Nervous and exhilarated, I open the door to my hotel room. I put my bag on the king-sized bed and quickly close the shades. I text you: "I am here."
You respond right away: "Present for you on the nightstand."
On the nightstand is a small vial of something white and powdery.
I respond: '!!'
I empty the vial on the nightstand. It looks like crystal meth. It is clean and clear. I debate whether I should do a line, all of it or wait. Better I wait or I will have done a bunch of glass and still haven't taken a shower. But, I set up some lines so when I am ready I am ready.
I head to the bathroom with my makeup bag and turn on the shower. As the bathroom fills with steam, I arrange my makeup on the countertop.
I take off my clothes and get in the shower. I wash my body, slowly shaving my legs, my chest and my underarms. I shave my face. I cover myself in moisturizing body wash and rinse it off, enjoying the slippery feeling between my thighs and my butt.
Out of the shower, I towel off. Everything now feels like a chore until I can do some crystal. I cover myself in cocoa body butter. I work the lotion into my thighs, running my hands up between my butt cheeks. My fingers brush lotion up my ass: I am waxed, squeaky clean. The heavy fragrance of the body lotion, the anticipation of doing some speed, the silkiness of my skin, getting dressed up for you- I am already turned on.
I think it is time for a teeny tiny line of the crystal. After all, it is a present.
I walk naked to the bedroom to have a taste of the glass. I walk on my tiptoes and move my hips. My heartbeat accelerates. I sniff two lines in quick succession. Pow. My nose immediately is on fire from the glass and I have brain burn...I lose my breath momentarily. After the initial rush of pain, I start to feel amped up and really fucking good. I am instantly completely awake, alert and in the moment.
I all of a sudden have the overwhelming urge to get dressed up for you and look as beautiful as I can. I have brought a tight short blue bandage dress, a pair of American Apparel disco pants, a full-length rhinestone jumpsuit, a sequined bodycon dress and a sequined mid-calf v-neck long sleeve dress.
If I want to look like a party girl, I have a long curly blond wig with defined ringlet curls that fall over my shoulders to create lots of movement and bounce. If I feel like a sexy soccer mom cheating on her husband, I can put on my mid-length shag with spiral curls. Or if I want to be a bratty spoiled princess in need of a good fuck, I have a brown curly wig with a wealth of airy, voluminous, lightly tousled layers.
Next to my wigs I put my silicone hip pads and breast forms. The pads and forms were so expensive but as soon as I put them on, they are worth every penny. I have an assortment of bras, panties, leggings tights in different cuts and colors and styles.
I lay on the bed and tuck myself. I slowly tuck my balls into my body cavity and I press my dick against my perineum. I pull up my gaff, a pair of cut panty hose. The panty hose roll up my hips and my dick disappears, making the tuck as tight as possible. The g-string of the rolled gaff rides up my lotioned ass. I feel a tingling from the tightness of the gaff, my shaved body, the crystal and the illusory sensation of having a pussy. I feel a buzzing in my ears from the speed.
I text you: 'that is really good.'
I already feel transformed. I feel sexy and love the process of feminizing myself. I slowly bunch up a pair of sheer pantyhose and pull them up to my knees so as to not get any runs in the stockings. I position my silicone pads against my waist and thighs, inch the pantyhose up over my the pads to hold them in place. The pantyhose are up to my waist and I get a drip of glass down into my throat. My high expands as the hosiery cling to my legs and ride up my ass.
Happy with the positioning of the hip pads and overwhelmed by the speed I snorted, I put on more pairs of sheer pantyhose. Slowly the outlines of the hip pads are concealed by the sheer hosiery until they appear to be my natural curves. My body shape has transformed- my legs are now feminine and I have thick hips supporting a big round butt.
I use underbust shapewear in order to cinch my waist and create an hourglass figure. The shapewear pulls over my ass, sucks my tummy in and cinches my waist. I pull the straps of the shapewear over my shoulders and the shapewear immediately constricts my midsection. It is a little hard to move and breathe in a good way. My hips are wide, my waist is now small, my ass is fat.
For tits I have breast forms with an e cup complete with a concealing chestplate. The breastforms will give me big bouncy titties. The chestplate will let me wear something low cut to show off my cleavage. I strap the forms on. The illusion of my feminine chest is astonishing. The sensation of the tits is remarkable and I love the weight on my chest. My tits are heavy, perky and look completely realistic.
With my body on, I prance to the bathroom to put my face on. My tits jiggle as I walk and I have a little waddle from my round hips and big butt bouncing. I rearrange my makeup on the counter. The speed has my head spun and also laser focused.
I apply Elmers washable purple glue to my eyebrows. Once the glue dries, I dab on loose powder. I repeat the process. My eyebrows disappear under the layers of purple glue and powder. I apply a light layer of concealer to my eyebrows and let it dry,
I apply a layer of primer to my face. I cover my cheeks and upper lip with orange beard corrector and then a layer of concealer. I dab on light liquid foundation and spread it over forehead, cheeks, nose and chin. The facial illusion really commences with the foundation. I use a blender to blot out the foundation and smooth out my face.
Over the foundation goes a layer of Chanel pressed powder, which creates a soft matte complexion. I then contour my face, using highlighting powder for a luminous look. I draw on softly arched thin brown eyebrows. On my eyelids I paint on glittery gold Chanel eyeshadow. The shimmering effect is sexy. My eyelids are heavy and sparkle. I concentrate applying the liquid eyeliner, intensifying the line along the upper lashes by thickening it from the middle to the outer corner of the eye. I glue on thick, long eyelashes creating a sexy doe eyed look. I apply rogue blush to my cheeks. I draw on my lips and apply lip plumper and slowly paint on bright shimmery gold tinted lipstick.
I bask at my reflection- my makeup looks great. I am dolled up but not over the top. My eyebrows are drawn on nicely and have the right amount of arch. My eyeliner is subtle but frames my eyes. I glow and feel sexy and glamorous. I love wearing makeup.
I decide on my skinny fit high-waisted American Apparel Disco Pants. The pants are made of nylon and spandex so they are ultra form fitting. The pants slide up my smooth legs up to my hips and big ass. Once at my hips, I have to slowly work the pants on. The pants grip my legs and feminine curves. My hips and butt are so big i have to lay on the bed to zip the disco pants up and button them. When I stand up, I feel fucking sensational. The pads are positioned right and are not moving. My butt is perfectly round in the pants. The spandex is so tight the pants ride up my ass, showing off ample derriere cleavage. The crease of my ass bending with each step is entrancing and my cheeks independently bounce. The pants are bulging at my hips and my ass is a perfect shiny ripe gold peach.
I pair a white cashmere v-cut sweater with the spandex pants. The sweater is thin, clingy and low cut: my big tits will be on display for you. I slowly pull the form fitting sweater over my breasts. The fabric is stretched by the size of my boobs. The v-cut of the sweater is so deep my cleavage is front and center and the sweater is basically see-through.
I put on Jimmy Choo open toed gold glittered stiletto four inch heels. My ass is up on a perch with the heels on. I pull up on my disco pants and enjoy the sensation of the spandex hugging my body, squeezing my big ass. I tuck the sweater into my disco pants and put on an oversized gold belt, tightly cinching my waist- my big butt juts out even more.
For my hair I put on the Serenity by Paula Young wig. The wig is a warm toffee color. The wig has voluminous layers of loose, lightly tousled spirals and feathery waves giving my hair an abundance of body, bounce, and texture. The lush, curly sides effortlessly frame my face, and the curly, wispy fringe gives the gently rounded silhouette a flirty and flattering finish.
I walk into the bathroom at look at myself in the mirror. I see Barbara, a sexy princess, shimmering from head to toe. My hair looks great. My cheeks are lightly rouged pink. My eyelids are heavy with gold eye shadow. My eyelashes are long and curvy. I apply long pink press-on nails and a few bracelets. I put on a pair of heavy disco ball clip-on earrings and feel a light tug on my earlobes.
I walk to the nightstand and line up the rest of the crystal. I bend over to snort the line. The gaff rides up my ass, I smell the floral scent of my blush and can taste my lipstick. I snort the crystal. The crystal burns my nose so good. I hold my nose back to make certain I get all the glass. I feel fantastic.
I reapply my blush and lipstick. I draw on a little mole on my cheek. I light a menthol cigarette and wait for the drip into my throat. I feel a larger wave of euphoria unlock and tense my body. I spray some Chanel No. 5 on. My wrists go limp. I primp myself and get lost in my reflection. I look so glamorous. My tits are big and I slowly caress them through the sweater. My necklace bounces against my tits as I turn to walk out the bathroom.
I stand checking myself out in the full-length mirror in the bedroom. I light another cigarette. I love my glittery high heels, my gold spandex pants. My hips are round and thick. I turn and admire my big butt. I strut back and forth in front of the mirror, high on crystal, watching my tits bounce in my sweater. I play with my hair and take another drag of my cigarette. My bracelets clink and clang as I walk.
I put on a pair of oversized drop temple sunglasses and I disappear behind the glasses. My transformation to Barbara is complete.
I think I need another line to even out my nostrils and calm my nerves. Fuck, I snorted it all. I am high and am feeling a little out of control. The cigarette is delicious. I stand in the bedroom, looking at the mirror on the wall. I play with my hair and pose in the mirror.
I take a picture in the mirror and send it to you. I send the message, ' Hi, it is Barbara.'
My heart is pounding waiting your response.
You respond right away: 'Hi, Barbara.'