The participants in this story are all of legal age and consent.
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I was surprised, but I wasn't.
I mean, yeah why would he be at my door when my brother left an hour ago? But something was different tonight. There was an energy between us, that hadn't been there before. He said "Hey" and smiled at me, but differently than usual. I'd known him for years, but for the first time he wasn't looking at me like I was Kevin's little sister.
Of course, if I had known he would come back, I probably would be dressed differently. Once him and Kevin left the house, I went and changed. Little white tank top and flannel pajama pants. My typical uniform after 9 p.m.
In retrospect, maybe I always knew he was coming back, but being so young and naive, there's no way I could have truly known.
"Do you want to come in?" I asked.
"Sure." he replied.
It was so obvious to both of us. There wasn't any "What are you doing here?" Or, "Kevin hasn't come back yet." He was clearly there to see me, and I was clearly okay with it. We were only pretending that this was awkward and new. Kevin was still at his girlfriend's house, and Jerry knew that our parents were out of town. There was, really, no reason to ask why he was at the house.
Being his best friend's little sister, I can't say that this was a long time coming. In fact, for several years he was like a second big brother to me. He picked on me, I annoyed him... Sometimes he was friendly and sweet. But I never really felt an attraction before. But like I said, something was different tonight. Earlier when he was hanging out with my brother, there was something different. He talked to me like I was older, more like the college girls he'd been hanging out with for the last year. And something about that made me act more mature towards him. We flirted more, playfully hit each other, etc. It felt like we were peers, for the first time.
We sat on the couch and chatted. Looking into each other's eyes, like two people who are clearly into each other. We smiled a lot, touched hands, and laughed. I wasn't a confident teenager, but I felt totally at home with him. I knew he was there to see me, which had to mean he was into me. That made me feel good, and it was easy to act like this was nothing new.
We talked about relationships, and dating, feeling each other out. He wanted to know if I had a boyfriend. I didn't. I asked about the girls at college, he downplayed it - making sure I knew girls were into him, but also making himself sound available. There was no doubt where this was going. Only, I'm not so sure he knew that I had never been with a guy before.
But it didn't matter. I wanted him, and he wanted me... it was only a matter of how we'd make that happen.
We talked, and laughed, and playfully hit each other. Then the playful hits became tickles. And before I knew it, I was on top of him with his arms around my waist.
What now? We stared into each other's eyes and smiled. "Hi", I said. He smiled, and said hey. And then we kissed. This wasn't an awkward High School kiss. Or a simple peck. The sexual energy between us had been building all night, and we were both ready for this.
My tongue slid into his mouth, and he squeezed my waist tighter. I'd only kissed two boys before this point, and neither of them were in this position, with me laying on top of him. Maybe that's why it was so easy to feel how hard he was through his jeans.
One hand worked its way down to my ass. The other stayed on my waist. We kissed deep and passionately, and I pushed my hips harder against him. I loved the way it felt, even though they were two layers of pants between us. Even though I had never had sex before, just the idea of him pushing against me, was enough for me to know that I would love this.
He pushed on my ass, so that I could push closer against his hard cock, and I moaned for the first time.
He must have loved the way that sounded, because I felt him throb and get harder from underneath his jeans.
Our tongues danced as I started grinding against him. Both hands return to my waist, and he held me tighter.
His hand crept beneath my shirt, and for the first time, I felt his hands on my bare skin. I instantly got goosebumps from his touch, and I wanted his hands to keep roaming my body.