Four days after our wedding, and I still hadn't taken her virginity. We were married on Saturday, and had both agreed that after the wedding, reception, and late partying we should just sleep. Sunday was church, which she insisted on going to, being a devout Baptist.
I had this nagging feeling that any discussion about sex or sexuality that I had started before we got married, had just been superficial. I suspected that her parents had not given her a proper sexual education (she was homeschooled), and she had not known to look it up. I was homeschooled too, but I still was a typical teen. Porn and online sites had given me the "knowledge" that my parents felt squeamish about sharing.
Sunday night, and she adamantly refused to do anything even minutely sexual. She felt it was irreverent to do it on a Sunday. Me, I was feeling frustrated with her prudishness. Our honeymoon started on Monday. A short flight to Florida, and the Keys were beautiful. I thought the beach and the water might make her open up a little, but no such luck. Her strict Baptist dress code mandated the leg was to be covered to the knee, at least. No sleeveless tops, no fancy underwear, and she wouldn't even wear a t-shirt.
On Tuesday, I suggested she watch a porno with me, and she looked shocked. I explained that it might help her understand what sex involves. She replied "I'm still getting used to sleeping in the same bed with you, and you want to do that!!" I asked her if she was ever going to try sex, and she promptly left the room.
Wednesday morning came, and I woke up late-around 11:00 AM. I heard a noise coming from the bathroom. Swinging my legs off the bed, I walked over. My wife was crying. She's about 5'5", a 32C, with dirty blonde shoulder-length hair. I love her hair, especially straight. Now she had hair in her eyes, mixed with tears, and leftover makeup, and it was hot! I'm about 5'8", with broader shoulders than the rest of my family, which makes me look bigger. I've got about 6 inches in the pants, which isn't anything huge, but I know it's going to satisfy Hannah. I'm Don, by the way.
Hannah looked up at me with those soft blue eyes, now red from crying. "What's the matter, Hannah?" I asked, as gently as I could.
"N-n-nothing."
"Come here, Hannah, it's all going to be fine." She shuffled over, wrapped her arms around me and began sobbing again.
I was getting aroused by all this activity, but I suppressed the thought, trying not to force the issue. She looked up at me. "I'm scared, Don. I don't know what to do with that", she flicked her eyes down at my crotch. "I don't know anything about sex, I'm so sorry" she continued to sob. I just held her tight.
When she opened her mouth to say something more, I kissed her deeply. She was a little shocked at how I was using my tongue in her mouth, but she got past her inhibitions and tried a little french kissing.
I asked her "Why don't we go to the bed, and I'll show you some things?" She walked over to the bed and knelt beside it. "What are you kneeling for?" I asked.
She replied, "My friend Toby from youth group said that when you have sex, the girl kneels and opens her mouth for the man's privates."
I looked at her and smiled at the innocence. "No" I said, "A man's job is to please his girl."
I lifted her onto the bed and asked "Did you like that kissing just now?" I situated her on her back and climbed on top. "I'm going to keep kissing you until you're ready to go on" I told Hannah. I kissed her deeply again, then several times in succession; finally probing her mouth with my tongue, as I felt a little response from her. I did it again and again, finally getting her involved. I climbed off and went over to the closet. Grabbing a new silk robe (thicker than I would have preferred to respect her wishes), I handed it to her and said "I love you Hannah-please put this on, just for me." She sighed and walked off to the bathroom, robe in hand.
I grabbed a Dr Pepper and stepped onto the porch connected to the bedroom. I thought "I'm not all that sexually experienced after all!" I had my share of handjobs, and 3 or 4 blowjobs in college, and once I felt a girl up. Other than that, however, I hadn't actually done it. Now I was a little scared, but I reminded myself "She has no clue of good sex from bad, so she won't care." Hannah cleared her throat, and I set the can down and walked back in.