering an actual meeting with someone online that lives out of town. I am thinking this would be safe and I could maybe meet them at a neutral location and quench my hunger.
I joined a site where males meet males and set up a secret account under a fictitious name. I have met up with several online and got really turned on. We would talk back and forth while masturbating. One day recently I hooked up with a guy that clicked. He was a dominat type and hit all of my buttons.
He had me detailing what I would do for him. I described how I would lick his big balls and suck each one. I promised to lick his taint under his balls until he was ready for me to move up to his cock. I described how he would make me beg before he would allow me to suck his cock. I continued until I heard an expected delivery coming in.
I told my chat buddy I would be back after a little while and minimized the chat application and put my screen to sleep.
The driver on the delivery was in a couple of times a week and he was a little cocky, but a good guy. I got the five pallets off his truck.
It only took about 5 - 10 minutes.
While I was doing this he went into my office area to wait. He acted a bit strange as he was leaving. After he left I resumed my chat and ended up masturbating to a nice strong cum.
About 5 days later he was scheduled to drop off another delivery. Everything went the same as usual. I finished unloading and told him he was all set.
He looked at me in a strange way. Then he took his phone out and said, "take a look at this."
I thought it was going to be a joke or funny video. When I could focus on the content, my pulse quickened and I almost became nauseous. He had a screen shot of my previous weeks sex chat. The one I had paused while I unloaded his truck. He snooped on my computer and now I was caught.
I was like a deer in the headlights. He said, "You got some kinky shit going on."
I said, "I was just fooling around."
He looked straight through me. Then he responded, "I don't think you were fooling around. I read the whole conversation and that guy is going to have a good time with you."
He then continued, "I'm going to be that guy for you."
I was shaking and looked at the floor, very ashamed.
He then said, "look, this is gonna be our little secret. No one needs to know. I think we can help each other."
I was beginning to see where he was going. I said, "no, we can't help each other. I was just fooling around."
He just stared at me with a smirk on his face. He told me, "my wife will not go down on me and I miss it terribly. It's been 15 years since I've had a blowjob. You're going to start taking care of it for me."
I had a look of fear and said, "we can't do this."
He calmly said, "Oh yes we can, no deliveries are scheduled for a couple of hours. You're going to be my cocksucker and you're going to like it."
I felt like I was in a corner and actually was somewhat in the corner of my office.
He looked at me and slowly unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock.
I said, "stop, don't do this."
The same time I was saying this, my own cock was growing hard.
He pulled out my dream cock. It was about 7 inches, thick and straight. Just the type I often fantasized about. I was now obviously hard and he noticed. He knew he had me then.
He then reached inside and pulled out his large hanging balls. They were huge, again just like I wanted.
He said, "I know by what you wrote that you like what you see, especially my big potent balls with 4 days worth of cum. I saved it up for you."
He reached with no warning and grabbed my hard cock.
He said, "just as I thought, you're hot for my cock aren't you?"
I was hot and he was right, I was ready to give in to my dark desires.
He then told me, "starting today you are going to get on your knees and please me anytime I want. Do You Understand?"
I tried to resist and said, "please don't make me do this."
He smirked at me and said, "oh I'm not making you do anything. You're going to do it because you want it. You do want to be on your knees, so just admit it. You're going to do what I ask aren't you?"